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Chapter Sixteen: herz To herz Conversations
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When we got to our room, we pushed the door open and threw our luggage down Von the bed. And that's when we both fell onto the bett after closing the door. We closed our eyes, and felt his hand touch my head as if in comfort. But then everything came back to me like an old movie being projected onto a stone Wand at school. But the strangest thing was, I wasn't looking through my eyes. I was looking through Edwards. I saw the whole thing of Ili and what had happened:
Edward was standing Weiter to Alice and Carlisle.
"Tell us everything." Carlisle said.
"HA!" Ili snapped. "You think I'm that stupid!?!"
"Of course." Alice piped in and Jasper and Emmett stiffled a laugh.
"Tell us everything." Carlisle repeated.
"NO!" She yelled and then she calmed down. Jasper was controling her mind to feel guilty and explain everything.
"Tel us everything." Carlisle sagte once more.
"OK! It all started..."
Then my eyes opened to see Renesmee removing her hand from my head, making me realize Edward was just watching me and didn't touch my head at all.
I sat up then, clutching Edward's arm. And then there was a knock at the door just as I was about to ask Renesmee how she got in here. But Renesmee ran to the door and flung it open to let in Carlisle and the others.
"It's time." Alice said, and I knew she meant that it was time to know everything about Ili and her past.
They closed and locked the door behind them, and I crawled up into Edward's lap as Carlisle and Esme sat on the bett except for Rosalie, Emmett, and Renesmee who stood against a wall. Alice and Jasper were sitting in chairs Weiter to Rosalie.
"Ok." I answered and Carlisle began.
"A long, long, time ago, so long Vor Edward wasn't even alive, nor the otheres except for me, there was this gift from below."
"Hell?" I interrupted and he nodded.
"Though it wasn't a gift to us humans, nor to the heavens above! It was a gift to the Volturi and the devil worshipers. Her name, was Ili. She came into this world at age five, and grew up like a normal teenager. Then at her ninteeth birthday, her parents told her everything! That was the deal of course, and she accepted it without any herz breaks for leaving her friends, family, boyfriend. She just walked to the ends of the earth, hoping to find the future child she was told to find and destroy. And after living her demon life for eighteen years, to be 27 in human years, she ran across Aro, Caius and Marcus. And she liked them, and she became apart of them for a very long period of time. I was twenty-nine at the time, and when I was waiting for my birthday the Weiter day, she quit. No one knew where she went, she just left. Didn't leave anything behind oder any clue to where she was going, oder if she was even alive. I was walking Home from the store one night cause my mom needed fresh eggs for my birthday cake that I insisted she didn't need to bake, and I ran into my first true fear. His name, was Trey. Trey was a pretty good sized vampire, and he knew who I was. The Volturi wanted me, and they sent Trey after me to lend me a bargain, but Trey didn't pay attention. They wanted me ALIVE and not DEAD, but Trey turned me anyway and kept me at his house for two years. He quit the Volturi as well, and the Volturi knew it. Though since he never came back, they knew he needed time to train me. And after I was trained, he sent me away in the woods. He knew something I didn't, and he sent me away so I didn't have to be killed as well. After he left me, the Volturi killed him. And then they were on the hunt for me. They finally found me, and made me apart of there league. I accepted so I could leave a life, even if I was a cruel, cold hearted demon! And then one Tag they gave me a choice of my own: stay oder leave. That was fifteen years though of being with them! I left, and started our "vegetarian" thing. I preyed on the Tiere that walked around in the woods, and then after a Jahr of doing that, I convinced myself that I was a pretty good vampire, but not good enough. So I stopped with the hunting when I needed to, and staying at Home in the dark. I started to be a doctor. And after fifteen years of that, I met Edward's mom."
Edward flinched as he remembered the pain his mom and him went through. But Carlisle went on.
"And I grew my family. And when I got Alice,-"
"Ili came back." I filled in and he nodded.
"She has been hunting Alice for quite some time now, and she couldn't track us after we moved to Forks. Though we didn't know she was after Alice. We moved cause we had to stay somewhere where it was rarely sunny! She now found her scent and came after her."
"But the weirdest thing is," Alice started back up. "Was that she had tabs on us all along. She pretty much had Victoria after me, but Victoria wouldn't kill someone innocent. At the time anyway. She then came after you, Bella, only cause James wanted you. And then word got back to Ili Victoria was dead, and Ili started the hunt again, and now here we are."
I let all this sink in, and I noticed Edward was keeping me against his body, cradeling me as if I was a baby. I looked up at him to see him loomking at me. He then let me go as he felt I wanted to get up. I crossed the room, thinking about all of this and how it intertwined with all of us. I walked into the bathroom and threw my head under the running faucet to grab a swig of water, even though I don't drink water. I then spit it at the mirror and started laughing. I looked at the others, who all wore confused looks, and I collapsed to the floor.
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Chapter Sixteen: herz To herz Conversations
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When we got to our room, we pushed the door open and threw our luggage down Von the bed. And that's when we both fell onto the bett after closing the door. We closed our eyes, and felt his hand touch my head as if in comfort. But then everything came back to me like an old movie being projected onto a stone Wand at school. But the strangest thing was, I wasn't looking through my eyes. I was looking through Edwards. I saw the whole thing of Ili and what had happened:
Edward was standing Weiter to Alice and Carlisle.
"Tell us everything." Carlisle said.
"HA!" Ili snapped. "You think I'm that stupid!?!"
"Of course." Alice piped in and Jasper and Emmett stiffled a laugh.
"Tell us everything." Carlisle repeated.
"NO!" She yelled and then she calmed down. Jasper was controling her mind to feel guilty and explain everything.
"Tel us everything." Carlisle sagte once more.
"OK! It all started..."
Then my eyes opened to see Renesmee removing her hand from my head, making me realize Edward was just watching me and didn't touch my head at all.
I sat up then, clutching Edward's arm. And then there was a knock at the door just as I was about to ask Renesmee how she got in here. But Renesmee ran to the door and flung it open to let in Carlisle and the others.
"It's time." Alice said, and I knew she meant that it was time to know everything about Ili and her past.
They closed and locked the door behind them, and I crawled up into Edward's lap as Carlisle and Esme sat on the bett except for Rosalie, Emmett, and Renesmee who stood against a wall. Alice and Jasper were sitting in chairs Weiter to Rosalie.
"Ok." I answered and Carlisle began.
"A long, long, time ago, so long Vor Edward wasn't even alive, nor the otheres except for me, there was this gift from below."
"Hell?" I interrupted and he nodded.
"Though it wasn't a gift to us humans, nor to the heavens above! It was a gift to the Volturi and the devil worshipers. Her name, was Ili. She came into this world at age five, and grew up like a normal teenager. Then at her ninteeth birthday, her parents told her everything! That was the deal of course, and she accepted it without any herz breaks for leaving her friends, family, boyfriend. She just walked to the ends of the earth, hoping to find the future child she was told to find and destroy. And after living her demon life for eighteen years, to be 27 in human years, she ran across Aro, Caius and Marcus. And she liked them, and she became apart of them for a very long period of time. I was twenty-nine at the time, and when I was waiting for my birthday the Weiter day, she quit. No one knew where she went, she just left. Didn't leave anything behind oder any clue to where she was going, oder if she was even alive. I was walking Home from the store one night cause my mom needed fresh eggs for my birthday cake that I insisted she didn't need to bake, and I ran into my first true fear. His name, was Trey. Trey was a pretty good sized vampire, and he knew who I was. The Volturi wanted me, and they sent Trey after me to lend me a bargain, but Trey didn't pay attention. They wanted me ALIVE and not DEAD, but Trey turned me anyway and kept me at his house for two years. He quit the Volturi as well, and the Volturi knew it. Though since he never came back, they knew he needed time to train me. And after I was trained, he sent me away in the woods. He knew something I didn't, and he sent me away so I didn't have to be killed as well. After he left me, the Volturi killed him. And then they were on the hunt for me. They finally found me, and made me apart of there league. I accepted so I could leave a life, even if I was a cruel, cold hearted demon! And then one Tag they gave me a choice of my own: stay oder leave. That was fifteen years though of being with them! I left, and started our "vegetarian" thing. I preyed on the Tiere that walked around in the woods, and then after a Jahr of doing that, I convinced myself that I was a pretty good vampire, but not good enough. So I stopped with the hunting when I needed to, and staying at Home in the dark. I started to be a doctor. And after fifteen years of that, I met Edward's mom."
Edward flinched as he remembered the pain his mom and him went through. But Carlisle went on.
"And I grew my family. And when I got Alice,-"
"Ili came back." I filled in and he nodded.
"She has been hunting Alice for quite some time now, and she couldn't track us after we moved to Forks. Though we didn't know she was after Alice. We moved cause we had to stay somewhere where it was rarely sunny! She now found her scent and came after her."
"But the weirdest thing is," Alice started back up. "Was that she had tabs on us all along. She pretty much had Victoria after me, but Victoria wouldn't kill someone innocent. At the time anyway. She then came after you, Bella, only cause James wanted you. And then word got back to Ili Victoria was dead, and Ili started the hunt again, and now here we are."
I let all this sink in, and I noticed Edward was keeping me against his body, cradeling me as if I was a baby. I looked up at him to see him loomking at me. He then let me go as he felt I wanted to get up. I crossed the room, thinking about all of this and how it intertwined with all of us. I walked into the bathroom and threw my head under the running faucet to grab a swig of water, even though I don't drink water. I then spit it at the mirror and started laughing. I looked at the others, who all wore confused looks, and I collapsed to the floor.
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
In this world the herz beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
In this world the herz beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his messer and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing Weiter of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his messer and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing Weiter of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what Du want to hear
One is born so one can die
Du must wait a real long time
That's Mehr than Du can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the Tag Du cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to Zeigen me that Du were there
Blumen raised up like a snake
Du will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the Tag Du cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what Du want to hear
That’s not what Du want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what Du want to hear
One is born so one can die
Du must wait a real long time
That's Mehr than Du can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the Tag Du cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to Zeigen me that Du were there
Blumen raised up like a snake
Du will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the Tag Du cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what Du want to hear
That’s not what Du want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything Du want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything Du want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be Du who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much Liebe would make Du whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my herz is teilt, split like Rio
And I assure Du my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
Du are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be Du who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much Liebe would make Du whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my herz is teilt, split like Rio
And I assure Du my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
Du are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with Du man
Don’t Du see it’s wrong, can’t Du get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Du stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
Du know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Du stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Du stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what Du do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with Du man
Don’t Du see it’s wrong, can’t Du get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Du stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
Du know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Du stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Du stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what Du do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straße light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
stahl, stola me a dog-eared map
And called for Du everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
oder Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
oder Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straße light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
stahl, stola me a dog-eared map
And called for Du everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
oder Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
oder Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me Von my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell Du to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my mantel on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
Du got it all
So hold on
Without me Du got it all
Hold on
Without me Du got it all
Without me Du got it all
So hold on
Without me Du got it all
So hold on
Without me Du got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me Von my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell Du to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my mantel on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
Du got it all
So hold on
Without me Du got it all
Hold on
Without me Du got it all
Without me Du got it all
So hold on
Without me Du got it all
So hold on
Without me Du got it all
So hold on