One Monat Vor the girl I loved left to star, sterne in a big movie. I am Lost without her and feel like I have nothing left, I am happy for her because she wanted this role so bad; but without my blume I am not alive. All of my Friends have tried to cheer me up; but I tell them until she comes back nothing will make me happy, and in reply they say Du know she won’t be back for 11 Mehr months. I know this but a Jahr without her right Von my side will be extremely hard to deal with; but maybe I should go back to before her audition so Du can feel what I went through. I mean after I get her back from her disappearance she has to leave again; so reliving my pain should be a fun ride.