Does anyone remember/wrote down what were Bella's word in the meadow at the end of the movie Eclipse, when she sagte she was "stumbling through life", before the Charlie bit & Edward being thankfully bulletproof?!!

i don't remeber it word for word but it was somthing like "she was always stumbling through life never fitting in never really feeling like herself. She sagte that she experianced death hurt pain in edwards world but at the same time she never felt stronger and Mehr like herself because thats were she belgongs in the vampire world. So basicaly what she was saying is that she was meant to be in the vampire world and her human life was clumsy. i'm pretty sure thats what went on then.