It's kind of a silly question, but here goes..

If you're worried that not self-penetrating will make your first time Mehr painful, I shouldn't be too concerned. Full disclosure, I masturbated frequently before I had sex for the first time, however my fingers (and vibrator) stuck to stimulating my clitoris rather than penetration. Penetration's great and all, but Du can bring yourself to orgasm with clitoral stimulation alone, no penetration necessary.

If Du are interested in masturbating, but are embarrassed oder grossed out Von juices on your finger, I would suggest finding a vibrator. Du don't need to buy an OFFICIAL one, oder anything, so no need to be embarrassed. Several things can function as a vibrator, even if it wasn't its original intended use. For example, those innocuous vibrating "back massagers" Du can find in the drug stores like Walgreen's. Cheap, easy, and shameless.

If you're not interested in masturbating, and really want to wait for your first time to experience what the whole thing is like, that's also a perfectly respectable choice. But be assured that not masturbating probably won't make your first time Mehr painful than it should be. Penetrating yourself just for the sake of preventing pain during your first time is probably not a good idea, as you'll be Mehr nervous and probably Mehr hesitant. When you're with someone Du really want to be with, Du think you'll be nervous - and Du are - but it's much easier to get caught up in the moment than Du think. I promise, if Du wait for the right person, and the right time, it will be a remarkable experience Du won't forget.

The best of luck to Du in everything Du do!

I mean, Du can have sex all the time and it won't really change anything. You're always gonna bounce back into a horny phase, especially since you're young still. I would think jacking off would be the same, its just not as fun a having sex for real.

The only thing that I can see that having masturbated would change for your future sex life is that you'd have a better idea of what Du like. Du can't expect your partner to know your body better than Du do. Having sagte that, Du can always explore together when the time is right.

I understand Du feel a little embarrassed, but your body is meant to give Du pleasure. Everyone masturbates. If they say they don't, they're lying!

It is not silly. It is a GOOD Frage & a legitimate one. It's okay. It will not affect a thing.

You'll be fine, either way. I understand the no privacy thing certainly dissuades all of that, even if Du wanted to, it does not accentuate at all.

If ever Du should feel like though~ Du don't have to watch/look oder do anything too funny/weird oder complicated in figuring out what helps & what Du like if Du decide-go to the bathroom, lock the door, run water if Du feel the need, and don't be embarrassed alone Von yourself. It is your body.

Everyone has different questions, different shyness levels, different turn-ons, but we are all human and in that we share the basics so it's good to ask. ;)