Is It a bad thing That i only want to be with my ex who cheated on me twice?

In my opinion it's a terrible mistake if Du want some relationship. But if Du want some fun, then... (sigh*) go on

It's like you're Lesen a book that Du already read before and Du know the end.... I know it's sad, but there's a lot of gras, grass in the field... don't make a fool of yourself.... fight against yourself, so Du won't cry again.

i dont think so. sometimes it is really hard to get comfortable with someone new so Du go back to what Du know.