Edward's point of view when he leaves Bella.

I cant believe im being this, this....idiotic!! I now own the perfect life, all due to my love, whom i am now leaving.
What kind f boyfriend am i?? How can i leave her, her scent, her rosy cheeks, all i will have will be memories.
But, im immortal, memories will fade, jut not as pain free as mortals......
There she was, stood in front of a fallen tree, looking just as tense as i am. Let me brace myself to do this term of
idiocy.
"Bella, we're leaving," I tried to hide the emotions that now break through my normally strong, rock-like voice, "We need
to start afresh".
There, right in front of me, she was breaking, no, shattering into a million pieces, I forgot she was so fragile, so, so human.
"What about Charlie??. He needs me, cant we leave some time in a few months, graduation is months off!!" She could hardly speak,
the words she spoke mostly sounded like a wooshng through my ears.
"Bella, Idont mean.....us" How can i tell her i dont want her? Iwanted to tell her i crave her, she is my god, i need her to
actually stand up. "I mean me, Jasper and alice, emmett and rosaile, and carlisle and esme. not you. Im not good for you" Why
am i doing this? Im being such a damn idiot!!
"Alright, Leave now-I MEAN IT! Now, get out of my face, I cnt stand to see you, it just KILLS me!" I could see she was being
Merida - Legende der Highlands and hiding the feelings that was washing through her.
"Promise me this:Dont do ANYTHING stupid, reckless and idiotic, please?" I would get on my knees and beg if i had to, just
to kep her safe.
"Okay, ill try not to do anything in a dangerous place like Forks!!" Typical bella, still trying to use sarcasm even
in this situation.
"Ill promise Du something in return, this is the lst time Du will see my for the rest of your existance. Promise, stay safe"
with that, i leant in and kissed her lightly on the cheek, not meeting her gaze. I didnt want to let go, i had to.
"Goodbye, sweetest bella, stay safe, sicher and make something out of your life. I will always Liebe you. Remember that!" With that i
flew off into the trees until i came to my meadow. There i sat down, my head in my hands and i did something i had never done
before. I shed a single, ice cold tear.......