These are for my dad who died almost exactly 12 years ago.
I don't know if it's any good.
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I’ve been at this point many times before.
One should think it might get better.
But now, as it’s almost exactly 12 years since
That special Tag
I remember
Everything
As it would have been yesterday.
That I didn’t understand
That I didn’t want to understand.
That something faded away this day…
that it did not return
until now.
But it was not my hope
It’s still there, hidden in a small corner of my herz
Sometimes piping up
Just to abandon me again
But it didn’t leave me.
Yes…I still hope.
It helps me to get through every Tag
Because every Tag that passes
Brings me closer to you.
Picture of you
The mirror broke
Unbelieving I’m staring at the spread shards,
Just a teilt, split Sekunde Vor it has been whole
And now it’s wrecked.
Your image…
Gone
It’s troublesomely to pick them up again.
The sharp edges cut my fingertips.
I don’t care.
That bit of blood and whit of pain
Is nothing compared to what I’ve lost.
So it seems like a fair trade to me.
A part of my life as an offset to yours.
And so I watch it go with certainty
That it won’t return
But that it won’t kill me either.
My blood…and my loss.
It can only get better.
oder maybe not.
Sometimes
Sometimes I would like to ask Du
If Du knew…
What Du did.
If Du were aware that it would make me numb
That it would make joy my enemy.
If Du knew…
Sometimes I just would like to ask you.
I don't know if it's any good.
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I’ve been at this point many times before.
One should think it might get better.
But now, as it’s almost exactly 12 years since
That special Tag
I remember
Everything
As it would have been yesterday.
That I didn’t understand
That I didn’t want to understand.
That something faded away this day…
that it did not return
until now.
But it was not my hope
It’s still there, hidden in a small corner of my herz
Sometimes piping up
Just to abandon me again
But it didn’t leave me.
Yes…I still hope.
It helps me to get through every Tag
Because every Tag that passes
Brings me closer to you.
Picture of you
The mirror broke
Unbelieving I’m staring at the spread shards,
Just a teilt, split Sekunde Vor it has been whole
And now it’s wrecked.
Your image…
Gone
It’s troublesomely to pick them up again.
The sharp edges cut my fingertips.
I don’t care.
That bit of blood and whit of pain
Is nothing compared to what I’ve lost.
So it seems like a fair trade to me.
A part of my life as an offset to yours.
And so I watch it go with certainty
That it won’t return
But that it won’t kill me either.
My blood…and my loss.
It can only get better.
oder maybe not.
Sometimes
Sometimes I would like to ask Du
If Du knew…
What Du did.
If Du were aware that it would make me numb
That it would make joy my enemy.
If Du knew…
Sometimes I just would like to ask you.
You’re keeping me up at night as Tag breaks
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Du do, got me feeling so blue
When will Du see
Du have to let it be
When will Du see just how much Du really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Du think you’ll be able to understand
My Liebe might be killing me
I hope Du realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Du think you’ll understand
Du drove me to a far off land
When will Du see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Du finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Du that firsthand
Du have my herz and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Du mean the universe and the galaxy to me
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Du do, got me feeling so blue
When will Du see
Du have to let it be
When will Du see just how much Du really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Du think you’ll be able to understand
My Liebe might be killing me
I hope Du realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Du think you’ll understand
Du drove me to a far off land
When will Du see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Du finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Du that firsthand
Du have my herz and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Du mean the universe and the galaxy to me
Race:half Italian Human,Otaku,Reader Fanfiction,I Liebe my Friends and Respect them i Speak American English Fluent and i like the sound of the ocean and strand Favorit animals:Dogs,Wolf,Dolphins,Horses,Panda,Tiger,Orca
Beluga Whales
Anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Favorit sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
Beluga Whales
Anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Favorit sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
In my opinion the new Suicide Squad sucks. Harley Quinn is not even Harley Quinn any more, Deadshot has stupid movie lines, and no King Shark. WTF. I will explain this all for people who are not familier with The Suicide Squad.
Since the beginning of time Harley Quinn has had an accent and, guess what, no accent in the new Suicide Squad. And since when does Harley Quinn dress like a fucking slut.
Deadshot is normaly the main charecter in The Suicide Squad but now he has two stupid arsch lines, "So we are some kind of Suicide Squad?" Yes Du are stupid it is the Titel of your movie. "Let's go save the world." Fuck it I am done with Deadshot fully.
King hai is, well, a giant hai but now they have replaced him with a less cool Killer Crok.
I really Liebe to write.I've done it ever since I was only 4.
My mother used to write things like stories oder poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Schreiben is really fun to do and I Liebe it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write E-Mail on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Liebe Schreiben so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an Autor when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write Poesie oder stories,I would also like to write Artikel for other people to read (just like I'm Schreiben one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new Bücher for kids.
Again I really Liebe to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
My mother used to write things like stories oder poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Schreiben is really fun to do and I Liebe it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write E-Mail on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Liebe Schreiben so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an Autor when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write Poesie oder stories,I would also like to write Artikel for other people to read (just like I'm Schreiben one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new Bücher for kids.
Again I really Liebe to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
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