So here's the first of the storie(s) that I might put up tonight. Enjoy!!

End of Part 17

"I am beginning to wonder about Dr. G. I think he might have been one of us." I sagte softly as everyone turned to look at me.

"Why do Du think that dear?" Esme asked.

"Well there's a few things, he never goes in the sun and I realized that even in the journal. He was very protective over me, and when James arrived Dr. Gordon was very insistent that I get back in the building...away from James." I explained.

"Interesting, well I suppose the only way to be sure of that would be to continue reading." Edward said.

"Yeah, I know..but for some reason I'm scared. I mean obviously I know how it ends but still it makes me nervous." I sagte as I looked around to the family that was very supportive.

"I think it might make it easier if I was around Mehr people when this is read. If anyone would like to stay then can hear the Weiter entry, but it would be easier if someone else read it." I sagte softly.

Everyone looked around the room and quickly I realized that no one was going to leave. They were all going to stay and support me through this time.

"Thank Du all. Esme oder Rosalie would Du mind?" I sagte as I motioned to the book that was on the table.

They both looked at each other, neither of them reaching for the book. We all just sat there for a Minute before Rosalie grabbed the book and opened it and began reading.

Part 18

"Are Du sure Alice?" Rosalie asked as she took the small battered book in her hands.

"Yes, please Rose. I want to know but can't get myself to read it anymore." I sagte as I settled into the couch with Jasper.

"Alright." She sagte softly as she leaned against Emmett and opened the book.

"It's dated September 1st." She sagte quietly.

"That's a Monat later, just so Du all know. The last entry was August 3rd." I sagte as I looked around and informed everyone. "Go ahead Rose, I won't interrupt." I said. Rosalie looked around once Mehr before beginning.

"It has been a Monat since my last entry, and that is because a lot has changed. Where to start? Hmmm well...let's see.

My mother and sister came back one Mehr time, they stayed for quite a few hours. Father had found them a large house out of town with a stable and grounds for horses. Cynthia was very excited, she wanted a horse and sagte that she would take care of mine until I got there.

My mother was quiet, she finally admitted that father had demanded that they stay away, that their coming to see wasn't helping my improvement. However; mother was not going to leave town without seeing me one Mehr time.

When the time came for them to go Cynthia wrapped her arms around me tightly and wouldn't let go. I told her that it was hard to breath and she just hugged me tighter. Mother had to separate us, the tears running down our faces. Mother hugged me tightly and kissed my cheeks before bidding me goodbye.

I stood and watched them walk out, thinking for some reason that this would be the last time I would see them. I ran all the way back to my room, scared because I truly felt alone now. I always did to a point but now that they sagte their goodbyes it was so much Mehr real.

I threw myself on my bett and cried until I fell asleep, when I woke up Jennifer was waiting outside my door. I opened it slowly and looked down at her, she was sitting on the ground outside the door.

"What are Du doing?" I asked.

"Well, 'Dr. G' was worried about you. He sagte that your family came yesterday and Du were having a hard time. I thought I would come check on you." She sagte as she smiled up at me.

"Thanks, I'm ok." I mumbled.

"I can tell. Come on let's go eat." She sagte as she stood up and led me down the hall to the cafeteria.

We went through line and got our breakfast of oatmeal, an orange and sausage. She led the way back to an empty tabelle in the back. She sat down and started pealing her orange.

"Well, how are Du honestly? Don't go telling me that Du are alright either." She sagte as she shot me a look across the table.

"They aren't coming back anymore." I sagte softly as I stirred my oatmeal, avoiding her gaze.

"Oh Mary, I'm so sorry." She sagte as she got up and came over to my side of the tabelle and gave me a gentle hug.

The hug was the last straw, I felt the tears building up in my eyes and before I knew it I was lying in her lap sobbing uncontrollably. She just held me and let me cry myself out, and when I did she handed me some napkins so I could dry my eyes.

"I don't understand how anyone could walk away from you. You're a very sweet, nice, caring young woman. It really makes me mad." Jennifer sagte as she hugged me one Mehr time before returning to her table.

We sat and ate our breakfast without another word, both of us thinking. I had so many Fragen going through my head, one of them escaped my lips.

"Jennifer can I ask Du a question?" I sagte quickly.

"Do Du need to ask? Of course Du can, what is it?" She sagte as she smiled at me.

"Last time that my mother and sister were here...well after they left someone I don't know came over. Have Du ever met a James?"

"James, hmmm yes I think I have seen a James before. Is he in his 20's with blondish hair, medium build?" She asked.

"Yes, and he was very pale, I wonder if he is sick. Anyway who is he?" I wondered.

"I'm not sure who he is, he comes around occasionally. Whenever he does it seems like 'Dr. G' gets Mehr upset." She sagte as she realized all this.

"Yeah, he came over and we started talking. All the sudden Dr. Gordon was in the doorway yelling my name telling me it was time to get inside. Like there was a hurry."

Jennifer nodded and gathered our dishes together. "It's time for your meeting with him, ask him about it."

I nodded, that was a good idea. There were so many things I wanted to know Mehr about, and I hoped that he would be honest and answer a few questions.

I ran to the offices where we had our weekly seasons, knocking softly on the door.

"Come in Mary." Dr. Gordon's voice called from the other side of the door.

I opened the door and walked in, the office was rather large. The walls were lined with shelves that held Mehr Bücher then I had ever seen before. There was a dark leather couch against the far Wand that looked like it had seen better days. Finally, there was a big dark wooden schreibtisch with a large fluffy chair. It looked like it would be rather comfortable to sit in, but that was 'Dr. G's' chair. I walked over and sat in one of the two chairs that were across from his desk.

"I saw your family was here yesterday." He stated.

"Yes sir, they came to say goodbye. They moved out of town to a ranch, Cynthia is training a horse for me for when I get out." I sagte as I smiled.

"Excellent, I hear Du have a few Fragen for me." He sagte as he leaned vorwärts-, nach vorn in his chair.

Jennifer must have ran and beat me here, she must have told him about my questions. How else would he have known all of this?

"Yes sir, I was just wondering who James is?" I sagte rather matter of factually.

"Hmmm James. Yes it would be best for Du to stay away from him. He's not safe, he seemed to be interested in Du though." He sagte Mehr to himself then to me.

"Is he a patient here? I hadn't seen him before that day. He was very pale, so I thought he must be sick...right?" I asked.

"No he is not a patient, I think he was just here to visit. I'm sorry Mary but we have to end this conversation here for now. Please go back to your room, please." He sagte as he stood up and wrung his hands like he was worried.

I nodded and turned to the door. "Did I do something?" I wondered.

"No Mary, Du didn't do anything wrong. I just have a lot to think about, please go back to your room now." Dr. Gordon sagte as he turned back to watch me leave.

I walked out the door and then began running to my room. There was something going on, and people were not giving me any answers.

I laid on my bett when I had the first vision in a long time. It was James walking towards me slowly, a strange smile on his face as he reached out to me. I heard a sound I didn't recognize then I saw myself lying on the ground, two people fighting just outside my vision.

I opened my eyes quickly and looked around the room scared, now it seemed like every shadow held someone oder something."

That must have been all that was written because Rosalie stopped reading. I opened my eyes and noticed that the entire family was staring at me with shocked expressions on their faces. I shook my head slowly and closed my eyes, trying to take everything in.