Amy's Point Of View
I got up at 8.00am and got dressed. I went into the bathroom, did my make up and fixed my hair in a tight ponytail. I rushed downstairs to have my breakfast. My mum was there as usual, having her own breakfast. After that I brushed my teeth and headed off to Sarah's house to walk with her to school. When I reached her door, I knocked and after a view Sekunden Sarah opened the door ready to go.
"Hey, Sarah!" I said.
"Hi!" Sarah replied.
We walked to school, chatting the whole way. Most of it was boring except the part when she sagte about the party.
"I've been thinking a lot about my 17th birthday." Sarah said.
"Oh, yeah. What are Du gonna do?" I asked.
"Maybe a party. At my house." she said.
I replied nearly instantly.
"Yeah! That's a great idea! Du could invite everyone!"
Sarah smiled.
"Ok, ok, Amy! I'll ask my Mum and Dad to night! You, Kelly and Emily could stay the night! But there will be LOADS of people coming!"
We walked through the school gates and wandered off to our other friends. Me, Sarah, Emily and Kelly. We had a discussion about Sarah's party for a couple of minutes. The glocke rang and we walked into our classroom.
"Good morning class!" sagte our teacher, Miss King.
Nobody really took notice of her. We all sat down in our sitz ready for the register. Miss King did the register and continued with the lesson.
I got up at 8.00am and got dressed. I went into the bathroom, did my make up and fixed my hair in a tight ponytail. I rushed downstairs to have my breakfast. My mum was there as usual, having her own breakfast. After that I brushed my teeth and headed off to Sarah's house to walk with her to school. When I reached her door, I knocked and after a view Sekunden Sarah opened the door ready to go.
"Hey, Sarah!" I said.
"Hi!" Sarah replied.
We walked to school, chatting the whole way. Most of it was boring except the part when she sagte about the party.
"I've been thinking a lot about my 17th birthday." Sarah said.
"Oh, yeah. What are Du gonna do?" I asked.
"Maybe a party. At my house." she said.
I replied nearly instantly.
"Yeah! That's a great idea! Du could invite everyone!"
Sarah smiled.
"Ok, ok, Amy! I'll ask my Mum and Dad to night! You, Kelly and Emily could stay the night! But there will be LOADS of people coming!"
We walked through the school gates and wandered off to our other friends. Me, Sarah, Emily and Kelly. We had a discussion about Sarah's party for a couple of minutes. The glocke rang and we walked into our classroom.
"Good morning class!" sagte our teacher, Miss King.
Nobody really took notice of her. We all sat down in our sitz ready for the register. Miss King did the register and continued with the lesson.
I have a secret: I'm afraid. I'm terribly afraid that I AM GOING TO DIE. I didn't ask for leukemia. Nor did I expect it. Especially not chronic myelogenous leukemia. Especially when chronic myelogenous leukemia tends to affect the OLDER males, and I'm only what, 14?
But do Du know why it has to be a secret? I have a family: my dad and Jae, my youngest sister. [Yeah, I have two more, but, they're out of my life at the moment.] They cried their hearts out once I was diagnosed. They were afraid that they'd lose another family member--after all, my mother passed away after a car accident. I promised to be strong. For Dad. For Jae. For Mom.
But if being strong means that I have to hold back all these tears, that I have to surpress all my fear in order to comfort my family, sometimes I wish I didn't make that promise.
But do Du know why it has to be a secret? I have a family: my dad and Jae, my youngest sister. [Yeah, I have two more, but, they're out of my life at the moment.] They cried their hearts out once I was diagnosed. They were afraid that they'd lose another family member--after all, my mother passed away after a car accident. I promised to be strong. For Dad. For Jae. For Mom.
But if being strong means that I have to hold back all these tears, that I have to surpress all my fear in order to comfort my family, sometimes I wish I didn't make that promise.
I was in the class the other day, and Mrs.Crosswaer was handing out new assignments. And he stared at me! Oh his name is Sam, and he was staring at me dreamly!!!!!!!!!!!
It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cooooooooooooooool!
I am SO SORRY! It had to be lonfer so yeah!
It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cooooooooooooooool!
I am SO SORRY! It had to be lonfer so yeah!
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One lonely sunday afternoon
I sit in my chamber and have nothing to do
My Liebe is far away
I wonder if (s)he's already forgotten me
So I sadly watch the sky
See the raindrops passing by
One looonely sunday afternooon...
One looonely sunday afternoon
One lonely sunday afternoon
I'm even as my Blumen still out of bloom
I find some old photos, covered with dust
I cannot forget Du although I know that I must
So I sadly let them fly
And this time I have to cry
One looonely sunday afternooon...
One looonely sunday afternoon
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Du seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows Du
like a hook,
won't let Du go,
won't leave Du alone.
Du smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that Du hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves Du not,
Du don't see the Angel – Jäger der Finsternis on
your shoulder,
trying to give Du a strength.
Du long for life
that Du don't know of,
Du seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.