I loved someone once, and I still Liebe that same person. So why am I alone? Did she die? Is she with someone else? Quite frankly I don’t know.
I can see through the future and the past with ease, but if I were to do that with her future, to see what became, I might break. Will I find out that she was killed? Will I find out that she loved another? Will it be something worse? I cannot bär it.
When I first met her I had already been in Liebe with her, though quite frankly I was so arrogant and rash that I probably had no idea what the word meant at that point. But I soon learned that because of me, her entire life would be changed for the dire worse.
Because of me, and my kind, her destiny was altered, as well as her world. And she soon became one of us due to a complete freak accident. And for quite a while she accepted it. She wanted to protect people and she did well. But then my… troubled brother Du could say, came into the picture.
He was so… angry at me for taking what was his. I never wanted it, I was born with it. But he did not earn it based on his actions. He summoned a dark red army to “fix” things, and in turn, she paid the price. I thought she was dead, I thought many of them were, and I Lost it.
I can never forgive myself for when I became THAT angry. Yes I did good afterwards, but it changed nothing. I became a monster, and if I had not been stopped everyone would have been dead. Again, he didn’t earn his place, but that doesn’t mean I have either.
Me and a group of surviving allies confronted my… brother, and once he was defeated we saved the others, including her. I don’t think about how upset she was, it hurts too much to handle. But she was safe.
One of the original council turned out to be alive, who they are is not important. But this member of the council, Seela, told us that she could put things right so that the girl would not have ever been one of us, and could go back to her own world, but we would be changed as well, and my brother would reclaim his spot. Normally that would be wonderful, but our memories gone? And HE who attempted to wipe us out allowed back?
Regardless I sagte nothing. It was her decision, the girl I love, and I would never be able to bring myself to tell her to choose us… but she did. Everything went back to normal in a sense. But I could sense that the actual member who would have been in the position that she had was alive somewhere. He could take her place, and she could go home.
She would not agree to it but I would not have been able to live with myself if I had not sent her back. I used my power to travel through dimensions and back in time with her. Her friends, the ones she had now not seen in over a century, were there.
She joined them once again, tearing eyes, hugging, and everything after that. And I took my leave. I left her there, where she belongs. And I will never again be the cause of her misery.
But I still can’t live with myself. I can’t sleep. Selfishly I cannot stand the thought of her happy with another man. Pathetically I think of ways that I could Mitmachen her one Tag with no options available.
I have my duty, and no matter how much it hurts I can’t stray away from it. Others have, and we’ve become weak because of it. I lead most of the others, since our actual leader is dead, and until all of this is over, and the NeverDead is defeated finally, I will be alone.
I will not Liebe any other, even if they may Liebe me.
I can see through the future and the past with ease, but if I were to do that with her future, to see what became, I might break. Will I find out that she was killed? Will I find out that she loved another? Will it be something worse? I cannot bär it.
When I first met her I had already been in Liebe with her, though quite frankly I was so arrogant and rash that I probably had no idea what the word meant at that point. But I soon learned that because of me, her entire life would be changed for the dire worse.
Because of me, and my kind, her destiny was altered, as well as her world. And she soon became one of us due to a complete freak accident. And for quite a while she accepted it. She wanted to protect people and she did well. But then my… troubled brother Du could say, came into the picture.
He was so… angry at me for taking what was his. I never wanted it, I was born with it. But he did not earn it based on his actions. He summoned a dark red army to “fix” things, and in turn, she paid the price. I thought she was dead, I thought many of them were, and I Lost it.
I can never forgive myself for when I became THAT angry. Yes I did good afterwards, but it changed nothing. I became a monster, and if I had not been stopped everyone would have been dead. Again, he didn’t earn his place, but that doesn’t mean I have either.
Me and a group of surviving allies confronted my… brother, and once he was defeated we saved the others, including her. I don’t think about how upset she was, it hurts too much to handle. But she was safe.
One of the original council turned out to be alive, who they are is not important. But this member of the council, Seela, told us that she could put things right so that the girl would not have ever been one of us, and could go back to her own world, but we would be changed as well, and my brother would reclaim his spot. Normally that would be wonderful, but our memories gone? And HE who attempted to wipe us out allowed back?
Regardless I sagte nothing. It was her decision, the girl I love, and I would never be able to bring myself to tell her to choose us… but she did. Everything went back to normal in a sense. But I could sense that the actual member who would have been in the position that she had was alive somewhere. He could take her place, and she could go home.
She would not agree to it but I would not have been able to live with myself if I had not sent her back. I used my power to travel through dimensions and back in time with her. Her friends, the ones she had now not seen in over a century, were there.
She joined them once again, tearing eyes, hugging, and everything after that. And I took my leave. I left her there, where she belongs. And I will never again be the cause of her misery.
But I still can’t live with myself. I can’t sleep. Selfishly I cannot stand the thought of her happy with another man. Pathetically I think of ways that I could Mitmachen her one Tag with no options available.
I have my duty, and no matter how much it hurts I can’t stray away from it. Others have, and we’ve become weak because of it. I lead most of the others, since our actual leader is dead, and until all of this is over, and the NeverDead is defeated finally, I will be alone.
I will not Liebe any other, even if they may Liebe me.
Shawn: when I was a little kid I got kidnaped at school. This strange man just walked into my school and came in to my class. Think it was my dad that my mom divorced. I was really scared cause he was pointing a gun at the teacher and he sagte give me shawn right now!! oder all shoot. I got really scared so i decided to save the teacher and walk out my sitz to go to him. He took me away. Soon my mother was got worried so she diced to kill her self. When I was free from my dad. I started crying so much. It broke my herz to see my mother dead. And that's the story of Shawns past life.
Okay, since it only got two viewable entrants, here are your winners everyone. ^^
3rd Place: THERE WEREN'T ENOUGH ENTRANTS FOR A 3rd PLACE PRIZE
2nd Place: blossom1111, I will draw Du your request and give Du a Requisiten later.
1st Place: TakTheFox, your image was (even though it was only out of two) the best, so I'll use it on every later RP with Eleina, give Du a Requisiten for images, and draw Du your request. ^^
For anyone wanting to see the Bilder placed into this contest, click the Links below!
TakTheFox's Entry: link
blossom1111's Entry: link
I hope to see Du all again in my Weiter Drawing Contest!!! ^^
3rd Place: THERE WEREN'T ENOUGH ENTRANTS FOR A 3rd PLACE PRIZE
2nd Place: blossom1111, I will draw Du your request and give Du a Requisiten later.
1st Place: TakTheFox, your image was (even though it was only out of two) the best, so I'll use it on every later RP with Eleina, give Du a Requisiten for images, and draw Du your request. ^^
For anyone wanting to see the Bilder placed into this contest, click the Links below!
TakTheFox's Entry: link
blossom1111's Entry: link
I hope to see Du all again in my Weiter Drawing Contest!!! ^^