Painful Memories
Chapter One
I was sitting at my vanity. I started brushing my long golden waves. I was preparing myself. I knew Edward would be Home soon. Charlie had Edward leave every night at a certain time. Of course Edward would just go back once Charlie was asleep. He chose to go to Bella’s house every night. When he came Home it was always Bella this and Bella that. It got to the point that every sentence he ever sagte anymore had something to do with her.
What is so great about her? She’s nothing but a fragile little human. Anyway I knew I only had a short time for my talk I needed to have with Edward. My reason for not wanting Bella to become a vampire. She could be so stupid sometimes. She has everything I want and can never have. She is willing to throw all that away for my idiot of a brother. My story is my most painful memory of my human life. It is hard for me to tell but if it’s what I must do then I’ll do it.
Just as I turned around to go downstairs, I saw no other than ……. Edward. He was standing there with a goofy Liebe sick look on his face. Shut up Rose he can read your thoughts! Remember? Every time he came Home from Bella’s he always had that look. Come in Edward. Sit please. I thought to him. He strolled in and plopped down on my bed. As soon as he saw my expression he wiped that goofy smile of his face. I’m sure my expression was a very sad serious one. I’ve been blocking my thoughts since I told him to come in and sit, so he has no idea what has got me so sad.
“Rosalie just tell me what it is. And stop blocking your thoughts Du know how I hate that.” He told me.
I took an unnessacary deep breathe. “I have to tell Du my story. My Story of my human life.” I told him “It has to be told now. Bella needs to realize before it’s too late. That this life is not one that should be chosen. She shouldn’t throw away her life for an idiot like you.” I grinned at the last part.
“Where do I begin? I suppose the beginning is
good.” He nodded.
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We all know what the story is. It would be a very very long chapter if I included all of it.
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As I told the story, I kept my eyes on the moon. So peaceful. Much better than seeing his horrified expression. I imagined it would be something like Carsiles. Carsile was the first and only person who I had told. When I finished I glanced over at Edwards face. He was was not horrified but apologetic?
“Rosalie I’m truly very sorry for the way I have acted to you.” He was apologizing? For Schauspielen like that towards me? Edward Du did nothing but write me of as a self absorbed, shallow girl. Which just proves Du are good at figuring people out.
“Mind Lesen helps. Whenever someone wakes up from feeling the feuer of a transformation , and wants to know where to find a mirror rather than wonder if they are ok. Du tend to write them of a shallow.” He explained.
That was right. I remember now. The moment I woke up from my transformation I wanted to find the closest mirror. I wanted to make sure that whatever happened, I was still beautiful. As long as I was beautiful whatever happened was okay.
“Thanks for sharing that story Rosalie. I know it must have been painful to tell.” He thanked me.
“It’s ok Eddie. Didn’t find it as painful as I thought I would.” I sagte to him. I really meant it. It had gotten much easier to tell.
We got up from the bett and went downstairs. When I got to the living room, I saw the whole family sitting around. Jasper and Alice were on the loveseat. Carsile was Von one of the bookcases. He had a book in his hands. I would have looked to see what the name of the book was but I could really care less. I continued searching for Emmett.My Emmett. Esme was somewhere in the kitchen. I could hear her scrambling with pots and pans. She loves to bake. Now that we have Essen in our house for bella, Esme had been learning to cook. I turned my attention back to the room.
“Hey Babe” Emmett called to get my attention. I spun around to see him on the big couch. Of course he was watching a game. I rolled my eyes. He always was watching some sort of game. He saw my eye roll and quickly shut off his game. He came over to me and picked me up into one of his big bär hugs. As soon as he put me down I pulled him close.
He bent down and touched his lips to mine. I pulled myself closer to him. I kissed him with all my passion. We had been Küssen for five Minuten straight, when some cleared their throat .Jasper . He is so annoying. He was Mehr annoying than Alice sometimes!
I heard Edward cough to cover his laugh. I still heard it. Apparently so did Alice.
“Something funny?” She asked in her annoying squeaky voice. She glared over at Edward.
That did it. Edward and I both started to laugh out loud. “Really guys what is so funny?” she asked once again.
“Nothing” we both murmured together as soon as we calmed down.
I grabbed Emmett’s hand and pulled him upstairs towards out room. I needed to tell Emmett the story too. He always asked about it and he really does deserve to know. He is my husband after all.
“Babe what’s wrong?” He asked. He probably saw my expression.
“Well….” I didn’t know how I should begin. This would be harder to tell Emmett than Edward. I could no longer hold back my dry sobs. If I were human I would be crying my eyes out. He held me in his arms until I calmed down.
“I want to tell Du about my human life Emmett.” I told him. “It’s not pleasant to hear. It’s also not pleasant to tell. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to tell it twice in one day.”
I stared past him. At my reflection in the glass of the window. Could I do this? Am I strong enough?
Chapter One
I was sitting at my vanity. I started brushing my long golden waves. I was preparing myself. I knew Edward would be Home soon. Charlie had Edward leave every night at a certain time. Of course Edward would just go back once Charlie was asleep. He chose to go to Bella’s house every night. When he came Home it was always Bella this and Bella that. It got to the point that every sentence he ever sagte anymore had something to do with her.
What is so great about her? She’s nothing but a fragile little human. Anyway I knew I only had a short time for my talk I needed to have with Edward. My reason for not wanting Bella to become a vampire. She could be so stupid sometimes. She has everything I want and can never have. She is willing to throw all that away for my idiot of a brother. My story is my most painful memory of my human life. It is hard for me to tell but if it’s what I must do then I’ll do it.
Just as I turned around to go downstairs, I saw no other than ……. Edward. He was standing there with a goofy Liebe sick look on his face. Shut up Rose he can read your thoughts! Remember? Every time he came Home from Bella’s he always had that look. Come in Edward. Sit please. I thought to him. He strolled in and plopped down on my bed. As soon as he saw my expression he wiped that goofy smile of his face. I’m sure my expression was a very sad serious one. I’ve been blocking my thoughts since I told him to come in and sit, so he has no idea what has got me so sad.
“Rosalie just tell me what it is. And stop blocking your thoughts Du know how I hate that.” He told me.
I took an unnessacary deep breathe. “I have to tell Du my story. My Story of my human life.” I told him “It has to be told now. Bella needs to realize before it’s too late. That this life is not one that should be chosen. She shouldn’t throw away her life for an idiot like you.” I grinned at the last part.
“Where do I begin? I suppose the beginning is
good.” He nodded.
**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**
We all know what the story is. It would be a very very long chapter if I included all of it.
**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**
As I told the story, I kept my eyes on the moon. So peaceful. Much better than seeing his horrified expression. I imagined it would be something like Carsiles. Carsile was the first and only person who I had told. When I finished I glanced over at Edwards face. He was was not horrified but apologetic?
“Rosalie I’m truly very sorry for the way I have acted to you.” He was apologizing? For Schauspielen like that towards me? Edward Du did nothing but write me of as a self absorbed, shallow girl. Which just proves Du are good at figuring people out.
“Mind Lesen helps. Whenever someone wakes up from feeling the feuer of a transformation , and wants to know where to find a mirror rather than wonder if they are ok. Du tend to write them of a shallow.” He explained.
That was right. I remember now. The moment I woke up from my transformation I wanted to find the closest mirror. I wanted to make sure that whatever happened, I was still beautiful. As long as I was beautiful whatever happened was okay.
“Thanks for sharing that story Rosalie. I know it must have been painful to tell.” He thanked me.
“It’s ok Eddie. Didn’t find it as painful as I thought I would.” I sagte to him. I really meant it. It had gotten much easier to tell.
We got up from the bett and went downstairs. When I got to the living room, I saw the whole family sitting around. Jasper and Alice were on the loveseat. Carsile was Von one of the bookcases. He had a book in his hands. I would have looked to see what the name of the book was but I could really care less. I continued searching for Emmett.My Emmett. Esme was somewhere in the kitchen. I could hear her scrambling with pots and pans. She loves to bake. Now that we have Essen in our house for bella, Esme had been learning to cook. I turned my attention back to the room.
“Hey Babe” Emmett called to get my attention. I spun around to see him on the big couch. Of course he was watching a game. I rolled my eyes. He always was watching some sort of game. He saw my eye roll and quickly shut off his game. He came over to me and picked me up into one of his big bär hugs. As soon as he put me down I pulled him close.
He bent down and touched his lips to mine. I pulled myself closer to him. I kissed him with all my passion. We had been Küssen for five Minuten straight, when some cleared their throat .Jasper . He is so annoying. He was Mehr annoying than Alice sometimes!
I heard Edward cough to cover his laugh. I still heard it. Apparently so did Alice.
“Something funny?” She asked in her annoying squeaky voice. She glared over at Edward.
That did it. Edward and I both started to laugh out loud. “Really guys what is so funny?” she asked once again.
“Nothing” we both murmured together as soon as we calmed down.
I grabbed Emmett’s hand and pulled him upstairs towards out room. I needed to tell Emmett the story too. He always asked about it and he really does deserve to know. He is my husband after all.
“Babe what’s wrong?” He asked. He probably saw my expression.
“Well….” I didn’t know how I should begin. This would be harder to tell Emmett than Edward. I could no longer hold back my dry sobs. If I were human I would be crying my eyes out. He held me in his arms until I calmed down.
“I want to tell Du about my human life Emmett.” I told him. “It’s not pleasant to hear. It’s also not pleasant to tell. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to tell it twice in one day.”
I stared past him. At my reflection in the glass of the window. Could I do this? Am I strong enough?
Due to an overwhelming demand for the New Moon Soundtrack Von fans, it is now being released this Friday, October 16th! It was to be released on October 20th. The news came via the official Twilight Twitter (with Kürzlich tweets Von New Moon director Chris Weitz).
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TWILIGHTERS ISNT THIS GREAT NEWS.I Liebe TO GET THE SOUNDTRACK BEFORE THE MOVIE SO I ALREADY KNOW THE WORDS.OK PUT THE NEW Paramore UP AND START LEARNING THE NEW MOON SOUNDTRACK(DONT WORRY Paramore ILL STILL LISTEN TO YOU)
ALSO DONT FORGET THE LISTENING PARTY AT HOT TOPIC ON OCTOBER 15 NATIONWIDE.
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my herz its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did Du go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as Du want me to be
Du tell me Du dont want me
and that Du must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want Du
forever and a day
i am sorry that Du feel that way.
for i will Liebe Du yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world Du will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my Liebe and only in my mind
can Du hear me screaming out to you
i Liebe Du forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my herz its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did Du go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as Du want me to be
Du tell me Du dont want me
and that Du must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want Du
forever and a day
i am sorry that Du feel that way.
for i will Liebe Du yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world Du will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my Liebe and only in my mind
can Du hear me screaming out to you
i Liebe Du forever i will be here waiting for you