So many darkened days have passed
So many lonely nights I've had to last
I feel the cold snowflakes dance in my face. They whip my body, than to punish all the wrong choices that I made. Each of the new touch-slit cold-forged my face. Brown hair is even longer memories, the white ice and vapor lock each surrounded Von a frigid embrace. Weep, if I could. The cold has Frozen my tears ripsiini, however, and so closed my eyes to the world. I am no longer able to open them, the Frozen tears of punishment. I do not deserve to see anything other than emptiness. Vajoan straße lamps shine down on my knees. Snow pushing into the persistently through my shoes and hoodies. Greedily, it explores every corner of my body.
Distance to light and happiness
Feels infinite, I couldn't joy in this less
Wind blows harder. I can see through the closed eyelids, your face. Face, who always liked puoliani. Faces, which are always other ilkkuivat. Red hair framing pale features and dark eyes penetrate into the inner talk. But I know that it is an illusion that I would get to go. Like so many times before.
Closing my eyes I can see your face
But the feeling of warmth is long gone
My knees no longer carry me, I give up. About to fall from the ground, giving myself completely frost-export. The cold seems to get excited about the sacrifice, and whip my body harder. I feel the energy draining my body on the street. The last way of escape, the last attempt. Numb fingers groping hoodie folds. My fingers reach the knife, but I am unable to hold onto. Excerpt releases time and time again, I'm not strong enough.
I would fly, leave this solitude far behind
Hold Du eternally close to mine
I know my mind will exit from my body, I'm flying. I fly far from the heights towards the light. Gradually, the cold is removed, and once again I can feel my body members. I open my eyes, Frozen tears have melted, and they are no longer just a wet memorials melted down my cheeks. Am able to smile again without pain.
Get away from these million nights of winter
I would, if I only could
Then I hear it.
Steps.
I'm back to reality, my own body. I feel strong hands that turn stiff my body around. I'm back in my thoughts with you, your dark embrace of your mind, your darkish lips pushed against my owns. This time, I do not be achieved Von most. My prince, Du had come to rescue me. At last.
Trying to cope with how it is
Till one Tag I'll feel joy and nothing of this
"Racer! How is he? "
"He's gotta get somewhere warm! Temperature is really low! We talk about just Minuten now, Alyss."
"Bring him to us, I live closer. We cannot go away when Kureij is in that state. "
I hear vague discussion near me. I do not recognize your voice whispers from the crowd. Where are you? Oh, my prince of darkness, why do not drown me in shimmering kiss? Shuddering expect my body warm, your hands touch.
Someone takes me Von arms.
Though with my mind that is Frozen Von this cold
I can still recall what Du are to hold
It's not you. No. I would recognize you. Despair over my mind, and I would struggle out if I could. An unknown force will hold me inadvertently toward the warmth and security, but I do not want it. I want to wait for you. I know that Du will arrive even as the king. Red unifrom waving skirts, head proudly erect, bend your will around snowflakes, even the ground under Du would bow. Du could manage all that, oh, if only Du could manage me.
I whisper a silent wish of the wind, once again.
I close my eyes and I wait for when
The feeling of warmth will return
And give up.
I would fly, leave this solitude far behind
Hold Du eternally close to mine
******
Du dont know, how hard is write this kinda text in ENGLISH! TwT' Anyway, this story tells about Kueij, who is missing Jerome badly~ I will let Du guys figure out, what those last words means. And sorry, SO SORRY, about the HORRIBLE english there! ^^' I hope, Du can still figure it out, somehow~<3
So many lonely nights I've had to last
I feel the cold snowflakes dance in my face. They whip my body, than to punish all the wrong choices that I made. Each of the new touch-slit cold-forged my face. Brown hair is even longer memories, the white ice and vapor lock each surrounded Von a frigid embrace. Weep, if I could. The cold has Frozen my tears ripsiini, however, and so closed my eyes to the world. I am no longer able to open them, the Frozen tears of punishment. I do not deserve to see anything other than emptiness. Vajoan straße lamps shine down on my knees. Snow pushing into the persistently through my shoes and hoodies. Greedily, it explores every corner of my body.
Distance to light and happiness
Feels infinite, I couldn't joy in this less
Wind blows harder. I can see through the closed eyelids, your face. Face, who always liked puoliani. Faces, which are always other ilkkuivat. Red hair framing pale features and dark eyes penetrate into the inner talk. But I know that it is an illusion that I would get to go. Like so many times before.
Closing my eyes I can see your face
But the feeling of warmth is long gone
My knees no longer carry me, I give up. About to fall from the ground, giving myself completely frost-export. The cold seems to get excited about the sacrifice, and whip my body harder. I feel the energy draining my body on the street. The last way of escape, the last attempt. Numb fingers groping hoodie folds. My fingers reach the knife, but I am unable to hold onto. Excerpt releases time and time again, I'm not strong enough.
I would fly, leave this solitude far behind
Hold Du eternally close to mine
I know my mind will exit from my body, I'm flying. I fly far from the heights towards the light. Gradually, the cold is removed, and once again I can feel my body members. I open my eyes, Frozen tears have melted, and they are no longer just a wet memorials melted down my cheeks. Am able to smile again without pain.
Get away from these million nights of winter
I would, if I only could
Then I hear it.
Steps.
I'm back to reality, my own body. I feel strong hands that turn stiff my body around. I'm back in my thoughts with you, your dark embrace of your mind, your darkish lips pushed against my owns. This time, I do not be achieved Von most. My prince, Du had come to rescue me. At last.
Trying to cope with how it is
Till one Tag I'll feel joy and nothing of this
"Racer! How is he? "
"He's gotta get somewhere warm! Temperature is really low! We talk about just Minuten now, Alyss."
"Bring him to us, I live closer. We cannot go away when Kureij is in that state. "
I hear vague discussion near me. I do not recognize your voice whispers from the crowd. Where are you? Oh, my prince of darkness, why do not drown me in shimmering kiss? Shuddering expect my body warm, your hands touch.
Someone takes me Von arms.
Though with my mind that is Frozen Von this cold
I can still recall what Du are to hold
It's not you. No. I would recognize you. Despair over my mind, and I would struggle out if I could. An unknown force will hold me inadvertently toward the warmth and security, but I do not want it. I want to wait for you. I know that Du will arrive even as the king. Red unifrom waving skirts, head proudly erect, bend your will around snowflakes, even the ground under Du would bow. Du could manage all that, oh, if only Du could manage me.
I whisper a silent wish of the wind, once again.
I close my eyes and I wait for when
The feeling of warmth will return
And give up.
I would fly, leave this solitude far behind
Hold Du eternally close to mine
******
Du dont know, how hard is write this kinda text in ENGLISH! TwT' Anyway, this story tells about Kueij, who is missing Jerome badly~ I will let Du guys figure out, what those last words means. And sorry, SO SORRY, about the HORRIBLE english there! ^^' I hope, Du can still figure it out, somehow~<3
