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posted by TeamJacobInigo
Story: Girl Meets World
Bella's POV
Preface:
Isabella Swan, a seventeen Jahr old-girl from Forks, was never quite normal.
Firstly, because she had a skin as pale as snow. She moved from Phoenix at her mom to Forks at her dad. Normally, people who live in Phoenix, are tanned. But not Isabella…
Second: she never used her real name "Isabella". When someone asked her name, she replied "Bella".
As a third one: when she moved to Forks, she met a special person: Edward Cullen. She discovered that he was a vampire when someone from La Push told her an old legend. It was Billy Black who had told her and since then, she began to think about Edward. They started a relationship. A lamm fell in Liebe with a lion. But do all lions pray at only one lamb?
Bella's POV
Preface:
Isabella Swan, a seventeen Jahr old-girl from Forks, was never quite normal.
Firstly, because she had a skin as pale as snow. She moved from Phoenix at her mom to Forks at her dad. Normally, people who live in Phoenix, are tanned. But not Isabella…
Second: she never used her real name "Isabella". When someone asked her name, she replied "Bella".
As a third one: when she moved to Forks, she met a special person: Edward Cullen. She discovered that he was a vampire when someone from La Push told her an old legend. It was Billy Black who had told her and since then, she began to think about Edward. They started a relationship. A lamm fell in Liebe with a lion. But do all lions pray at only one lamb?
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TeamJacobInigo Chapter 1: The Way I Loved You
I woke up in my bed at Charlie’s. My MP3 had woken me up with my personal music. I turned it a bit louder. I felt like I was going to have a great day. I got dressed in a jeans, a grey shirt and brown jacket. I combed my hair with a comb and I washed myself at the sink from the bathroom. I took the stairs and went down from it. I smiled happily and that’s probably why Charlie asked me why I smiled when I entered the kitchen.
‘I’m happy, that’s all’, I replied.
Charlie gazed at me and ran his eyes up and down. ‘Is it that Cullen guy? What did he do?’
He laid his hand on his gun and my eyes followed it. ‘There’s nothing wrong with him, dad. He’s a good guy. He’s a really good guy, you know.’
‘I don’t trust him. No one touches my baby.’
‘Dad, I’m not a baby anymore.’
I took an apple and wanted to walk out of the kitchen.
‘Aren’t you going to eat anything?’ asked Charlie.
I turned around and looked straight in his eyes. I wanted to say something rude, but that could break his heart. I couldn’t break his heart. I already once when I choose to live with my mom. I was not planning to do that again so I said: ‘I’ll have this apple as breakfast, okay?’
‘Don’t be late, alright!’
‘Yes, dad’, I replied.
I opened the front door and I saw a shiny car parked on the street. I smiled, I guess a bit too much, at it. Although, most likely to the person who was in it. I watched for any movement behind the dark windows and noticed that a girl with sparkly hair was in it: Alice. That was his sister. I knew that she wasn’t. Not even close to being family. My boyfriend was a vampire and I liked that. I had only found out about it a few weeks ago and I liked it. I saw him looking at some persons and he had this weird expression on his face. Like he knew something from them that anyone else didn’t… And I knew why now: he could read minds. Although mine was a complete mystery to him. That didn’t surprise me: sometimes it’s a mystery to me too.
I walked over to the car and I had this feeling someone was watching me. I had two options: either Edward was gazing at me from his car or either Charlie was looking at me. I thought that it was option two and I was right. When I got in the car, I saw the white curtain sliding aside when a hand pulled away. I laughed a little and I turned my head to Edward.
‘Hey!’
‘Morning’, he said and he started the car.
This was weird. Normally, he would kiss me and hug me just like that, without asking. Then I could feel his cold hands against mine, his lips against my cheek, sometimes his arms wrapped around my body,…
‘Bella, how are you doing?’ asked Alice joyfully.
‘Great’, I answered and turned to her. ‘And you?’
‘Great, couldn’t be better. Although, Bella, there’s something you need to know’, she began.
‘Alice, shut up!’ yelled Edward out of the blue.
‘This was going on for two weeks now. Every time when Alice was trying to say something important to me, Edward would interrupt. I was dying! I needed to know what she wanted to say. I just couldn’t hold it anymore.
‘Edward, please, let her speak.’
‘No, she has to be silent for a moment. I have a headache’, replied Edward.
I had never seen him like this and I decided to be quiet myself. Maybe he was angry by something Rosalie had said to him or something like that. Luckily he couldn’t read my mind because my thoughts may have caused him more angriness. We drove further to school and he searched for a parking spot on the parking lot. When we found one, he gave a weird look at Alice. He expected me not to see that, but I did. Alice slightly nodded and got out of the car. He turned to me and I got ready to get something in my face. A huge ball got stuck in my throat and I had trouble with making it disappear. In the background was the music of the radio. I heard the song “Use Somebody” from Laura Jansen, I think. That played on the radio since she had covered it. Not bad for a Dutch girl.
‘Bella, there is something I need to tell you.’
‘What is it, Edward? You’re acting suspicious for weeks now. I was hoping that you would change’, I interrupted him. I didn’t care that he looked angry at me after that. That was just something between us.
‘Well, Bella, I’m breaking up with you’, he suddenly said.
My heart felt like it stopped banging. Something hurt inside me and it felt weird. I imagined hundreds of red roses falling down the sky, turning to black ones. The sky was turning from sunny to cloudy with dark clouds full with rain. Lightning was striking in front of my eyes and thunder banged in my head. My throat had swollen up a minute ago and now it began to grow even more. I almost choked. My eyes filled themselves with tears. Seconds later, they rolled down my cheeks and I wiped them away.
‘You’re going to do what with me?’ I asked between my sobs.
‘I’m breaking up with you. We can’t see each other anymore’, replied Edward.
‘Is it because of something that Rosalie said? Or Jasper?’
I never liked Rosalie and she never liked me. Maybe she was the cause of everything. Jasper hated me being with Edward… Well, he hated it that I was human. He wanted me to be a vampire. Then I could be with Edward.
‘No, I just don’t want to see you anymore.’
‘But why?’
Edward sighed and looked away. He held his hand on the driving-wheel and he gazed at the school building.
‘Edward?’
‘I just can’t see you anymore, Isabella.’
‘It’s Bella, bloodsucker!’ I said forcefully and got out of the car. Tears collapsed together in my eyes and streamed down like a mountain river. I passed my friends.
‘Hey, Bella, wait up’, said Jessica. She ran after me into the toilets and she looked at me. ‘Bella, what’s going on?’
‘E…E…’
I couldn’t say his name. It was like a switch was turned inside my head. A switch that said “don’t say his name”. Scenes of him and me flashed in my memory. What was going on? I didn’t know myself. But it felt like all the memories of E… him and me were sucked out of my brain and flushed away through the toilet.
‘Is it Edward?’ asked Jessica.
The doors flew open and Angela came in too. She had run as fast as she could, I thought. She wasn’t the kind of girl who liked gym.
‘Yes’, I whispered.
‘Ow, Bella’, said Jessica and Angela at the same time and hugged me. Normally, I would have disliked this and pushed them away. Now, I just wanted to cling to each other so they could keep me on my feet.
Angela and Jessica guided me out of the toilet and into the class room a few meters away. Jessica looked around and no one else was in it. Angela closed the door behind her.
‘What is wrong?’ asked Jessica when I took a seat.
‘He broke up with me’, I sighed.
Jessica and Angela gazed at me and their mouths dropped open. I heard mixed reactions.
‘That’s not possible!’ said Jessica.
‘He loves you!’ replied Angela.
‘Well, loved actually.’
‘Yes, I know that, but he can’t break up with you.’
‘Are you sure that he broke up with you?’
‘You make a good couple.’
‘Well, instead of him and me of course.’
‘Please, stop!’ I interrupted. ‘Just stop, okay! I just can’t take it.’
Angela and Jessica looked at me. Angela understood and excused her for being so selfish. Jessica apologized but not because she liked it. She wanted Edward for herself. I knew that, but it was one of my best friends on Forks High School. I had to be careful, well, at least a bit. I gazed back at the two and took my backpack. I left them standing in the toilets and rushed to the class room of English.
This school day was going slower than I ever could imagine. It felt like it went on for ages and I couldn’t do anything except for sitting on a chair and listening to the teacher. Although I didn’t care for the subjects. I mostly looked out of the window and didn’t pay attention. When the bell rang for the lunch, I just sat alone at a table. Angela and Jessica approached and took seats next to me. I looked at them and faked a smile.
‘You don’t have to fake around us, you know’, Angela comforted me. ‘You’ll get true this. My first crush was just like this.’
But she didn’t understand that my love for Edward wasn’t a crush. My love for Edward had been strong and unbreakable. Like an eternal flame burning in my heart and nothing could destroy it: water, earth or air could not break its magical spell. But my flame was slowly extinguishing because of one person: the one who set me on fire. My heart was broken.
‘If you want too, we can do something sometime later’, began Jessica. ‘Vacation starts in few days and maybe you’ll like that!’
I didn’t know what to say. I opened my mouth and wanted to say “I don’t want to go” until I saw someone approaching our table. It was Edward. I replied instead: ‘You know, let’s do that!’
I looked in his eyes. He somehow got a bit scared of me because of the daggers that I was sending him. I didn’t know anymore. Was I dull and sad over him? Or was I, deep down, mad and angry at him?
I stood up and Angela and Jessica followed me as my shadows. I threw my food in the trash and passed the table of Edward’s family. They all – included Jasper (wasn’t a surprise) and Rosalie (that was a surprise) – looked at me with sorrowful and regretful eyes. Did they know something that I didn’t? No, probably not. I passed them and didn’t pay any attention to them. I walked out of the school building. Two benches were in front of the school. Funny, because they weren’t there yesterday. I took a seat on the bench on the right from the stairs that led to the entrance of the school. I gazed at the school parking lot, but I didn’t pay attention at the people and cars passing by.
I heard the ball rang. I didn’t realize that I had to go until I saw fellow students arriving at school. Those were the ones that went home to eat. I stood up and walked to the door. Someone opened it and I saw someone coming through it: Edward.
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TeamJacobInigo Chapter 2: I Won't Apologize
Edward walked through the doors and I saw his arm around someone. A blond girl with blue eyes and a smile that could blind even a blind man. He saw me and grinned. It was like if he had hypnotized that girl and just used her back to get me jealous. Maybe because I treated him wrong in the cafeteria?
No, Bella! said a voice in my head. He was wrong himself.
I believed that voice and walked passed him with a glare of angry eyes. I entered the school building again. The rest of the day was okay. I had trouble with math, but it ended all okay in the end. I left the school behind me and walked to the parking lot. I looked around and saw Mike standing there with Angela and Jessica. My two best friends had been avoiding me since I lost them behind me in the cafeteria. They hadn't spoken to me after that. But now they glared at me and Mike followed their eyes. He smiled and waved. I waved back and approached them.
'Is anything wrong?' I asked.
'Well, we know what Edward has done to you and we wanted to do something about it. I proposed a vacation', said Jessica.
'And I agreed with it, you remember?'
'Yes, but there's still one problem: your father. He wouldn't let you', replied Angela.
'Well, my dad wasn't a fan of my relationship with Edward so if I tell him what he did', I began, 'then he'll probably get his gun or something like that.'
'Yeah, you don't mess with the sheriff's daughter', laughed Mike.
I gave him a glare and he stopped. I snorted and I replied. 'Yeah, you wouldn't do that either, right Mike?'
'That was one time during gym. You was climbing that rope and I couldn't leave it like that.'
'Yes, but saying that a spider was higher up so I got stuck there', I laughed at him.
We got in the car. They would give me a ride back home. I saw that girl entering Edward's girl and then I knew. He was never after me; he was after that girl. I knew so well that I wasn't okay. I could laugh, joke and be angry at Edward, but I wasn't in the mood for them. One thing was the one thing that I couldn't be much: angry at him. I acted like I was angry – and I was a bit – but my heart was full with pain and sorrow. It felt like my heart had been ripped out of my body by a vampire. And in fact, it was like that.
Mike pulled over when we were in front of Charlie's house. I stepped out of the car and smiled at them. 'Thanks for the ride!'
I waved at them while they drove back and I smiled. Thank god that I had such good friends. Now the hard part: facing my dad with my problems. Suddenly, my stomach hurt. As if a stone had hit my belly and it cut through me. I knew for what reason: pain in my heart. My heart must have trailed down and now it got stuck, in figure of speech of course. But then the pain disappeared and I looked around. There was only one person that could take my pain away so simply. I looked up and saw Jasper standing on the edge of the forest. I looked around and saw that the car of Mike was already out of the street. I turned my eyes at him and he kept standing there.
'What are you doing here?' I asked.
'Bella, can we talk somewhere private?' he asked. It didn't hear as a question so I followed him.
We walked through the forest and by every ten steps, I looked backwards to see how far we were from my house. He stopped abruptly and I bumped into him. My nose dove into his shirt and I could smell his manly odor. Something inside was making me falling in love with him, but that couldn't be. Jasper turned around and gave a wicked smile. He did this! He made me fall in love with him! Well, almost fall in love with him.
'Glad that you followed, Bella', he whispered and he laid his on my cheek. I smacked it away. He just chuckled: 'You can't fight it, Bella.'
'Yes, I can', I replied and turned around to leave. I heard a sound and saw a flash. He was in front of me all of a sudden and I backed away. 'What do you want, Jasper?'
'You', he replied. My eyes were wide open and I stepped backwards. 'And not in the vampire way.' Well, that was a relief. But what did he mean? Then it hit me: he wanted ME. And I hoped that it was in the first stage wanting!
He walked over to me and pushed me against a tree. He leaned in, but I resisted. I pushed my hands against his chest, but he held his hands on my shoulders. I couldn't get away. His breath tickled my skin suddenly and it smelled like strawberry. Did he use a spray for your breath? I couldn't decide if it either was weird or funny. I suddenly felt his lips against mine and they suffocated my objection. He kissed me roughly and hard, and his other hand held me tight in my neck so I couldn't get away. I pushed with all my force against him, but he didn't seem to notice. His mouth was soft, weird soft actually, and his lips moved on an unfamiliar way against mine.
I wanted to push his face away, but I didn't succeed. This time he seemed to notice, but he kept kissing me. His hands ran down to my waist and he laid his cold hands on my naked skin. His lips forced mine open and I felt his breath in my mouth.
I dropped my hands and stopped doing anything. I opened my eyes, didn't resist and felt nothing… This worked. His lips backed away and he did that too to see if I was okay… Or something like that. He kissed my lips two times, very soft. I just pretended that I was a statue, a dead creature, a stuffed person and let him be. He backed away from me so I had some space.
'Now, wasn't that a real kiss? I knew that you had a thing for me. I always felt your love when you were around us', he said.
'That was because of Edward, Jasper', I replied. I didn't want him to get upset. If I made him upset, would he hurt me? And either if he didn't, I still disliked what he had just done to me. In fact, I hated it! I wanted to punch him. My mind said "no" to that thought, because I would probably break my hand. 'Could you please leave?'
'Why?' he asked.
'Because I don't want to see you, Jasper. I'm not in love with you.'
His faced changed. His eyes narrowed at me and he opened his mouth. He pushed his body against mine and I could feel something twitch in pants. I gasped when he tried to kiss me again. I ducked and broke away from his grip. I ran towards my home. I saw Charlie coming outside through the front door and ran even faster. I heard him cursing my name and he raced after me. I tripped over a root, of course, and he fell over me. He flew against a tree and I got up. I passed him and made to the edge of the forest. I rushed to my dad who looked with small eyes at me.
'What's going on, Isabella?'
'Dad, I have something to tell you', I said. He followed me inside. I closed the door behind me and saw a flash of Jasper's angry face outside. It got me scared and I rushed to the kitchen.
'Well, what is it?' asked Charlie.
I turned my face to him. His expression was a mix of anger and confusion. He paced through the kitchen and it made me more nervous then I already was. I looked at him and asked him to stop. He stopped and just asked – again – what was going on. I told him that Edward broke up with me – a sudden twitch in his face – and that my friends suggested taking a trip. He just hummed and kept thinking. His fingers were against his mouth and I saw his eyes narrow. They flew open at me. I backed away to hear something like "no way" or "are you crazy" or "over my dead body". But he said: 'Agreed.'
My mouth dropped open. I gazed at him and said: 'Thanks, dad! I'm glad that you agree.'
'But if I see that son of a…', he looked at me, 'son of a doctor', good save dad, 'I will make him suffer. Okay Isabella?'
'It's Bella, dad. And yes, thanks dad!'
I flew in his arms and looked through the window. An angry Jasper stood there and I made a little scream.
'What's wrong, Bella?' asked Charlie and he looked through the window.
Jasper had moved from the window in front of me to the window on the left. I glared at him and shook my head to him that I would come. I smiled at my dad and said that I would go to my room. Jasper had heard it, because he was gone after that. He had probably heard me. It was my intention that he had heard this because I wanted him to go to my room. He was a bit like Edward in that way.
I ran up the stairs and opened the door to my bedroom. Jasper stood by the window. I turned around and closed the door behind me. I was pinned to the door and I turned my head. He had this angry look in his eyes that made me scared. I looked right in his eyes and pressed my lips against his. He was startled, but then he kissed me back. His lips moved against mine again in that weird way. When he wanted to enter his tongue, I pulled back.
'Jasper, thanks for calming down', I said. It was my intention to calm him down when I kissed him. I wasn't interested in him. I wasn't interested in anybody. I just wanted to get rid with my Edward past. Even if that meant to say goodbye to Jasper, Alice, Emmett, Carlisle, Esmé and Rosalie.
'You don't love me, do you?' he asked very calm.
'No. No, I don't.' I saw his expression. 'I'm sorry, Jasper.'
'It's not your fault. It's my fault. I have assaulted you, Bella. Sorry!'
I forgave him and he smiled at me.
'I'll leave you then.' He wanted to climb out of the window. I walked over to hem and patted him on the back.
'There's something that I don't get, Jasper.'
'And that is?'
'Why did you kiss me and all? You love Alice, right?'
He sighed and said: 'Yes, I do. I guess I just wanted to be a bit rough or something. And Bella, you are beautiful.'
I got that same feeling in my stomach again. It also disappeared and I looked up to Jasper. He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. 'Bye Bella.' He jumped out of the window and I saw a flash when he reached the ground. Jasper was gone. Edward was gone! The family was gone. Just then it hit me. I had to ask Jasper to let the family come over. I walked over to my
Suddenly, I heard a noise and I turned around.
'Alice!' I squalled. My arms flew around her and they held tight. 'How did you get here?'
'I saw that Jasper came back. I tried to see something else, but that was a black blur. I don't know how that happened.'
Few… She didn't know about Jasper and me. I pushed myself against her.
'Bella', she exclaimed. 'Please, it's hard like this.'
I backed away and looked with a frown at her. Then I understood: I had pushed my neck close to her lips. That was probably the hardest thing for vampires. That this never got out of control was really extraordinary to me. I knew it, but it was still weird.
Rosalie entered the room too followed by Emmett. He gave me a big bear hug. 'Hey Bella!'
I hugged him back and looked at Rosalie. She gave a little smile at me as if she cared for me. I couldn't believe it, but she did. I whispered a little thank you and she nodded. I knew that she still couldn't stand me, but she understood my pain. Once, she was interested in Edward but he wasn't interested in her. And then he pretended that he was interested in me. Just so he could get that girl. I knew her: she was always after guys who were already taken. So that was probably why he choose me to be his "girlfriend".
'I hope you're doing fine, Bella', said Esmé who was also in my room. She hugged me and said: 'We're so sorry.'
'Please, you guys didn't know how he was', I replied.
'We should've known', said Carlisle. He shook my hand and looked at me. 'I hope that you can forgive us.'
'Why would I forgive you? Don't get me wrong, I mean that you guys have nothing to do with it so I can't forgive you.'
'We're glad that you think like that, Bella', said Alice. 'Now, you have some bikinis in your closet?'
I frowned at her and asked: 'What do you mean?'
'Hello, sidekick!' She pointed at herself in a very Alice-way. 'I know that Angela, Jessica and you are making a trip to… Belgium!'
'Belgium?'
'Yes, Jessica has just decided', explained Alice to me.
'Oh', I replied. 'They are already planning behind my back. Well, I don't mind. Doesn't surprise me actually.'
'Well, do you?'
'Do I what?'
'Do you have bikinis, Bella?' asked Alice.
'Uhm… well, no, actually, no I don't!'
'Well, then we have to go shopping.'
Alice took Rosalie and me to the closest mall and we started shopping. Alice choose a black bikini for me, Rosalie had a grey one and Alice with dark purple as the color. We headed back home and I started packing my suitcases. Alice and the others said goodbye.
'We will try to keep contact. We're moving again, you see. And I will send mails and texts', said Alice.
Even Rosalie said something to me: 'Take care, Bella.'
Then they left through the window. I was alone again. My heart hurt! I thought of Edward again and how he used me to get another girl. Rain splattered against the window and made my mood even more badly than it already was. My eyes were again filled with tears. Everything was back: the heartache, the tears, the bad weather… I just had to get out here…
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TeamJacobInigo Chapter 3: A Year Without Rain
As Alice and I predicted, Jessica had planned the whole thing behind my back while Angela didn't like that. I didn't either, but I didn't care… Did it matter that we were going to Belgium? To a cottage park called "Center Parcs"? No, it didn't… What mattered to me was to keep my mind off of – I gulped – Edward. I had the feeling that my heart was like a dessert. It hadn't rain for thousands of years in there. It was completely dry and it would never rain again. It felt like a year without rain. Although, Belgium is known for its unexpected storms and rains. Edward could be in that country because of the reason that he can't go in the sun. Because then his skin would sparkle in the sunlight. It would give him a more beautiful body then he already had… Well, to me… There was a pain in my body and I didn't know what it was, but it felt like a hole that had punched right through my chest. There was again the dry feeling of sand in my heart and I sighed.
'So you're happy with it?' said Jessica with effort. I guess I must have trailed off again.
'Yes, sure, it's okay with me, Jess', I replied.
For the next days, Jessica informed Angela and I about the park and what there was. There was a tropical swimming pool called Aqua Mundo. It was situated in the center of the park called Aqua Dome. It also had different eating places, game rooms and two souvenir shops. Maybe I could get something there… And give it to my mom, dad and stepdad. Jessica had asked my dad if we could go. Charlie was glad that we came to such an offer and he answered yes. My mom was a bit harder to convince because she and Phil were just about to pay a surprise visit.
The day before we left, I was feeling, of course, dizzy. My head hurt like hell and the rooms were spinning around. I was buzzy packing my stuff when Charlie came into my room. He was stepping forward, then he turned around and stepped back. He kept repeating this and it was making me more nervous then I already was.
'Dad, stop that pacing to and fro because it's making me nervous', I said.
'Oh, sorry, but I'm just glad that you recovered from…'
He must have seen the look in my eyes and the position of my body when he was going to say HIS name because he didn't. My back rested suddenly against my bed and my eyes were closed. I could feel tears coming up but I resisted them. I closed my suitcase and dragged it downstairs while I heard Charlie calling names to himself.
'Stupid!' I heard him whisper. 'If I ever get that Cullen guy in my hands again.'
That night, I fell asleep pretty quick compared to all the other nights. That was maybe because I kept thinking about my dad and how he must feel because I was leaving… I hoped that he would be better. The next morning was crazy and quick. Angela and Jessica picked me up with a car and they drove further to the airport. When we reached the airport, we checked in and waited for the plane. We waited for about half an hour until it was there. We got aboard and soon we flew above the ground. I looked through the window. Angela and Jessica had taken the two seats on the other side while I got an empty chair next to me. Luckily, because I couldn't handle a stranger back then. I saw – through the window – the forests, beaches and houses. I left the U.S.A. behind me and decided to take it from here. The flight was pleasant and the food was okay. So we had a good start.
We took a taxi when we got our suitcases back at Brussels Airport. The taxi was black and had a blue thing on the top of it. It was very different then the taxis in the U.S.A. But I didn't mind… I was glad for my friends that they would have a great time here, in Belgium. We drove from the parking lot and we left the airport behind us. We drove further for about an hour and I saw a sign that said "De Vossemeren". The taxi driver took that turn and we drove further through a little road that could only fit one car. I looked up and saw a sign: De Vossemeren. In front of us was another sign that said "De Vossemeren verwelkomt u". Underneath it stood "De Vossemeren welcomes you". Underneath it was the same, but then in French. I think that a smile on my face back then. I hoped that this was gonna be a good vacation.
The taxi dropped us off at the info desk. We looked around and we saw some cottages through the trees. We stepped towards the info desk and I read the park plan that was hanging outside. The girls rushed to the info desk and received the tickets and the keys after waiting for half an hour. I took the keys, because the girls thought that I was the most responsible one. Stupid idea, of course. I always lose something. I don't know what to do about it, but it's true: I lose! The first second I got the keys, they fell out of my hands. I picked them up and hoped that Angela and Jessica hadn't seen that. And they hadn't… I was instantly happier than before.
We got into the rented car and we drove to our cottage. We passed many others and I saw free animals around the park: sheep, goose, rabbits and ducks. We took the suitcases out of the trunk and Jessica opened the door of the cottage. We entered a little hall with three doors. Two in front of me and one on the right. The left one in front of me was a little room with cleaning things. The right one in front of me was the toilet. I opened – as first – the last door and we landed in the biggest room of the cottage that contained the living room, kitchen and dining room. A table with four chairs was standing in front of us and the kitchen was on the left. I took a turn to the left and on that side was the living room with three couches, one table and one television. The door behind the dining table was a room for two people. There was another room on the left that was the bath room. The last one was a room for two people too, but there were two single beds instead of one.
I sighed: 'Well, here we are, I guess.'
Jessica and Angela were immediately sure about which room they should have: the one with two beds. So I got the one with the large one. I didn't mind and laid my suitcases on the bed. I unpacked them a bit and then fell on the bed. Thoughts of him kept racing through my mind and I could see a perfect image of him: his hair, his smile, his skin, his eyes, his clothes on his body,… Even his scent was special to me… But not anymore of course…
Jessica and Angela entered my room and they asked: 'Are we going to eat in the restaurant, Bella?'
It took a while to let it sink to me – and a while to let the thoughts of Bella get away – and I said: 'Yeah, sure, of course… Why not?'
Angela gave me a glare: 'I know you, Bella. You were thinking about something.'
'You weren't thinking about him, were you?' asked Jessica.
'No, I wasn't', I sighed.
'Yes, you were… Bella, you have to forget him. He will not return and he will not come here for you. He's with Felicia now!' said Jessica.
'Very tactful, Jess', commented Angela.
'Alright, sorry, Bella', said Jessica when she saw tears popping in my eyes.
I hung my head a bit down when the two of them went to their room to get their coats. I took my gilet and pulled my arms into it. I reached for the front door and stepped outside. A wind blew through my hair and I had the feeling that I heard something. I turned around quickly enough to capture a glance of a wolf. I wondered if there were wolves in this park. Wouldn't that be dangerous?
'Okay, we can go', said Angela when she was near the place where I was standing. She turned around and yelled: 'Come on, Jessica. What do you all need? We're just going to eat.'
'Yes, but you never know who I'll meet', she replied and she came outside too.
She was wearing a yellow raincoat with a green dress that hung until her knees. She wore two dark green boots. She looked a bit like those girls who work in those clubs… How did Edward call it? He said he visited one, years before he met me. How was the name again? Coyote? Or something like that… Anyway, this all leads to the point that Jessica looks a bit like that.
We began to walk and followed the hardened road to the center of Center Parcs: Aqua Dome. We entered the Aqua Dome and we saw the man-made jungle in the Dome. We followed the stone path, but Angela and Jessica wanted to follow the little path of stones in the low water. Some sort of weird ducks were swimming around in the water and I had the feeling that we were on a tropical island. There was another path of stones that led to a part of a restaurant. It wasn't hard to figure that out because there were seats and tables scattered around the surface. I looked around and also saw a bridge and a big stairs behind me, a few feet away of course, that went up to another bar or something. We took our seats at the restaurant and ordered three spaghettis bolognaise. We ordered three coca cola's. When we got them, we ate and drink until we were full with it, well, I was full. Angela had eaten good, but not everything was gone from her plate, but Jessica hadn't eat at all. I wondered how she could survive. Since Edward broke up with me, I had eaten my sorrow and pain away.
'Bella, we're gonna get our swim stuff… Will you swim too?'
'Of course', I answered at Jessica's question.
'Great! Now let's pay and leave, alright!' said Angela.
Jessica paid the bill with her credit card and we left. We went to the cottage and got our stuff. We came back and used our cards so we could enter the tropical swimming pool.
We entered the Aqua Mundo and I opened the door on the right. There was a long line of green doors from the many cubicles. I looked around and saw orange walls. I pulled my jeans, T-shirt, slippers, slip and bra off. I got out of the cubicle and laid my clothes and bag in one of the lockers. It had the number 616 and I took a coin of 20 cent. I placed it in the black thing and locked the locker. I saw Jessica and Angela coming out of two other cubicles and they picked a locker too. I bound the key with the bracelet around my wrist.
We finally reached a little water pool and we went through it. We saw a big pool in front of us. It was secured by ropes and poles where the ropes were hanging on. Only a few feet away, there was a First Aid stand and we passed it. We passed a little pool for children and then I saw a wide stairs that existed from two steps and I looked to which it led. It led to a snack bar where you could get hamburgers, other snacks and drinks.
We followed the other path in front of the snack bar, next to the stairs and we came across some other tables with chairs that were everywhere in the Aqua Mundo as far as I could see. On the left was again a wide stairs of two steps that led to the main pool. We stepped onto it and I felt my toes going underwater.
'Bella, we're going to one of the slides. Are you coming?'
'Yeah, sure, of course', I replied at Angela's question.
We passed a pool that was the entrance to the pool where you could see exotic fish through the windows. The three of us went to the stairs between two pools. The pool on the left was apparently the last part of the Wild River. I looked on my right to the other pool and that was – I think – the landing part of the other two slides. We went up the stairs and we passed a light yellow tower. Angela and Jessica took the stairs but I knew that this had to be the long chute. But I wanted to take the little one. Just so I was done with that. I wasn't in the mood for fun. And I knew why… Even my friends knew that… I hoped that the queue for the other chute was not long and walked further. I caught some guys – and hunks – looking at me. I didn't care for them and neither for anyone else. I just wanted to give my best friends a good time, although against my desire. I saw a little pool and I thought that was the entrance to the Wild River. I looked through one of the high windows and saw that there was indeed the Wild River. But the entrance was somewhere else… I looked around and saw a queue. I didn't realize that it was the queue for the little chute until some guy and his children walked over to the queue. The children weren't old so I figured it out: little chute.
I walked over to the queue for the little chute. It was not as fast as the other one and that's why I chose this one. I had enough from all the pain. I wanted to do something in peace. I watched a little guy pushing himself on the chute and sliding down until he vanished behind the turn. I saw a fat man sliding down the chute and he had some trouble with it. Normal people would have laughed about that, but I didn't. Another example that I'm not normal. I was never normal…
And maybe that's why Edward left you…
The thought just kept hanging in my head like it hit the left side of it and hit the right, from the left to the right, from the left to the right, left, right, left, right, over and over again. I shook the thought away, trying to only think about the queue in front of me. I looked at a couple behind me who were kissing. The boy was probably twenty or something because he was tall and had a muscular body, well, from what I was seeing. The girl was pretty too. Not an ordinary girl! A real beautiful one: her long blond hair hung until her elbows, her eyes were deep blue and her body was slink and tanned. Her lips were full from all the kissing. They were kissing passionately now too and I had a weird feeling. Like I had to destroy that.
'Get a room', I said. It didn't strike to me that I had said that out loud when the two of them broke apart and looked at me. I was startled by myself and excused myself by sayin: 'Uhm… sorry.' I looked into the guy's eyes and noticed that they were dark, very dark. Purely black, I think… I looked into those of the girl and noticed that they were shooting daggers at me. I looked away and tried to overcome my nerves now.
I heard the girl whispering: 'What a bitch!'
It was still hearable for me, but I didn't care. It placed myself on the chute and waited for the orange light to go off. A few seconds later, I slid down the slide and landed in the little pool in the end. I swam to the stairs and climbed it. Suddenly, a hand grabbed my wrist and it pulled me. I was turned around and looked right in the eyes of a big man. It was the boy from that couple.
'You can't just blame other people for something they didn't do', he said and I looked at his lips. They were so full and a strange thought hit me. I shook my head and tried to lose the thought.
'What? What do you mean?' I asked after I received my normal brain back.
'I know that you have suffered something with your previous boyfriend. That's so obvious', explained the guy.
My mouth must have dropped open because when his girlfriend came, she laughed at me.
'Pathetic', she said and walked away.
'She doesn't mean that', he whispered and he followed her immediately.
I looked at him until he reached his girlfriend who was already in the water. I looked at his toned body walking to her while drops of water came down on his back. They landed in the water and I couldn't help it to make a sigh. After that, I recovered my brain – yes, it was like I was possessed or something – and followed the others who were waiting for me. I followed them to the little pool at the top of the stairs. I jumped into it and followed the others through an opening, covered by white stripes. We ended up outside in the same pool of course with on the left a big space to swim with a long bench to sit on in the water and on the right the beginning of the Wild River.
'Are you coming, Bella?' asked Jessica when they were about to follow the Wild River.
'Yeah, of course', I replied.
'My god, Bella, follow me then!' yelled Angela. She slid down the first slide and went to the left. I followed Jessica who followed Angela.
I slid down the first slide and went to the left. Then to the right and there were three other curves and I followed them. We stranded in a bigger pool, but Angela followed the line of the Wild River. We slid down a second slide and we landed safely in the water and got dragged further by the streamlet. We passed a few other curves and there was another bigger pool. Then there was a third slide which was faster than the others and Angela and Jessica screamed. I smiled and laughed a bit, but it wasn't because of that. It was because I kept thinking about that guy and how weird he was. How could he know me? I mean… I didn't knew what to say after that. We followed the biggest slide downwards and we turned around until we splashed together in the last piece of the Wild River before we landed in the round tub. A guard was looking at all the people who landed in the tub. He looked at me and he winked. I went out of the tub and turned around to follow Angela and Jessica. They entered the Wild River again, but I decided to wait in the other pool in front of the entrance.
Hopefully, they'll return quickly.
I waited until the rest was there too. They went down a couple more times from other slides and the Wild River. Then they came for me and we decided to eat something from the snack stand in the Aqua Mundo. I took one hamburger and wanted to leave. The other girls wanted to something else too and we got changed in the lockers. I thought of Edward suddenly and I couldn't help it, but cry. After that, I was mad at myself. I didn't know if it was because that Edward left or if I was so stupid to cry for him. I was earlier done and decided to leave. The girls yelled, still in the lockers, that they'll get a drink.
I walked out of the Aqua Mundo and the center of De Vossemeren. I walked on the path to my cottage. First to the right, then to two times to the left and then to the right. I came closer to the cottage and the path that led to it. I followed the stone path and I looked through the window in front of the eating table with its chairs. I took the keys but it was difficult. My hand got stuck in the pocket of my pants and I wrestled with it to get at least one of the keys. After a minute, I got them in the palm of my hand, but they were still a bit stuck. I pulled until the keys flew through the air and I followed it. I was looking at it while I held my hands open. I didn't notice one of the tree roots sticking out of the dark sand covered with leaves and tripped over it. I felt big hands around my arms suddenly and I got my keys while someone pulled me up.
'Can everybody keep his or her hands off of me?' I yelled.
I looked up when I saw a grey shirt in front of me. It fitted the person just like that and I saw muscles coming through it. It looked up and saw those eyes. Those eyes were staring at me and I stared back.
'Sorry, didn't mean to startle you or something', said the guy in front of me. 'Sorry that I couldn't introduce myself. I'm Jacob. Jacob Black, actually. What's your name?'
'I'm Bella Swan.'
'Bella? Is that your real name?' asked Jacob.
'No, it's actually Isabella, but I want everyone to call me Bella', I replied.
'Well then, Bella, I don't exactly know what happened, but my girlfriend would like an apology and she would like to slam you in the face and…'
'Why?'
'Because you did something that frustrated her…'
Did she mean that I kept looking at you while you left me standing there? I thought she didn't see that. God, why am I feeling so unsecure right now. The moon shined through the benches and leaves from the trees and landed in his face and mine. I could see a little smile when he saw me in that light.
'Well, tell your girlfriend that she has to face me then', I turned around to open the door, 'and that she has to call the ambulance, okay? Tell her too…'
'Bella', he whispered in a husky voice.
He took my arms in his big hands and he turned me around again. When I turned around, my sight was lightening up by the almost full moon. He looked at me with big eyes suddenly and he inhaled deeply. I don't know why, but it turned me on. I had the urge to press my lips against his. But he was earlier. He grabbed me and pressed his lips against mine. I wanted to pull away, but that feeling was over after a second. I laid my arms around his neck and his hands travelled to my waist. He opened his mouth a bit like he was asking me to do that too. I didn't mind – maybe because my mind didn't work – and parted my lips. He entered his tongue, but suddenly he pulled away.
My mind was working again and I took two steps backwards.
'That was uh…'
'Now what was…'
'I'm gonna go', said Jacob and he turned around. He walked away.
I just stood there, speechless because I despised him and his girlfriend first, but I kissed him! Thoughts kept racing through my mind, not always as good as normally. I ran to the cottage, took my keys and opened the door. I jumped on my bed and just laid there while the moonlight shined through the window. I closed my eyes and I fell asleep. But the dream that I had was about a big, muscular man who held me in his arms in moonlight. I woke up and saw that the moonlight was still there. It was only a few hours later. I laid back and I couldn't sleep the first hour. My thoughts were with Jacob and his furry kiss.
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TeamJacobInigo Chapter 4: One And The Same
Jacob's POV
I walked back to the cottage where my girlfriend was still sitting. I saw her through the window and opened the door.
'Well? What happened?' asked my girlfriend.
My eyes flew wide open – even more than they already were - and I gulped.
'There is something, isn't it?'
'Well, I uh…'
I couldn't say anything. I didn't know what to do. Should I confess my feelings for Bella? What should I do? God, I was confused.
'Jake!'
The screaming of my name woke me up from my thoughts. I looked at her and just said: 'I'm going to sleep.'
She gazed at me while I walked into the bedroom. I pulled my shortcut jeans off. I got in my bed – in my boxers – and kept myself buzzy with thinking of my girlfriend and Bella. Although, I wanted those thoughts to combine: Bella would be my girlfriend. If I could only explain it to my current one. My Allison! I fell asleep while thinking of the problem that I was in.
I wake up the next morning, hoping for a fresh start. But that wasn't the case. In fact, Karen was standing right next to me.
'Morning', I said and swung my legs out of bed.
I was pushed back onto the bed.
'I have one question: why aren't you telling me about it?'
I look at her. I'm startled. Did she figure it out herself? Is she mad? Oh, god! I'm a guy! I shouldn't be so thoughtful. But I am like that!
'What do you mean?'
'Was she mad last night?'
I smile at her, knowing that she doesn't know about my secret. 'Yes, she was', I replied. 'And I think I really got through her.' Hopefully.
'Well, I hope that she knows now that she has to be polite to me and you', she said.
'Yeah', I just replied and got dressed. Well, just putting my jeans and shoes on actually. I headed to the bathroom. My girlfriend left the house and walked around for a bit. I could hear that! With that super hearing of mine of course.
I walked out of the bathroom and then out of the house. I searched for my girlfriend who was already gone to the breakfast at the Market Dome. I began to ran on the road and followed the trail of scent that she left behind. That was because of my super-smell. I hoped that no one would ever find that out. Following your girlfriend because you smelled her scent is not exactly romantic or nice. I passed a man who was running at his fastest. I noticed that he was muscular and I thought that he was a jock or something. So that meant that I had to slow down if I didn't want people to look at me. I walked for the rest. I reached one of the entrances very quickly and opened the door. I entered the sporting hall. I saw the tennis quart and the volleyball field. A few arcade games were standing on the side near the kids club. I passed all of it. The end of the hall were (schuifdeuren) and I went through the opening that was already there. I passed the arcade and the snack bar. The heat of the tropical plants and structure were making me a bit uncomfortable. People could notice that I was warm and I was getting warmer by the warmth and the gazing people. I entered the restaurant with the use of my card and made my way to our table. I saw my girlfriend sitting there with her breakfast. I smelled eggs, bacon, fresh bread, meat, fruit and cornflakes.
'Hey babe', I said when I took a seat next to my girlfriend.
She gazed at me and smiled. 'How are you doing, dear?'
I didn't expect that. She never called me dear. Although, when she said it, it was mostly because there was something going on. And then it meant no good…
I took a plate and walked to the big counters were I found eggs, bacon and bread. I ate all of that and went back to another counter. I found my favorite cornflakes there. I ate a large cup of that. I went back again to a third counter where I took fruits: one apple, one pear, two citrons and three bananas.
'Are you going to eat this park poor?' asked Allison.
'No, I don't think so', I smiled back.
When we finished our breakfast, we headed back to the cottage. I said to Allison that she should go alone. I had to patrol today. Allison sighed and kissed me on my cheek. Since we came here, our love has gone bad. Even more then it was back home. My love for her felt like it was gone. That little flame that told me I loved her, was burned up and I couldn't help it. A big fire was back but not for her. It was for that one special girl that I just met: Bella Swan.
She was the love of my life! I knew that! It wasn't Allison anymore who was making me sweaty every time I saw her, it was Bella.
I went to the side of the road and hid myself in the bushes. I pulled my pants off and bound them around my ankle with a little piece of rope. I phased into my wolf self and ran towards the meeting place. I ran as fast as I could and heard the thoughts of the others coming closer.
'Hey Jake', said Seth. He was very close to me.
'Hey Seth', I replied and ran faster. Seth came after me with almost the same speed.
'Is something wrong?' asked Seth.
'No', I replied.
'Jacob, I know when something is wrong with you.'
'Seth, stay out of it!'
But he was already reading my mind. He saw everything: Bella, my desire, me kissing Bella, including me wanting to break up with Allison. I wanted to say "stay out of my mind" but that isn't easy for a werewolf. Any wolf pack member knows that they can read each other's thoughts.
I heard Seth going away before he finished his phrase: 'Oh my…'
I ran further and further until I met Paul, Embry and Jared. They ran through my mind too and went "o" and "ow". Jared said to me that he wouldn't know what to do if he was in my shoes. Embry said nothing. He knew that it would hurt me if he said I had to choose. But that was what Paul said.
'Now, you have two options: you live your life with Allison, without Bella or with Bella, without Allison. Either way, you will have to tell one or another', was the reply of Paul.
I sighed, didn't know what to do. I ran back to the cottage, leaving the three members behind. I wondered if Sam was on patrol. It was his turn too as I recall. He was one of the three "investigators" from this part of the day. But I haven't seen him around since we came here, a couple days ago.
'I think I know what to do', I exclaimed and ran away.
'Hey, Jake! Wait!' yelled Embry behind me. But I was already gone.
I ran faster than I ever did before. My legs didn't hurt at all and my lungs were beginning to grow. Since I phased for the first time – I think six months ago – my body turned into a muscular Quileute. And if I may say so: an incredible hunk too.
'STOP!' someone yelled.
I didn't know who it was so I kept running.
'STOP, JACOB!' screamed the same voice again.
I stopped abruptly. My nails dug into the dark sand of the earth. I felt some grass too and it felt comfortable. I turned around and stared at a pair of two legs. I looked more to my eye level and saw Allison. I had a feeling that this would not be a great meeting between the two of us…
I changed back into my human form and put my pants on. I saw in Allison's eyes that something was wrong.
'What's up with the Bella?' she asked.
I gazed at her, not revealing the kiss-secret, and replied: 'What do you mean?'
Her face turned red: 'I know that you kissed her, Jacob Black!'
I gulped again – didn't keep up the times that I did that – and I looked around at the trees. I couldn't look in her eyes. I would see the hurting, the unforgettable look in her eyes… As I dared to look up, I saw burning flames in her eyes and it was not from friendship or love. It was from anger and madness.
'I kissed another girl, yeah. And I'm so sorry!'
'Save it for Bella!'
'What do you mean?' I asked.
'We're over, Jacob! We are done! I hate you, Jacob Black! And I'll take revenge! I'll make you pay. You will get what you deserve.'
I looked at her and my mouth dropped open.
'You said that I had to closely look out for that girl.'
'Yeah, look out for her. Not look at her and kiss her!' she yelled.
I ran up to her. She looked me right in the eyes. I took her face between my hands and pressed my lips against hers. Allison kissed me back, but I didn't feel anything. There were no little sparks. I used to feel something. Light headed or something, but then in my stomach. Bad word choice, but there were butterflies! Call me stupid, call me a fag, but I had butterflies. Now was nothing left from that same feeling!
I wanted to back away, but she resisted. She pulled me closer. She pressed my lips open and forced her tongue into my mouth. I pushed her back. I didn't notice my strength and I pushed her too hard. She fell backwards on the grass. She darted her mad eyes at me.
She got up and screamed: 'I hate you, Jacob Black! And I'll get you!' I think the entire park heard it. She stormed away from the spot where we just kissed.
I couldn't move at first. The spark was out for Allison. But an eternal flame was burning inside of me. Probably for the beautiful and funny brunette I met yesterday!
I walked away too. I started running towards the cottage and I packed my stuff. There was no way that she would throw my stuff out. I would do it myself. I felt sorry for my previous girlfriend, but I didn't have the same feeling anymore as before.
I opened the door with the key and packed my suitcase. I could stay in one of the cottages of the others. Well, I hope so.
I walked to the cottage a few blocks away. Suddenly, my nose found a smell. I breathed in and out, then inhaled through my nose. I smelled something mystic, delicious, lustful and sexy. I looked around and saw a brown haired girl laying on the beach with her friends.
Bella!
I would have run up to her if she was alone. I wondered what they were talking about so I sneaked my way through the bushes and ended up behind a big tree and bush. They were just two meters away so I heard their conversation.
'You're finally getting a slight shade that looks like a tan, Bella,' joked one of her friends. I looked up to see who it was. It was the one with the brown hair. The color was lighter than the hair of Bella.
I saw Bella's cheeks turning into a shade of red when they asked her what went wrong last night. Didn't she tell it to them?
'I…' she stammered. She bit her lower lip and looked down at the sand around her towel. 'You have seen that muscular and handsome guy yesterday, right?'
I was fine with my body but I didn't expect that. Since I became a werewolf, I must admit that I had gained a large amount of muscles.
'Yes', replied the other girl. She had black hair.
Bella looked at her: 'Angela, you said that he looked like a good guy.'
'Yes', replied her friend Angela back.
Bella turned to the other one: 'And you said that he was a cute and handsome guy?'
I was proud of myself again. Thank god for the werewolf-gene. I suddenly wanted to kiss my biceps and triceps. My fingers ran over my six-pack. I had to work out. Maybe I could get an eight-pack. I caught myself at thinking at all of these things. I received my mind again and I looked up. They were still talking about me. Apparently, Bella hadn't say a thing since her last phrase. She bit her lip.
'Well, he kissed me', said Bella.
Angela and the other one gasped.
'Oh…'
'My…'
'God!'
'Bella!' squealed Angela.
'Yes, he kissed me. The look in his eyes, his body and even his smell: natural! And you have to know… that he kissed me better than him.'
Him? Who's him? Okay, Jacob, don't let yourself go! It's probably that guy that hurt her. Did she broke up with him? Is she engaged? Is she maybe pregnant if that is true? I moved a bit back so I reached the road again.
There was also a positive side on what she just said. She said that I was a better kisser. Hopefully I was better in everything. Oops, I did it again. My male thoughts went on again. I saw the whole image again from her in her bikini. The sun shined around her – or was it something else, don't matter – and it lid my whole brain up. Was it just me or was my body floating?
The ground wasn't under my feet anymore. Not literally of course! But my heart was filled with brightness, light, firework and love. I wanted to desire her, love her, be with her and – above all actually – have her.
I didn't notice it until I landed with my two feet back on the ground. I had heard of this feeling before. But where and when?
It hit me like a ton of bricks when I knew it. I… I… NO! It couldn't be! Did I just…? It's not possible? It only happens like a few times in a century.
I ran back. I ducked behind the bushes again and overheard the conversation again.
'So are you planning to see him again?' asked the brown-haired friend.
'I don't know, Jessica.'
Ah, her name is Jessica. They look like good friends for her. Especially Angela. She looked like a smarty pants with her glasses and a bit nerdy look. Jessica looked like a girl who had run away from a super model contest. She was nice, but I preferred Bella.
But I imagined Bella naked on my bed. Me above her. Thrusting into her with such an effort that she would scream my name when she… Uhm, back to Earth! Those lustful thoughts of mine. It's sometimes so annoying! I looked down and noticed the bulge in my pants. And it's effective too!
'I want to see him again! I just can't help it. He is like… a sun to me. He makes me smile after him.'
What the…! I wanna know! Who's that him? He's driving me crazy! Can she please say who it was so I can give him a punch in the face for hurting her. But then again, that brought her probably here. So I'm slightly glad that he did that. What the heck, I'm actually happy about it. Okay, that sounded selfish. I smack myself against the head.
'Me and my guy hormones!'
A sudden silence was surrounding the beach and the bushes. Did they heard that?
'Did you hear something too?' asked Jessica.
'Yes, I think I did', replied Bella.
'Should we take a look behind those…'
Don't say bushes, don't say bushes…
'… bushes.'
No!
I sneaked out of my hiding spot and rolled over the hard road into the bushes on the other side. But there weren't bushes. There was a little pool. I fell into it and water splashed all around. I quickly got up again and dove into the plants next to the little water creek.
I looked through a little opening in the plants and bushes around me. Bella, Jessica and Angela were walking over to the creek. I was lucky to hide me here.
When they had decided that there was nothing to see here, they headed back to their towels on the beach.
I got out of my hiding spot and raced to the cottage of Embry and Quil. Hopefully those two were there. And not buzzy with anything.
I didn't know what to do now. Explaining and professing (sorry if that is wrong) my love again? Searching for Allison? That made other questions: where did she go? Is she gone?
Is Bella going to love me back? Will I break her heart? Will she be glad? Will she be happy?
God, I'm such a girl right now! I just have to chill.
But one thing is for sure: I think that imprinting is on again. Because two people are meant for each other. They are probably one and the same.
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I let out a sigh. That was the most romantic thing that everyone had ever said to me. It felt like a clouded sky was clear again. No dark, grey clouds! Just a light blue sky with a golden sunlight shining over the Earth. A ray of sunlight made his way through the forest and shined right on me. And then another one that shined on Jacob. The two rays of light pointed at one spot right in front of us.
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Chapter 5: It’s Magic
Bella’s POV
Angela, Jessica and me walked back to our towels on the beach. I thought I heard something. Although I might have seen something. I saw a tuft of black hair behind a bush. But who has black hair that I know?
Alice? No, she couldn’t be here. My dad would not go here. He wanted me to have a careless – or something in that direction – vacation. Billy Black has black hair, but he can’t be here. That were all the… oh wait! Nope!!! I still know someone: Jacob Black!!
Was he spying on us? Or was he just passing by? Was it someone else? Maybe a vampire who seeks revenge? No, vampires don’t do revenge… I think, of course.
As we sat down, Jacob still raced through my mind and I couldn’t help it. I wanted to be with him, know him and meet him again! The touch of his hand against mine would be perfect. His breath flowing against my lips. His eyes locking into mine. His ripped and tanned body against my slim and white body. It would be a weird combination, but it would be like an ice-cream. Like those little chests with chocolate ice-cream and vanilla ice-cream in it. That chest would represent our secured love! I mean, come on! He already had a girlfriend for god sake.
‘Bella!’ yelled Angela and Jessica.
I got back from outer Jacob-space and landed back on planet Earth. I was drifted away again, I guess.
‘Are you still interested in us?’ said Jessica forcefully.
‘Or not?’ asked Angela, a bit shy and down.
I didn’t know at first what to reply. Different thoughts went through my mind. Should I tell them? Should I be honest with them? Would I tell that Jacob is the best thing that has ever happened to me?
Yes, Edward wasn’t in my mind anymore. I couldn’t think of him in that way anymore. Every time he popped into my mind, I thought I would feel the hurt and pain. But I didn’t feel that. On the contrary: I felt nothing for him! I felt anger and sorrow that I let him keep my mind and heart. But for the rest: nope! For the record: Edward was out of my mind! Forever! Until the end of the world and beyond that!
All the things that I said about Edward weren’t true anymore. Except for the things that were true about him: selfish, snobbish, weird, old and a leech! At first, I couldn’t believe it that I said that about the one that I loved before.
‘Are you going to answer us or not?!’ yelled Jessica.
And again, I got back. Edward was always on my mind before. Now it was taken by Jacob.
‘Uhm… yes!’
‘Well then!’
‘Uh…’ I didn’t know what to reply.
‘What’s your answer, Bella?’
‘Don’t take it so hard on her, Jessica.’
Jessica turned to Angela. ‘Oh really! Well, I think that this trip stinks!’
‘Jessica!’ replied Angela.
‘No, Angela. Shut up! We came her to relax and have fun! But since our “sorrowful” friend has met that other guy, she hasn’t been paying attention to us.’
‘Jessica!!’ said Angela.
‘And how you can’t say anything, it’s just sad! I’m tired of this! No really! I’m tired of it!’
‘JESSICA!’
Finally Jessica stopped talking about me. Jessica turned to me and saw the tears in my eyes.
‘I’m sorry that I ruined your vacation! But I finally meet a guy that is incredibly sweet and honest with me. And he loves me! He really loves me!’
‘You wouldn’t know what real love is!’ began Jessica again. ‘And he looks like a bad boy! He is probably a second Edward!’
And that hurt! That really hurt! My heart was banging in my chest. It felt like it could jump out of my chest and ran away like my previous vampire-lover did.
I got up and packed my stuff. I walked away from them. I heard Jessica saying something. Then she yelled.
‘Bella!’
Nope, it was Angela.
‘Bella, stop!’
Angela took my arm. I turned my head and gave a mad look at her. Jessica was looking from behind her and moved her left feet from side to side. I couldn’t resist on saying something, but I didn’t want to be harsh. I just pulled my arm out of Angela’s grip and stepped away, towards the road.
‘Bella’, moaned Jessica.
‘I don’t want to hear it, Jessica! If that’s your thought then why don’t you just tell that at your parents back at Forks.’
‘Oh, so you want me to leave?’
‘If that’s what you want! I don’t care! I appreciate your opinion but I don’t have to listen to it!’
‘Well, fine then!’ replied Jessica.
‘Fine!’
‘Fine!’
‘Good!’
‘Good!’
I turned around and walked away.
I left Angela and Jessica behind, my friends, on the beach. I couldn’t return to them. First of all, they were rude. Second, they actually didn’t help me getting over Edward. They just helped me remembering all the things about him.
With stamping feet, I walked on the road. The road - that was made from asphalt - was shining in the sun. The heat from today was making it hard to walk on an asphalt road. The warmth reflected back to the people walking on the surface of it so most of them were around the beach, in the lake or in the Aqua Mundo.
I reached the cottage and searched for my keys. I heard something behind me. It was like heat crawled his way up to my body when I heart that sound. A guy walking towards me. And it sounded like the amazing guy that I knew. I knew it was Jacob! I just knew it by the sound. Or it could’ve been his reflection in the window. That’s an option too.
I turned around and greeted him: ‘Hey there stranger.’
‘Same here!’ he replied.
I tried to smile at him, but it wasn’t easy. The hurt that my friends were leaving me was worse than the pain I felt when he left me. But one question raised into my brain and I smirked at him.
‘Bella, what’s wrong?’
‘Where you spying on us, Jakey?’
By the way his beautiful eyes twinkled, I could tell that he liked that nickname. A red glow appeared on his cheeks. He was blushing!
‘Well, yes, but it wasn’t on purpose. I walked by and saw you there.’
‘Of course!’
‘But what is the real problem, Bella?’ he asked. He asked it with such care that even the great prince charming Edward would fail in a contest.
‘Well, obviously, you heard everything.’
‘Not really, no. After you walked away from those bushes, I hided here… in the bushes!’
I took a deep breath and he waited two minutes for my answer. ‘Angela and Jessica are going to leave me.’
‘What? But why?’
‘They weren’t so fund of you, because they thought that you and I are nothing. That we can’t have a relationship!’
‘Calm down, Bella.’
Jake noticed the upcoming tears in my eyes. Within a flash, water was floating down my cheeks.
‘Ssssssshhhh’, he said and it comforted me for a few seconds. ‘It’s all going to be alright.’
I started crying again. ‘They are going to leave me here! I think they will! And they are right! I’m just a home wrecker! I should die slowly or at least have a hurtful faith.’
‘That’s not true! Bella, stop making you look bad. You are the most amazing girl in the entire universe! You have the beauty, brains and everything! That Cullen guy was just an evil villain, trying to steal your virtue! It’s over now!’
‘Well, I guess I can blame him,’ I whispered between the sobs coming through my throat.
Jacob stepped closer to me. He said: ‘I guess that he didn’t deserve you.’
I let out a sigh. That was the most romantic thing that everyone had ever said to me. It felt like a clouded sky was clear again. No dark, grey clouds! Just a light blue sky with a golden sunlight shining over the Earth. A ray of sunlight made his way through the forest and shined right on me. And then another one that shined on Jacob. The two rays of light pointed at one spot right in front of us.
Then Jacob stepped forward to me. He whispered: ‘Trust me, I understand.’
‘No, you don’t. You can’t. How can you understand anything? How do you know what it feels like to lose someone you love? How do…’
I was stopped abruptly by two hot lips that pressed against my cold ones. It was just a simple kiss. But it turned into something else. His hand went from my arm to my jaw and he stroked it. He laid his hand on my neck and pulled me forward again.
He used that same hand to pull my shirt a bit up. He gently stroked the exposed skin of my stomach. He went up and met the end of my breasts. He used two fingers to touch them… one by one. The kissing went further in the meantime. Suddenly, he took my chin and kissed my right cheek. He kissed my forehead too and ended with my lips again.
He removed his hand from my stomach and went straight down to the middle of his pants. I saw the bulge. It was huge. And I wondered if it could fit… WOW! My mind went weird now! It went to that massive thing in his shorts. A warmth overwhelmed me inside and outside. Inside where the previous black hole was, was now a warmth that could heat me up until the temperature of Egypt. Outside: the exact same place where his bulge was, there was a very warm feeling.
I didn’t quite figure it out what it was until Jacob stopped kissing me and sniffed. He gave me a smile that was partly seducing and partly Jacob.
‘Do I arouse you?’ he murmured.
His voice was so deep that it turned me on. It turned me VERY on. I nodded. The only thing I could do, was throwing my right leg to him. I let his hand going under it and let him hold me tight. He kissed me again. But this time, it wasn’t a soft kiss. No lips against each other. No! He slipped his tongue along my jaw and then it slipped into my mouth. His met mine and it felt like firework was flashing around us. THIS was a first kiss! This was how it should have been. I know: he kissed me already multiple times, but I’d have to say: compared to Jacob, Edward was lame. Compared to a hot man with black hair, a beautiful face and huge muscles, Edward was a cold statue with blond hair, a sculpted face and not much visibly muscles.
My hand ran down his shirtless body and I felt his abs. His toned, hot bod was practically laying against mine. His body was almost laying against mine! His thumb went with the tip into my mouth when he pulled back. I couldn’t get enough of him. I pushed him against me and I pushed my tongue into HIS mouth. He liked it. What did I say? He loved it! He loved me! And that is the best part! He loved me from the first minute he saw me.
Edward didn’t love me at first. In fact, he didn’t love me at all. He just used me to get another girl. He knew that that girl would get jealous if he had a girlfriend. He just used me as a towel to dry himself and then threw me away. Then he took the towel he wanted the most!
Jacob’s lips made his way down to my neck. His tongue went to my collarbone and then it hit the place where her left breast started. The big warm hands slid my shirt off. He held me in his arms while his tongue flicked against my left boob. He followed a line, straight to the nipple. He nibbled on it for a second or two. He then went on with sucking it. It sent shivers through my spine. Hot flames burned in his eyes as I looked in those of his. He saw it mine too. I guess he still couldn’t believe that he had me where he wanted me to be: underneath him, in his presence!
He released my bra and my breasts popped. I was startled! That never happened to me before. And then suddenly it was there: a big clap! It wasn’t as I thought it would be any more from here on. I have never been so ashamed in my entire life.
Jacob chuckled and said: ‘I don’t mind, Bella.’
His husky voice sounded like a hundred angels in my ears. I saw his toned body again and it reminded me about that little tale about Italian men: “Italian lovers are the best”. Naaaaaahh!! Wrong! Quileute lovers are the best. Best in everything: looks, kissing, making love and romance. I wonder if his manhood was as big and good as his looks and kissing.
Wow! Was my mind really thinking of that? I just wanted to take his… you know what I will, flopped in my mind.
He sat down on the couch where I was two seconds ago. I unzipped his pants and threw it off. His boxers were underneath it and I saw a huge bulge in his pants. It was incredible! If it could fit in me, I would be lucky.
I sat on my knees in front of him and started to lick his dick. My tongue went up and down his shaft. I smelled the hot pleasure steaming off of him. Tastes of salt and sweet explored my mouth. I could bring the salt part back: sweat of course. Just imagine him working out in the gym. Sweat rolling and falling off of him. Or him having sex with me, the sweat of his thrusts landing on me and making my skin warmer and warmer by the second.
I putted my lips on the tip and looked in his eyes. He moaned when I let my lips go down on his penis. The vibration of my trembling mouth – because of the thought that I couldn’t do it right – sent pleasure over his whole body. I could see his nerves tangle around his cock and just grow further. Even how hard it already was, I had the feeling it was still growing with much effort.
A gag reflex came out of nowhere. It was too big! It couldn’t fit into my mouth without having me gagging about it. But I worked my tongue down his shaft and he shivered. I guess he liked that! I tried to take more cock in my mouth. His hardness became even harder and if could just fit into my mouth. Jacob moaned! I moaned too and I could feel his cock throbbing again.
I wanted to go further, but he pulled me off of him. I knew what I wanted, and I guessed that he wanted the same thing: him in me! I wanted him to be inside of me. I couldn’t help it, but wanted everything to taste about him: his manhood, his abs, his mouth,… I could go on and on.
My mind wasn’t going to be any better with these thoughts. I wanted to let these fantasies be true and come true. And that was going to happen, whether it was just because I wanted sex or wanted true love. Love from a handsome guy who really loves me!
And Jacob had a greater love then I had ever experienced. Well, I had only discovered Edward’s “love” and it sucked. Big time! But hey, he was a vampire! A little typical if you ask me.
It was true! Jacob’s love was greater than I could ever imagine. Nothing could compete against his big heart! Yes, I knew him for just a few hours, but it felt like I knew him for years and he was my best friend. And he was… He was my best friend when we were children. We were so young that I didn’t remember him when I saw him again. It was embarrassing! I couldn’t recall anything from him.
The cliché became the truth again: best friends fall in love with each other. It was a well-known cliché that most friends didn’t like at all. On my previous school were two great friends in my class and they disliked it. What am I saying: they hated it. They were two friends and that was it. Unfortunately, the boy was in love with the girl. But he got bad luck when she chose someone else after he told her. He got over her, met another girl and started a relationship. The only thing that could be a problem was the previous love-interest of the boy. And she became the problem…
She saw the two of them together and she knew that her heart belonged to him. But the guy was way over her. One the school dance – I didn’t go to that stupid thing, but I heard about it at school – he was dancing with his girlfriend. The best friend was there alone and she ran away. Her parents called him and he began searching, leaving his girlfriend behind on the dance floor. He found her at her favorite spot: the rocks at the sea. They were so high that people would die if they jumped of the cliff. And that was what she wanted. But somehow, she came back to her parents and he dumped his girlfriend.
I don’t know that the whole story, but it would make one hell of a movie.
Jake and I went on with our little adventure and we enjoyed it! The joy was as great as his cock when he finally got into me. It almost took me everything to convince him to take my virginity. Yes, I was still a virgin. Just imagine how weird it would be if Madonna’s song “Like A Virgin” would play during this. That would fit perfectly in a musical show or film.
Anyway, we made love for hours and I can tell you: the pleasure was all ours.
The night was peaceful. Although, making love with my sexy Quileute lover, isn’t that peaceful. In fact, it isn’t peaceful at all. He could keep up with me. I wanted more of him. For five times, we had great, bonding sex. I didn’t think that he could reload after just five minutes. Our loving was not brief; it wasn’t too short for me. When we made love, it went on for like thirty minutes or one hour and a half. You could say that it was a bit too much, but… every woman or girl has its needs someday.
I awakened in the morning with a happy and satisfied feeling in my entire body. Well, mostly that other part of my body, of course. I stretched my arms out and then my legs. I had a relaxed awakening for now. Back in Forks, I awakened and started packing, anxious to see Edward again. Now that it’s over, I can do what I want in the morning. Especially now; on a vacation.
But I have to get out of bed. I have to eat something. I wonder if Jacob would like something. I roll over to the other side of the bed.
‘Jake,’ I said in a horny way. Heat went up to my head when I thought of the hot and steamy sex that we had last night. But the memory disappeared when I didn’t hear someone.
‘Jakey!’
I threw my arms towards his place. I didn’t feel anything and I shifted myself towards the other side.
‘Jacob?’
I shifted myself further, until I felt it: nothing. There was nothing! I fell down while I yelled at myself. I landed on the ground with a thud, right on my nose. My head bumped onto the night table. It hurt a little, but I didn’t land on the sharp side of it so it wasn’t that bad. I had at least a little luck.
With my hands placed on the ground, I pushed myself back. I gave a bigger push and I landed with my butt. I got up and looked around the room. I didn’t see the clothes of Jacob. There was no trace of him.
I went through the door and looked around: not in the kitchen, not in the living room… I walked further for a few feet and took a left turn into the other bedroom. I didn’t see him again! I walked back to my room and looked around again. I looked at the terrace and noticed something big. It had a russet brown fur, dark intelligent eyes and is about 10’ in length. I looked into those black eyes and they reminded me of someone.
‘Jacob?!’
The wolf finally saw me. His eyes went big and it was like they were apologizing. I walked slowly towards the window and the wolf stood in front of it. I unlocked the window and raised my hand. I petted the wolf and it growled.
‘You are… a werewolf?!’
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So sorry that I didn't complete this like a month ago, but school and stuff! I worked hard for this chapter and I have to say that it's been a pleasure writing this (yes, including the lemon! :D) I hope that you're glad with this chapter.
AND A CLIFFY! WOOHOO!
KaylaLovesYou Lol. Write more xD
TeamJacobInigo I will! I have written a big part of chapter 6 which is called "Falling Down". :D Thanks for you support btw
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TeamJacobInigo I'm so sorry to keep you waiting for so long... But I just didn't have much time to do something for my story. I hate myself for it, but I rewarded myself and - especially - you! Because I wrote two chapters and the next one will be up here (and on fanfiction.net) within a few hours... Just wait and read (no not see, although you see the words, you are reading them ;D)
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Chapter 6: Falling Down
‘You are a werewolf?!!! How is that possible? Werewolves don’t exist’, I claimed.
‘Well, I think you have to reconsider that,’ replied a human Jacob. He was fully naked and I kept looking at him and at him. I felt him grinning about what I was doing. I looked up, straight in his eyes.
He didn’t lose eye contact with me and I thought that that was really mature. That he couldn’t run away from his problems a.k.a. me. But I imagined him as a wolf in front of me and I collapsed on the floor. I’m dating a mythological boy, again. If it’s not a vampire then it’s a werewolf, right? What can come after this? A demon? A human dragon? A merman?
A blur appeared before my eyes and I couldn’t see anything else but black shadows. I actually saw only black! I heard someone calling, no, screaming my name. The scream was full of emotion. Emotions like sadness, care and pain. A very comforting voice was it too. It was so familiar and also full of love. It could only be one person: Jacob. It was like I fell asleep after that. My eyes were probably closed, I laid down on the floor and everything was dark to me. So I was unconscious! And I was wondering how long it would take…
…
…
Through my eyelids shined an orange/red light. It was probably the sun, maybe a light… No, that’s not possible! I opened my eyes so quickly that I had to close them immediately. The rays of sunlight felt like my eyes were on fire and it hurt like hell. Was it already getting dark?
‘Hey, are you okay?’ asked a husky voice.
Jacob! It had to be Jacob. My head was shaken to answer the question. I opened my eyes and smiled at him when our looks locked together. That moment was so peaceful and without worries that I wished it could last forever. Unfortunately, my memory kept reminding me of what I saw earlier: a werewolf. Jacob as a werewolf. He is a werewolf. Paws, hair, teeth and everything else…
‘Hello’, I replied.
I got up and I didn’t care if I could fall again. My legs were trembling, but I wanted to go on. Nothing could stop me.
‘Wow there, Bella. You need to take it slow’, Jacob said. ‘I’ll lay you down on the bed.’
‘Excuse me? I thought you wanted to take it slow?’ I joked with a grimace.
He chuckled and stared at me. He got that it wasn’t a full joke and that I was deadly serious. His smile disappeared and he looked down at his shoes. He was wearing shoes! He wasn’t naked anymore. Gray knickers with a white undershirt and at his feet were two gray-white-striped shoes. He looked like a Ken-doll from the Barbie-franchise. But without the wavy blond hair on his head. Jacob has dark black hair that matched his toned body. Just like my long brown hair matched with my white skin.
‘So… a werewolf, huh?’
‘Yeah’, he replied in one breath. ‘Didn’t see that coming, did you?’
I nodded my head slightly and I said: ‘I don’t know, actually. I guess I had it coming.’
Jacob’s eyes narrowed and he looked at me. ‘What do you mean?’
‘Well, before I was with you, I had this boyfriend?’
‘Yeah, that big dick you told me about. I remember him,’ Jacob said while I waited until he was done talking. He apologized for interrupting me and I went further.
‘Well, he was kind of a vampire. You know: with the bangs and the fangs. But without the garlic, coffins, sun curse and capes. And they were good lucking too’ – sadly, I had to admit it – ‘so it isn’t my first experience with the supernatural.’
I looked at Jacob. He was tensed about what I just told him. His eyes were filled up with fire like a deep hate was laying there, waiting to be erupted… like a volcano. The muscles in his body were starting to tense too. The blue line of muscle in his arm was very visible like it was going to burst.
‘Easy, Jake,’ I said. ‘What’s wrong?’
His eyes shifted to mine so quickly that I knew already what was going on: werewolves have super speed too. His lips parted to say something but his words got stuck in his throat.
‘Vampires are the werewolves’ worst enemy!’ he said through his teeth that were clenched together.
I was surprised by that. My mouth was open and I gazed at him. ‘Really?’ I gasped.
‘Yup, vampires and werewolves don’t get along’, Jacob answered.
‘Well’, I said as I stood up from the bed, ‘I guess it’s not the only thing that will be the enemy of the werewolf.’
‘How do you mean?’ Jacob asked as he stood beside me. His chest was brushing against my breasts.
‘That I’m tired of lies and secrets! They have been filling my life since I met Edward and I thought I got rid of it when he broke up with me! But no… THAT seemed too easy for me. I just had to find another guy with a mythical thing about him. No all the lies and secrets are all around again and I can’t take it anymore. I just wanted a normal relationship after the previous one and… and…’
I couldn’t say another word after that. I saw the look in his eyes; embarrassment, regret, pain and, above all, hurt. Tears were trying to fill his eyes, but he resisted it. He wanted to be the guy around me which evidently means “no crying”. As if I wanted to join him in his pain, liquid came into my eyes. They rolled down my cheeks and I couldn’t resist of making a sniff-sound.
The next thing I knew, I was walking towards the door mumbling the words: ‘I need some time alone.’
A strong grip went around my wrist and pulled me back. I made a weird turn – typically me – back to where I came from. I bumped into Jacob who was standing right behind me. Some teardrops fell down on the ground, this time not from me but from him. I looked up via his chest and stared in his black eyes.
He crashed his lips to mine all of a sudden. I didn’t notice it very well until the very soft feeling of kissing lips I normally had from him, were gone. He was kissing me roughly; like a tiger who wants to hunt down his pray. His tongue searched an entrance on my lips only there wasn’t one. And I wasn’t planning on to make one. I pushed him away with all the strength I had in this situation. The hurt shining in his eyes was piercing my heart and I had to make a decision: would I stay? Would I run forever? Or would just take a walk to sort everything out?
Within a few seconds my decision was made: I was going to take a walk. I turned around very quick and took the doorknob in my hand. My legs moved forward but not as fast as my mind wanted to. The door closed behind me and I was suddenly running. My legs carried me to the lake nearby my cottage.
I saw a little island in the lake. I wondered how the Earth made this lake and that island in there happen. Or maybe it was an artificial island. I don’t know. I walked along the shore and my mind kept drifting away to all kinds of things: sand, sun, sea, boyfriends, black haired boys with white teeth that shine when,… I was thinking about Jacob again! I loved him, but I couldn’t have a boyfriend with a mythical secret anymore. Why did it have to be me who was always meeting guys with secrets and mysteries?
My eyes went down to the ground beneath my feet and I kept walking like that. I heard the sound of water rattling down some rocks. I noticed the little waterfall earlier since I got here. I looked at it. I reached the edge of the path. It wasn’t a big waterfall, in fact, it rather looked like hose was just laying between those rocks and the water just came through it so it looked like a waterfall. I could take one step over the water and I was on the other side.
My eyes followed the lines of my reflection. My hair was a mess and the traces of tears were still on my cheeks. I thought I was lucky for one time. There’s nothing in my life that can be normal!
I decided to take the step and go to the other “side”, like it was some kind of big deal to pass the waterfall. I placed my foot on the other side and I wanted to drag the other next to it. But it got stuck behind a rock. I pulled and pulled until I got it free after two minutes. And it was time for my clumsiness again: I lost my balance and fell into the waterfall. Suddenly, the flow got stronger and I drifted to the lake. I tried to grab a rock and I succeeded… If only that rock was strong enough to handle me because I just pulled it into the water with me.
I got into the lake after a few seconds. My mind was making plans to get of this flow but it was hard because it kept going on. Swimming wasn’t a good idea: I was only exhausting myself with that. It felt like hours when I finally felt ground underneath my feet a.k.a. shoes.
My hands felt the grains of sand too. I used my hands to push myself up and I walked out of the water. I let myself fall onto the sand and I looked up to the sky. I didn’t saw the sun until I shifted my eyes further. The sun was about two hours away from going under.
A thought crossed my mind: go back home! I stood up and looked around. Holy crap! I was on the little island in the lake! I wasn’t on the main land. And I couldn’t swim: I didn’t have the strength anymore. If I would swim now, it would be a death wish to drown myself.
How am I ever going to get back home? I looked around and saw rocks and trees. Nothing else! The water was splattering onto the rocks in the water and it gave me a weird feeling. I decided to go inland. Maybe staff from the resort lived on this little island. It wasn’t so big, so it wouldn’t take long. Boy, was I mistaking. When I entered the jungle, it felt like the shore was far behind me, but it definitely wasn’t. It was like a whole new world opened up before my eyes. Bugs were flying around my head, a spiders’ web was hanging on the bushes beside me and little snakes crossed my road sometimes.
And I had absolutely no idea where I was going!
I followed a little river that I came across. The sides were full of rocks and it was hard to walk on it. I couldn’t keep myself together. I finally reached two big rocks with in the middle a waterfall. I jumped on the big rock and crawled my way to the top. After a few seconds, I reached it. I wanted to see if I could jump over the waterfall – it wasn’t that big – and be safe on the other side.
I stepped forward, trying to find a right spot so I could jump safely. Suddenly, the little rocks underneath my feet were falling down and I jumped backwards. I took another step to the other side. But then I didn’t feel the ground anymore. I wanted to grab something, but it was too late: I was sliding down through a hole. The ceiling was made from rocks; the same for the sides. Only the side which I was sliding down off, was made of sand. I landed in a little space. I was in a cave!
I quickly got up and started to crawl my way back. It didn’t work. Every time I grabbed one of the stones to hold myself, I discovered that it was so wet that I slipped off. After five times trying, I gave up. My eyes were looking around the cave. They noticed a big hole on the other side. I walked over to it and saw a stairs. It was carved out of the rocks that used to be here. I followed it and that had two reasons: I was curious and I wanted to get out of there.
I came out in another cave. Only this time there was a water pool. It was in the shape of a moon. Sand was surrounding the most part of the pool, because the other part was surrounded by rocks. I kneeled down and tried to take a better look at the pool. I only saw sand on the bottom.
I was stuck here!
I began crying. Why in the world did I leave Jacob behind? I mean, he couldn’t help himself that he was a mythical creature too. HE wasn’t responsible for my pain. Someone else was! I tried not to think about him, but it was hard. He created this pain I had and I wanted him to suffer the consequences.
I began crying when I realized that that didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was to get out of there. But I couldn’t. I cried myself to sleep after a few minutes.
The sound of bugs flying around where annoying me when I opened my eyes. I looked up and noticed a big hole in the cieling. I tried to climb the rock walls, but it didn’t work. I couldn’t climb my way out, I couldn’t scream my way out,… There was only one option: I had to swim my way out. Maybe this was connected to the lake! I dove right in and swam my way to the other side.
But when I got in, bubbles were surrounding me. I looked up and saw through that big hole the bright full moon. The bubbles were getting harder and some of them flew from the water up to the sky. It was like magic! I had never seen this before in my entire life. What was going on? Once the moon passed the hole, the bubbles were gone too.
‘Well, that was weird’, I said to myself.
I took a deep breath and went under. I found a hole and pushed myself through it. It was a big hole actually, it was bigger than I expected. I swam to the surface. I inhaled deeply when I felt the cold air again. I saw lights in front of me: I was near the shore of the park. Yes!
As soon as I could feel the sand underneath my feet again, I started walking out of the water. The road was near and my feet made me follow it. Tired was the word that crossed my mind. I was so tired. I was walking for hours and was stuck down there for hours. Sleeping there wasn’t so good either if you ask me.
I searched for my key. Did I lose it? Please say no! My hands were all over my body but I finally found them in the side pocket of my jeans. When I reached my cottage, the key was practically searching his own way back in. Within a second I was inside.
I walked over to my bedroom and fell on the bed. My eyes closed instantly and I was far away before I could even open them again.
The whistling birds woke me the next morning. I had slept very well. I got up from my bed and stroked my eyes. I left the bedroom and entered the bathroom. I brushed my teeth.
I undressed myself and laid my clothes on the sink. I let the water flow while I stepped into the shower bath. The water was touching my body and the touch reminded me of those magical fingers of Jacob. His lips against mine. His hips rocking against mine. The sensation of just thinking of it was tickling my body. Suddenly, bubbles came up my body and I looked around. I pushed the shower curtain away and landed on the ground in front of the shower. I was laying flat on my belly when I thought of something: turning around! I made my body make a turn.
But what I saw back then…
My legs were gone! Nowhere to be found! I had a tail! A big orange-like fish tail! I was a… a… mermaid! I looked like a mermaid. The scales were shining in the sunlight and I wondered how I became like this. I thought of the cave… that weird feeling I got when the bubbles went up to the sky, right to the moon.
I tried to make it go away, but I didn’t know how. I took the towel and tried to dry my tail. I hoped that when it was dry, I could move better. Suddenly, bubbles came up my body again and I felt a sting. It was just a little one and after that, I moved my toes. I had my feet and legs again! So every time I dry my tail, the tail vanishes. Lucky for that!
‘A mermaid! How am I ever going to cope with this?’ I said.
Someone knocked on the door. I got up and dressed myself while screaming ‘I’m coming!’
I took a black bra, a tank top, a short jeans and brown slippers to dress myself up. I turned around and got to the door. My hands opened it like it was some surprise and I saw him standing there.
‘Jacob,’ I whispered. What now? What did he want to ask?
‘Can I come in?’ he asked. His eyes looked very carefully at me – although I had the feeling that they were trying to look through me.
‘Yeah, sure,’ I replied and stepped aside.
He walked in and entered the living room. I closed the door and turned around to enter the living room too. I closed the living room door too that was standing just behind me. He stood next to the counter while his arms folded against his chest. He had some sweat on his forehead. But not so much that - in a normal situation - a normal person would notice.
‘Bella,’ he whispered. ‘I love you! And I can’t stand the fact that you hate me for being a werewolf. Could you please accept what I am? I know it’s a lot to ask of you, but please… You’re the love of my life, the one, my soul mate. I know it for sure!’
I gasped. What could I say?
‘Well Jacob,’ I started.
TeamJacobInigo Chapter 7: Shake It Up!
Could I forgive him so easy? Well, I sometimes did forgive Edward easier when I was with him. I hated myself for that now. I looked into Jacob’s eyes and I melted away. His eyes spoke everything out he didn’t say: hurt, love and care. He really cared for me and I fell for that of course. I shook my head and turned around.
I turned around to leave the house. I heard a slam and I closed my eyes. My forehead hurt like hell and I fell towards the ground. Well, almost: Jacob caught me right before I would have landed. I looked up while I robbed with my hand over my head. It was the window door that I had walked on. My head was still a bit dizzy of it and Jacob knew it. He scooped me up and laid me on my bed.
‘I think that I can forgive you, Jake’, I said. ‘And I will keep your secret.’
‘About time you did’, replied my boyfriend.
‘Don’t be such a snob that you think that it was all by you that I changed my mind’, I began.
‘It isn’t?’
‘No, it isn’t. I’ve changed my mind, Jake, because I… I love you, Jacob.’
He kissed me passionately and I liked it. Our lips parted at the same time and I was the first one to slide my tongue against his. He groaned and I pulled him closer to me. He backed away after a minute.
‘You should be more careful’, he said when he laid himself next to me.
‘I think I should’, I laughed. He laughed with me.
After a minute or two staring at each other, Jacob finally said something: ‘Bells?’
‘Yes, Jake.’
‘Bella, would you go with me on a date?’
My mouth almost dropped open and my eyes flew open. It still hurt, but it was not as bad as before. ‘What did you say?’
Jacob got out of bed, kneeled down like he was going to propose me and he said: ‘Isabella Swan, would you go with me on a date tonight?’
I squealed and I threw myself on him. My arms were around his neck and he held his around my waist. ‘Of course’, I replied. ‘I will, Jacob.’
A few hours later was Jake gone to his cottage to find something appropriate for our date. I was somehow excited. I’m normally not that kind of girl, but back then I was. I took a red dress out of my suitcase. Alice had given it to me right before I knew the truth about him. I just couldn’t say his actual name. How pathetic was that? The red dress was not long. The waistband on the top was deeper red and it had a weird look. It reminded me of the waistband on the top of Beauty’s dress in the Disney film “Beauty and the Beast”. Somehow, it was a bit funny. Imagine that: Bella and the Beast. Or even better: Bella and the Wolf.
I was really anxious that evening. I played a bit music to calm my nerves although it didn’t work. I turned it off and waited. Someone knocked on my door around six and I opened it. It was Jake, of course, and he held his hand out. He just wore long jeans – really weird actually to see him with long ones – and a black shirt with short sleeves. That shirt was so tight that his biceps were almost visible. I thought of the looks that girls were practically giving him and this time it would be worse.
‘Don’t you like it?’ he asked when he noticed I kept staring.
‘No, it’s good and…’
‘And what?’
‘You’re sort of beautiful’, I said.
‘That accidental slam against the window door wasn’t good for your head, was it?’ he chuckled and I laughed with him. His laugh or smile made me laugh or smile. It was weird but great at the same time.
We left the cottage after I locked it up and we went to the bar in the Aqua Dome. Jacob ordered for me too: ‘Two waters, please.’
When the waitress was gone, I asked him: ‘How do you know that I prefer water then sodas?’
‘Bells, I pay attention at my girlfriend. I’m surprised you even ask’, he replied and I was somehow relieved. Like I had said something very bad and I was forgiven for it.
The waitress came back with our drinks and I saw the waitress watching Jacob. Was it just me or did I saw her almost drooling back then? That will stay a mystery, but she asked if she had seen him before.
Jake replied: ‘Nope, I don’t think so. I’ve never met you.’
The waitress dashed away in anger and I couldn’t hold the laughter. Jake laughed with me and he said: ‘Bella, I would never cheat on you. I would never break your heart. I’m not him. You can trust me with that. I’ll be the best boyfriend you’ll have. But first…’
He stopped with speaking. I turned to him. What was he going to do? He got off his chair and he added his hand. Was he asking to dance with me?
I am startled that he asked me to dance. I can’t dance. I have danced one time on a wedding, but I tripped over my feet after I stepped on my cousin’s right foot. I have never danced after that in public… When I was alone at home or in a room, I would. I would even sing, but this was not the point. Jacob took my hand and he led me onto the dance floor. We started to dance on a beautiful song: I Would Stay from Krezip. He led me on the floor and it felt like I’m floating. I was up in the clouds and I wanted to stay there. We danced until the song was over and I pulled away. But he pulled me back when another song started. It wasn’t a slow; it was a pop or rock I think. I guessed pop because the song is I Love New York from Madonna. Jacob and I began to dance on it and the music got to me. There was another Madonna song after that: Hung Up. I loved that song! I danced along with it and my hands moved with it. Suddenly, the drinks from the people in front of me made its way up and they splattered everyone wet in that area.
The music stopped and everyone looked at it. Jacob took me in his arms and said: ‘I’m going to check that out… Wait a minute, okay?’
I nodded but he was already close to the scene where it all happened. I slowly looked down at my hands. I looked back up and made sure that no one was looking. I tried to find another glass and I saw one. It was mine, of course! There was still bit water in it and I opened my hand. I moved my hand up and I saw the water rising too. I putted my hand quickly down and looked around for a second time. My eyes must have been big, because Jacob approached and he asked to me if I was okay.
‘Of course I’m okay. Why wouldn’t I be?’ I replied.
‘I don’t know. You seem a little… stressed, weird, angered by something’, he answered.
‘Well, maybe I am.’
I walked over to our table and I took my coat. I walked back to him and said: ‘You know, it’s been a long day. I should really get some sleep. By the way, you too… Don’t you have to go on patrol or something tonight or in the morning?’
‘Yeah, I do actually’, he answered. ‘What would I do without you?’ He laid his lips on mine and we left the bar. I looked for a second back, only seeing a crowd who were not able to discover what just happened.
Jacob walked me home. I searched for the keys in my purse when he suddenly asked: ‘You can stay at my cottage of course…’
I thought about it, but I answered: ‘I have paid for it so I’m going to use it, Jake.’
A smirk appeared on his face and I saw a little light going on in his eyes, I think. ‘What?’
‘You have a nickname for me, Bells’, he replied.
‘Well, I guess so.’
He glared at me when I turned around to the door. I kept standing there and when I wanted to turn around, he was in front of me; not behind me. That made me smile because I knew that he could be quiet as a wolf, hunting his pray. I knew that I was his pray, but in a much more pleasant way. I pressed my lips against his before he could make a move. I pushed him to the door and he smiled. He turned me around: I was against the door now. He scooped me up and held me in his arms with my legs over his hands. I parted my lips when he slowly slid his tongue against my upper lip. We kept kissing like that for a minute until I had to take a deep breath. He putted me on the ground and we said on the same time: ‘You are making me so…’
We laughed and I opened the door. ‘See you tomorrow, I guess.’
‘Yeah, got some guarding to do’, he replied and he disappeared around the corner of the house.
‘Where are you going?’ I closed the door and went inside. I looked through the window and saw Jacob. He took his shirt off and I saw his back. He pulled his short off and I glared at his butt. I turned quickly around and went into the bathroom. I might have heard a laughter, probably from Jacob. I looked up from the sink and went back to the living room. I saw a tail fading away behind the wall outside. I rushed to the front door and looked around. The Jacob wolf walked to me and he gave me a nod. I think he smiled and he ran off. I saw him running away and I smiled. God! I loved him!
The next morning was pretty normal. I got out of my bed… well, I fell out of my bed. I got off of the floor and went straight to kitchen to get my stuff. I ate my breakfast, cleaned it all up and went to the bathroom. I took my toothpaste and… Oh no!!! My hands were all over the bathroom, but I couldn’t find my toothbrush. Did I lose it? Then it hit me: Jessica or Angela must have taken it accidentally. I yelled and cursed. Why did this happen? God! How do I solve this? I used my hands to express my anger and I made a fist out of it. I slowly opened my fists again and I calmed down. I looked at my cup that was… wait, where did the water go? I picked the cup up and I looked in it. There were only some drops in it and I saw steam coming out of it.
It took a long time for me to realize that something must have happened and it had to do with magic. I was getting frustrated and I let the water stream from the faucet. I made a fist with my hand and I watched at the water very focused. The water began to boil and I putted my hand down. I opened my hand and made it to a free flowing hand. Just between a rigid hand and a balled-up fist. I moved my hand up and the water followed. It kept going and going and I wondered where all the water came from. I laid my hand on my hip and the water fell down. I began to smile and I wondered if I had another power. I got dressed and took my wallet. I had to get a toothbrush and I was determined to get one at the shop.
I left the house behind me after I locked it and I walked down the road. I heard something and I stopped abruptly. I looked on my right where there were a lot of bushes. I saw two big eyes through it. They belonged to an animal. A big animal. A wolf! I smiled and I walked towards it. I heard something and I looked around the bush. I saw Jacob putting his pants on. I surprised him when I threw myself on him. We laughed and rolled down the hill where we were. When we stopped rolling, I was seated on top of him. He had his hand on my butt and I smirked. He chuckled when he saw my eyes roll.
‘Oh, sorry about that’, he said.
‘I don’t mind it so badly’, I replied and I kissed him. I heard the sound of leafs and I looked up. I saw a big wolf and he ran off. Jacob followed him with his eyes and he said to me that it was one of his palls. We both stood up and walked back to the road. I told him that I had lost my toothbrush and I was going to get one. Jacob offered to accompany me and I granted it of course. We walked together to the Aqua Dome and we entered a little store. I looked through whole the store – quickly of course, hate shops – and saw no toothbrushes. I asked the lady behind the counter if there were toothbrushes. Jacob kept standing outside the store.
‘There are some at the very end of the store’, she replied and I followed her direction. I looked behind me and saw Jacob tense.
I found the toothbrushes and I picked a blue one. There was one in another color: pink. But I hated pink – and I still do – and I wasn’t going to choose something that I don’t like. I turned around and suddenly there was the counter girl.
‘You’re a werewolf’, she said and her fangs darted out.
I stepped back and took a pencil. I pushed it in her heart with much effort and strength. It was very difficult but it kept her from hurting me. I hurt myself with pushing it enough into the ice-cold body. The pencil was not deep and she pulled it out very easily. She grimaced at me. She stepped forward and I duck. Just then, she flew backwards and I heard the sound of a vampire shattered by a werewolf. I saw that Jacob – the human Jacob – had holding her by her arms and he just snapped them from her. He looked to see that no one saw it. Luckily, there was no one in the store and no one could have seen it: there was a curtain in front of the windows.
Jacob rushed to me and he kneeled in front of me. ‘Bella?! Bella, are you okay?’
I was looking at the corpse of the woman and I looked at her arms. It took me a minute to come back with my two feet on the ground and whispered: ‘I guess so.’ I hugged him and tears rolled over my eyes. ‘Jacob?’
‘Hmmm…’
‘I have a confession to make’, I began. Jacob pushed me a little bit away and he looked me in the eyes. I told the story about me leaving my mom from Phoenix, me going to dad in Forks, me going to school in Forks, me meeting Edward, discovering Edward’s secret, me meeting Edward’s family, Edward leaving, his confession and his girlfriend. He kept looking at me and when I spoke his name, he growled. I think he started to hate him for hurting me like that.
‘Is that why you were so angry at me? And weird to me when I met you?’
‘Yes’, I whispered.
‘Bella, I am so sorry’, he began.
‘Why?! You didn’t hurt me.’
‘No, I did. When we met.’
‘That’s fine, Jake’, I replied.
He inhaled deeply and just said: ‘Bella.’ I looked up and he laid his hand on my jaw. He pulled me forward and my lips met his. As soon as they touched each other, my thoughts about him were gone and I could only think of Jake. He pulled slowly back and said: ‘Kwop kilawtley.’
‘What?’ I whispered.
‘That’s Quileute for “stay with me forever”’, Jacob explained.
‘Ow, Jake’, I sighed and slowly pressed my lips against his.
‘Besides’, he mumbled while we kissed, ‘I have something else to tell you too.’
I pulled back and looked at him with big eyes. Please, don’t leave me. Don’t hurt me, please!!
‘I’m from La Push’, he said after a while.
My mouth dropped open and I said: ‘Really? That’s weird that we haven’t met each other. I used to go there. I used to visit Billy Black, do you know him?’
Jake chuckled and I didn’t know why. What was so funny about that? ‘Billy Black you say? He’s my father, Bella. And I think that I know now why I had the feeling that I had met you before.’
‘You are Jacob Black!! Of course!! Why didn’t I figure that out? I’m so stupid sometimes’, I said.
Jacob kissed me again. ‘That’s not true: you are not stupid.’
Suddenly, I pulled away and he stared at me like he had seen his world falling down.
‘We were just friends back then.’
‘Bella, I have a confession: I’ve always liked you, but you moved on one day and I didn’t hear from or see you ever again. And the thing is: I never imagined myself as your friend. I wanted to be another friend. Your boyfriend, Bells.’
I inhaled deeply and I smiled at him. ‘I thought of you sometimes. The first year was hard for me. I cried myself to sleep because I had lost my best friend. And I forgot about you. I’m so glad that I met you again.’
‘Me too, Bells’, said Jake when he hugged her. ‘Me too.’
Jacob picked the pieces of the vampire up and putted them under his shirt. We walked towards the entrance of the store and we checked if no one was around. I looked back into the store because I thought that we forgot something: cameras. But they were not there. I relaxed a bit and we fled from the scene.
We searched for an open field in the woods, far away from everything and everyone. When we finally found one, we saw that the arms were trying to find its way back to the body. Jacob got a pack of matches from his left pocket. He lit one and threw it on the pieces of the counter girl. They burned very fast and a sharp sweet smell mingled with smoke came to me. It smelled too sweet and the smoke almost made me puke.
‘Are you okay, Bells?’ Jake asked me.
‘Yes, I’m fine, thanks’, I answered.
You know when you go in a rollercoaster and you are in the loop, you can get sick. Well, that almost happened to me. But – I don’t know why – Jacob could calm me down. Jake could hold me together. That’s when I knew it for sure: he was the love of my life. My eternal flame. And I was never going to let it go.
Jacob helped me up and we wanted to find some water. When we couldn’t find it, I knew that I had to tell him my new secret: mermaid and powers.
‘Jake, there’s something else that I need to tell you’, I began.
‘What do you mean, Bella?’
I began to explain that, when I ran away, I came out in that cave on the island. When I tried to get out, I knew that I couldn’t take the way back. The only option was to dive into the water pool and to search if there was an opening. I expected that there was one. I got into the water and suddenly it began to bubble. I looked up to see the full moon standing above me.
‘And that’s when you became a mermaid?’ he said.
‘No’, I went further, ‘I only knew that I was a mermaid when I washed me the next morning. That was yesterday. I also found something else out.’
‘Bella, I’m surprised that you kept this from me. Why did you do that?’
‘I didn’t know how you would react. I mean: you are a mythical creature and now I am one too. It is just too weird, Jake.’
‘Okay, I’ll forgive you’, he said with a smile. ‘But tell me everything next time, okay?’
‘I promise’, I replied. ‘I promise it on the love that I have for you!’
‘Now that’s a promise’, he said and pulled me closer. He kissed me and it felt nice to see him happy.
‘And what else did you find out?’ Jake asked me.
‘Well’, I said, ‘it’s better if I show it to you.’
We went back to the fire and I stood still right in front of it. Jacob looked closely at me and I searched for some water. Just a few feet away was a little tidal pool – don’t know how it got there, but it was there – and I moved my right hand up towards it. I made an open hand movement and my hand went up. I pointed at the burning vampire pieces. The water from the tidal pool came up and it sprayed towards the fire. The fire disappeared quickly and I laid my hand on my hip. I looked at the tidal pool and made a fist. The water began to boil. A mist came up from it and all of the water disappeared. I turned towards Jacob who just looked from the burned pieces to his girlfriend: me. He walked towards me after a few seconds.
Suddenly, I saw a water drop falling down in front of my feet. I looked up and saw that a chipmunk was doing the water drops from his apple. One almost fell done on me and I putted my hand up. I had closed my eyes and I dared to open them again after exactly six seconds. I saw the apple, but it was frozen. Ice picks were hanging on it and one little ice pick was right in front of me. I saw other drops of water around me and I pointed with a rigid hand at them. They froze immediately. I smiled because I like these three powers: moving, heating and freezing water. Any other person would scream or yell it to everyone, but I had to be careful. So I knew that I couldn’t tell anyone except my mythical boyfriend of course. Jake was standing there looking even happier than a minute ago.
‘Bella, this is okay. I’m really happy for you’, he said when he stood right in front of me, very close. He lowered his head and our lips nearly met.
‘How do you mean you’re happy for me?’ I mumbled.
‘Well, now you’re not feeling alone anymore as a normal girl in my mythical world’, sounded his husky voice against my lips.
‘Speaking of which’, I began, ‘I have a question.’
TeamJacobInigo Chapter 7: Shake It Up!
Bella agrees with Jacob to keep his secret and they start a relationship again. Bella explains her new secret to him and he’s happy with it. They kiss and have sex and then something incredible happens: during a dance, Bella discovers her water power. The next morning she discovers her heating power and in the afternoon her freezing power.
Could I forgive him so easy? Well, I sometimes did forgive Edward easier when I was with him. I hated myself for that now. I looked into Jacob’s eyes and I melted away. His eyes spoke everything out he didn’t say: hurt, love and care. He really cared for me and I fell for that of course. I shook my head and turned around.
I turned around to leave the house. I heard a slam and I closed my eyes. My forehead hurt like hell and I fell towards the ground. Well, almost: Jacob caught me right before I would have landed. I looked up while I robbed with my hand over my head. It was the window door that I had walked on. My head was still a bit dizzy of it and Jacob knew it. He scooped me up and laid me on my bed.
‘I think that I can forgive you, Jake’, I said. ‘And I will keep your secret.’
‘About time you did’, replied my boyfriend.
‘Don’t be such a snob that you think that it was all by you that I changed my mind’, I began.
‘It isn’t?’
‘No, it isn’t. I’ve changed my mind, Jake, because I… I love you, Jacob.’
He kissed me passionately and I liked it. Our lips parted at the same time and I was the first one to slide my tongue against his. He groaned and I pulled him closer to me. He backed away after a minute.
‘You should be more careful’, he said when he laid himself next to me.
‘I think I should’, I laughed. He laughed with me.
After a minute or two staring at each other, Jacob finally said something: ‘Bells?’
‘Yes, Jake.’
‘Bella, would you go with me on a date?’
My mouth almost dropped open and my eyes flew open. It still hurt, but it was not as bad as before. ‘What did you say?’
Jacob got out of bed, kneeled down like he was going to propose me and he said: ‘Isabella Swan, would you go with me on a date tonight?’
I squealed and I threw myself on him. My arms were around his neck and he held his around my waist. ‘Of course’, I replied. ‘I will, Jacob.’
A few hours later was Jake gone to his cottage to find something appropriate for our date. I was somehow excited. I’m normally not that kind of girl, but back then I was. I took a red dress out of my suitcase. Alice had given it to me right before I knew the truth about him. I just couldn’t say his actual name. How pathetic was that? The red dress was not long. The waistband on the top was deeper red and it had a weird look. It reminded me of the waistband on the top of Beauty’s dress in the Disney film “Beauty and the Beast”. Somehow, it was a bit funny. Imagine that: Bella and the Beast. Or even better: Bella and the Wolf.
I was really anxious that evening. I played a bit music to calm my nerves although it didn’t work. I turned it off and waited. Someone knocked on my door around six and I opened it. It was Jake, of course, and he held his hand out. He just wore long jeans – really weird actually to see him with long ones – and a black shirt with short sleeves. That shirt was so tight that his biceps were almost visible. I thought of the looks that girls were practically giving him and this time it would be worse.
‘Don’t you like it?’ he asked when he noticed I kept staring.
‘No, it’s good and…’
‘And what?’
‘You’re sort of beautiful’, I said.
‘That accidental slam against the window door wasn’t good for your head, was it?’ he chuckled and I laughed with him. His laugh or smile made me laugh or smile. It was weird but great at the same time.
We left the cottage after I locked it up and we went to the bar in the Aqua Dome. Jacob ordered for me too: ‘Two waters, please.’
When the waitress was gone, I asked him: ‘How do you know that I prefer water then sodas?’
‘Bells, I pay attention at my girlfriend. I’m surprised you even ask’, he replied and I was somehow relieved. Like I had said something very bad and I was forgiven for it.
The waitress came back with our drinks and I saw the waitress watching Jacob. Was it just me or did I saw her almost drooling back then? That will stay a mystery, but she asked if she had seen him before.
Jake replied: ‘Nope, I don’t think so. I’ve never met you.’
The waitress dashed away in anger and I couldn’t hold the laughter. Jake laughed with me and he said: ‘Bella, I would never cheat on you. I would never break your heart. I’m not him. You can trust me with that. I’ll be the best boyfriend you’ll have. But first…’
He stopped with speaking. I turned to him. What was he going to do? He got off his chair and he added his hand. Was he asking to dance with me?
I am startled that he asked me to dance. I can’t dance. I have danced one time on a wedding, but I tripped over my feet after I stepped on my cousin’s right foot. I have never danced after that in public… When I was alone at home or in a room, I would. I would even sing, but this was not the point. Jacob took my hand and he led me onto the dance floor. We started to dance on a beautiful song: I Would Stay from Krezip. He led me on the floor and it felt like I’m floating. I was up in the clouds and I wanted to stay there. We danced until the song was over and I pulled away. But he pulled me back when another song started. It wasn’t a slow; it was a pop or rock I think. I guessed pop because the song is I Love New York from Madonna. Jacob and I began to dance on it and the music got to me. There was another Madonna song after that: Hung Up. I loved that song! I danced along with it and my hands moved with it. Suddenly, the drinks from the people in front of me made its way up and they splattered everyone wet in that area.
The music stopped and everyone looked at it. Jacob took me in his arms and said: ‘I’m going to check that out… Wait a minute, okay?’
I nodded but he was already close to the scene where it all happened. I slowly looked down at my hands. I looked back up and made sure that no one was looking. I tried to find another glass and I saw one. It was mine, of course! There was still bit water in it and I opened my hand. I moved my hand up and I saw the water rising too. I putted my hand quickly down and looked around for a second time. My eyes must have been big, because Jacob approached and he asked to me if I was okay.
‘Of course I’m okay. Why wouldn’t I be?’ I replied.
‘I don’t know. You seem a little… stressed, weird, angered by something’, he answered.
‘Well, maybe I am.’
I walked over to our table and I took my coat. I walked back to him and said: ‘You know, it’s been a long day. I should really get some sleep. By the way, you too… Don’t you have to go on patrol or something tonight or in the morning?’
‘Yeah, I do actually’, he answered. ‘What would I do without you?’ He laid his lips on mine and we left the bar. I looked for a second back, only seeing a crowd who were not able to discover what just happened.
Jacob walked me home. I searched for the keys in my purse when he suddenly asked: ‘You can stay at my cottage of course…’
I thought about it, but I answered: ‘I have paid for it so I’m going to use it, Jake.’
A smirk appeared on his face and I saw a little light going on in his eyes, I think. ‘What?’
‘You have a nickname for me, Bells’, he replied.
‘Well, I guess so.’
He glared at me when I turned around to the door. I kept standing there and when I wanted to turn around, he was in front of me; not behind me. That made me smile because I knew that he could be quiet as a wolf, hunting his pray. I knew that I was his pray, but in a much more pleasant way. I pressed my lips against his before he could make a move. I pushed him to the door and he smiled. He turned me around: I was against the door now. He scooped me up and held me in his arms with my legs over his hands. I parted my lips when he slowly slid his tongue against my upper lip. We kept kissing like that for a minute until I had to take a deep breath. He putted me on the ground and we said on the same time: ‘You are making me so…’
We laughed and I opened the door. ‘See you tomorrow, I guess.’
‘Yeah, got some guarding to do’, he replied and he disappeared around the corner of the house.
‘Where are you going?’ I closed the door and went inside. I looked through the window and saw Jacob. He took his shirt off and I saw his back. He pulled his short off and I glared at his butt. I turned quickly around and went into the bathroom. I might have heard a laughter, probably from Jacob. I looked up from the sink and went back to the living room. I saw a tail fading away behind the wall outside. I rushed to the front door and looked around. The Jacob wolf walked to me and he gave me a nod. I think he smiled and he ran off. I saw him running away and I smiled. God! I loved him!
The next morning was pretty normal. I got out of my bed… well, I fell out of my bed. I got off of the floor and went straight to kitchen to get my stuff. I ate my breakfast, cleaned it all up and went to the bathroom. I took my toothpaste and… Oh no!!! My hands were all over the bathroom, but I couldn’t find my toothbrush. Did I lose it? Then it hit me: Jessica or Angela must have taken it accidentally. I yelled and cursed. Why did this happen? God! How do I solve this? I used my hands to express my anger and I made a fist out of it. I slowly opened my fists again and I calmed down. I looked at my cup that was… wait, where did the water go? I picked the cup up and I looked in it. There were only some drops in it and I saw steam coming out of it.
It took a long time for me to realize that something must have happened and it had to do with magic. I was getting frustrated and I let the water stream from the faucet. I made a fist with my hand and I watched at the water very focused. The water began to boil and I putted my hand down. I opened my hand and made it to a free flowing hand. Just between a rigid hand and a balled-up fist. I moved my hand up and the water followed. It kept going and going and I wondered where all the water came from. I laid my hand on my hip and the water fell down. I began to smile and I wondered if I had another power. I got dressed and took my wallet. I had to get a toothbrush and I was determined to get one at the shop.
I left the house behind me after I locked it and I walked down the road. I heard something and I stopped abruptly. I looked on my right where there were a lot of bushes. I saw two big eyes through it. They belonged to an animal. A big animal. A wolf! I smiled and I walked towards it. I heard something and I looked around the bush. I saw Jacob putting his pants on. I surprised him when I threw myself on him. We laughed and rolled down the hill where we were. When we stopped rolling, I was seated on top of him. He had his hand on my butt and I smirked. He chuckled when he saw my eyes roll.
‘Oh, sorry about that’, he said.
‘I don’t mind it so badly’, I replied and I kissed him. I heard the sound of leafs and I looked up. I saw a big wolf and he ran off. Jacob followed him with his eyes and he said to me that it was one of his palls. We both stood up and walked back to the road. I told him that I had lost my toothbrush and I was going to get one. Jacob offered to accompany me and I granted it of course. We walked together to the Aqua Dome and we entered a little store. I looked through whole the store – quickly of course, hate shops – and saw no toothbrushes. I asked the lady behind the counter if there were toothbrushes. Jacob kept standing outside the store.
‘There are some at the very end of the store’, she replied and I followed her direction. I looked behind me and saw Jacob tense.
I found the toothbrushes and I picked a blue one. There was one in another color: pink. But I hated pink – and I still do – and I wasn’t going to choose something that I don’t like. I turned around and suddenly there was the counter girl.
‘You’re a werewolf’, she said and her fangs darted out.
I stepped back and took a pencil. I pushed it in her heart with much effort and strength. It was very difficult but it kept her from hurting me. I hurt myself with pushing it enough into the ice-cold body. The pencil was not deep and she pulled it out very easily. She grimaced at me. She stepped forward and I duck. Just then, she flew backwards and I heard the sound of a vampire shattered by a werewolf. I saw that Jacob – the human Jacob – had holding her by her arms and he just snapped them from her. He looked to see that no one saw it. Luckily, there was no one in the store and no one could have seen it: there was a curtain in front of the windows.
Jacob rushed to me and he kneeled in front of me. ‘Bella?! Bella, are you okay?’
I was looking at the corpse of the woman and I looked at her arms. It took me a minute to come back with my two feet on the ground and whispered: ‘I guess so.’ I hugged him and tears rolled over my eyes. ‘Jacob?’
‘Hmmm…’
‘I have a confession to make’, I began. Jacob pushed me a little bit away and he looked me in the eyes. I told the story about me leaving my mom from Phoenix, me going to dad in Forks, me going to school in Forks, me meeting Edward, discovering Edward’s secret, me meeting Edward’s family, Edward leaving, his confession and his girlfriend. He kept looking at me and when I spoke his name, he growled. I think he started to hate him for hurting me like that.
‘Is that why you were so angry at me? And weird to me when I met you?’
‘Yes’, I whispered.
‘Bella, I am so sorry’, he began.
‘Why?! You didn’t hurt me.’
‘No, I did. When we met.’
‘That’s fine, Jake’, I replied.
He inhaled deeply and just said: ‘Bella.’ I looked up and he laid his hand on my jaw. He pulled me forward and my lips met his. As soon as they touched each other, my thoughts about him were gone and I could only think of Jake. He pulled slowly back and said: ‘Kwop kilawtley.’
‘What?’ I whispered.
‘That’s Quileute for “stay with me forever”’, Jacob explained.
‘Ow, Jake’, I sighed and slowly pressed my lips against his.
‘Besides’, he mumbled while we kissed, ‘I have something else to tell you too.’
I pulled back and looked at him with big eyes. Please, don’t leave me. Don’t hurt me, please!!
‘I’m from La Push’, he said after a while.
My mouth dropped open and I said: ‘Really? That’s weird that we haven’t met each other. I used to go there. I used to visit Billy Black, do you know him?’
Jake chuckled and I didn’t know why. What was so funny about that? ‘Billy Black you say? He’s my father, Bella. And I think that I know now why I had the feeling that I had met you before.’
‘You are Jacob Black!! Of course!! Why didn’t I figure that out? I’m so stupid sometimes’, I said.
Jacob kissed me again. ‘That’s not true: you are not stupid.’
Suddenly, I pulled away and he stared at me like he had seen his world falling down.
‘We were just friends back then.’
‘Bella, I have a confession: I’ve always liked you, but you moved on one day and I didn’t hear from or see you ever again. And the thing is: I never imagined myself as your friend. I wanted to be another friend. Your boyfriend, Bells.’
I inhaled deeply and I smiled at him. ‘I thought of you sometimes. The first year was hard for me. I cried myself to sleep because I had lost my best friend. And I forgot about you. I’m so glad that I met you again.’
‘Me too, Bells’, said Jake when he hugged her. ‘Me too.’
Jacob picked the pieces of the vampire up and putted them under his shirt. We walked towards the entrance of the store and we checked if no one was around. I looked back into the store because I thought that we forgot something: cameras. But they were not there. I relaxed a bit and we fled from the scene.
We searched for an open field in the woods, far away from everything and everyone. When we finally found one, we saw that the arms were trying to find its way back to the body. Jacob got a pack of matches from his left pocket. He lit one and threw it on the pieces of the counter girl. They burned very fast and a sharp sweet smell mingled with smoke came to me. It smelled too sweet and the smoke almost made me puke.
‘Are you okay, Bells?’ Jake asked me.
‘Yes, I’m fine, thanks’, I answered.
You know when you go in a rollercoaster and you are in the loop, you can get sick. Well, that almost happened to me. But – I don’t know why – Jacob could calm me down. Jake could hold me together. That’s when I knew it for sure: he was the love of my life. My eternal flame. And I was never going to let it go.
Jacob helped me up and we wanted to find some water. When we couldn’t find it, I knew that I had to tell him my new secret: mermaid and powers.
‘Jake, there’s something else that I need to tell you’, I began.
‘What do you mean, Bella?’
I began to explain that, when I ran away, I came out in that cave on the island. When I tried to get out, I knew that I couldn’t take the way back. The only option was to dive into the water pool and to search if there was an opening. I expected that there was one. I got into the water and suddenly it began to bubble. I looked up to see the full moon standing above me.
‘And that’s when you became a mermaid?’ he said.
‘No’, I went further, ‘I only knew that I was a mermaid when I washed me the next morning. That was yesterday. I also found something else out.’
‘Bella, I’m surprised that you kept this from me. Why did you do that?’
‘I didn’t know how you would react. I mean: you are a mythical creature and now I am one too. It is just too weird, Jake.’
‘Okay, I’ll forgive you’, he said with a smile. ‘But tell me everything next time, okay?’
‘I promise’, I replied. ‘I promise it on the love that I have for you!’
‘Now that’s a promise’, he said and pulled me closer. He kissed me and it felt nice to see him happy.
‘And what else did you find out?’ Jake asked me.
‘Well’, I said, ‘it’s better if I show it to you.’
We went back to the fire and I stood still right in front of it. Jacob looked closely at me and I searched for some water. Just a few feet away was a little tidal pool – don’t know how it got there, but it was there – and I moved my right hand up towards it. I made an open hand movement and my hand went up. I pointed at the burning vampire pieces. The water from the tidal pool came up and it sprayed towards the fire. The fire disappeared quickly and I laid my hand on my hip. I looked at the tidal pool and made a fist. The water began to boil. A mist came up from it and all of the water disappeared. I turned towards Jacob who just looked from the burned pieces to his girlfriend: me. He walked towards me after a few seconds.
Suddenly, I saw a water drop falling down in front of my feet. I looked up and saw that a chipmunk was doing the water drops from his apple. One almost fell done on me and I putted my hand up. I had closed my eyes and I dared to open them again after exactly six seconds. I saw the apple, but it was frozen. Ice picks were hanging on it and one little ice pick was right in front of me. I saw other drops of water around me and I pointed with a rigid hand at them. They froze immediately. I smiled because I like these three powers: moving, heating and freezing water. Any other person would scream or yell it to everyone, but I had to be careful. So I knew that I couldn’t tell anyone except my mythical boyfriend of course. Jake was standing there looking even happier than a minute ago.
‘Bella, this is okay. I’m really happy for you’, he said when he stood right in front of me, very close. He lowered his head and our lips nearly met.
‘How do you mean you’re happy for me?’ I mumbled.
‘Well, now you’re not feeling alone anymore as a normal girl in my mythical world’, sounded his husky voice against my lips.
‘Speaking of which’, I began, ‘I have a question.’
posted by JacobbBlackk
Everything and Nothing-Boom Circuits
Lyrics:
One Mehr body left all alone[Jacob is left Von Bella]
She's made another herz her home[Bella choosing Edward]
Lost between the sea and the sky
An Angel – Jäger der Finsternis learning how to fly[i think this is how Bella is learning to adjust to her new vampire-self oder Jacob learning to cope with the situation]
She floats above our bodies asleep in their graves
Dancing in the moonlight glow[i feel like this is Bella once Jacob is dead. Shes like dancing because she is content with her life?]
(I can't have her, save me from her)[repeated throughout song. Its like Jacob wants to...
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Lyrics:
One Mehr body left all alone[Jacob is left Von Bella]
She's made another herz her home[Bella choosing Edward]
Lost between the sea and the sky
An Angel – Jäger der Finsternis learning how to fly[i think this is how Bella is learning to adjust to her new vampire-self oder Jacob learning to cope with the situation]
She floats above our bodies asleep in their graves
Dancing in the moonlight glow[i feel like this is Bella once Jacob is dead. Shes like dancing because she is content with her life?]
(I can't have her, save me from her)[repeated throughout song. Its like Jacob wants to...
posted by casypetrova
"pls don't be scared Du are safe, sicher i wont hurt Du " jacob sagte then he answer my Frage " imprinting is when Du see her all your world revolves around her nothing in this whole world matters Du could be anything for her any one to do anything just for her not the gravity that hold Du to earth its her " he sagte in lovely warm tune i believed him i wasn't scared but i need to go hom
e " i just sagte that beause i trust Du i want Du to know dont' tell any one pls " he said
what the hell this place is Vampire & Werwölfe is this somekind of a joke oder this things are really there among...
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e " i just sagte that beause i trust Du i want Du to know dont' tell any one pls " he said
what the hell this place is Vampire & Werwölfe is this somekind of a joke oder this things are really there among...
posted by casypetrova
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chapter 1 ~
i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when Du got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future Du would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the Tag i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave Home live alone some were she was the Sekunde wife of chief schwan but she got divorced after she...
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chapter 1 ~
i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when Du got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future Du would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the Tag i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave Home live alone some were she was the Sekunde wife of chief schwan but she got divorced after she...
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Hey Twi-hards! We made a funny parody for a school contest! We Liebe Twilight and Hunger Games but we're Team Jacob so we thought this would be fun! Enjoy and feel free to share around!
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Many people are familiar with MAD magazine, right? Famous for picking on pop culture? What some may not know is that since last year, parodies have also made their way to Cartoon Network! Check out the hilarious video on Team Jacob!
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