Shadowfan here!
In case Du all didn't know, today is my birthday. (Well, when i wrote this, it was still Aug 13th, now it's the 14th) 25 years Vor today, I made my way into this fascinating, yet dark and mysterious world we call: Earth. Over the years, I have learned a lot about the world around me. I've learn that there is not only evil here, but also good--even when it seems so Lost and buried. Now, although today was a pretty good birthday, I'd like to take a moment out of this Tag to talk about someone I know. Someone that left me too soon.
I don't talk about him much, but now I think it's time to. 25 years ago, my mother gave birth to twin boys--Me and Jeremy. He was born pretty healthy, while I was the one with a lot of health problems. We were born 3 months early, but somehow, Jeremy turned out OK for the most part. However, it seemed like one of us were just destined to leave rather quickly. 2 months after birth, my twin brother sadly passed away. Granted, he had problems, too, but not as bad as mine were. I basically got the crappy end of the stick....
And so, I grow up without a twin--and I often wonder what it would have been like, Du know? Now, also granted, I have 3 other siblings (two bro's and a sis) and I'm grateful for them. But it still gets to me at times, especially since I was raised Von my grandmother, practically being in an "only child environment" my whole life, which stunk most of the time.
Sometimes, I do actually wonder what it would have been like to have a twin--would we have been exactly alike? Extremely opposite? Guess I'll never know. For the past few years, I went through that depression phase I talked about in my other article, and at that time (and sometimes even now) I wonder why I couldn't have joined Jeremy. Why couldn't I die with him? Why was it that I had to stay here while he left before he could even understand what world he was born into? *sighs* I ask Fragen I may never know the Antwort to, but it's OK. As for my depression, I am trying my very best to Bewegen forward. I have a few days like I use to, but I manage. But one thing I know is that I do actually miss him. I mean, I can't really cry over him, because I never even knew him. But I wish I could have at least knew what it would have been like to have him around. Well, anyway, I have sagte all I wanted to say, so....
Jeremy, if you're out there anywhere, just know I'm thinking about ya. I may not have known you, but I hope to see Du in Heaven. Love, your older twin, Joshua.
In case Du all didn't know, today is my birthday. (Well, when i wrote this, it was still Aug 13th, now it's the 14th) 25 years Vor today, I made my way into this fascinating, yet dark and mysterious world we call: Earth. Over the years, I have learned a lot about the world around me. I've learn that there is not only evil here, but also good--even when it seems so Lost and buried. Now, although today was a pretty good birthday, I'd like to take a moment out of this Tag to talk about someone I know. Someone that left me too soon.
I don't talk about him much, but now I think it's time to. 25 years ago, my mother gave birth to twin boys--Me and Jeremy. He was born pretty healthy, while I was the one with a lot of health problems. We were born 3 months early, but somehow, Jeremy turned out OK for the most part. However, it seemed like one of us were just destined to leave rather quickly. 2 months after birth, my twin brother sadly passed away. Granted, he had problems, too, but not as bad as mine were. I basically got the crappy end of the stick....
And so, I grow up without a twin--and I often wonder what it would have been like, Du know? Now, also granted, I have 3 other siblings (two bro's and a sis) and I'm grateful for them. But it still gets to me at times, especially since I was raised Von my grandmother, practically being in an "only child environment" my whole life, which stunk most of the time.
Sometimes, I do actually wonder what it would have been like to have a twin--would we have been exactly alike? Extremely opposite? Guess I'll never know. For the past few years, I went through that depression phase I talked about in my other article, and at that time (and sometimes even now) I wonder why I couldn't have joined Jeremy. Why couldn't I die with him? Why was it that I had to stay here while he left before he could even understand what world he was born into? *sighs* I ask Fragen I may never know the Antwort to, but it's OK. As for my depression, I am trying my very best to Bewegen forward. I have a few days like I use to, but I manage. But one thing I know is that I do actually miss him. I mean, I can't really cry over him, because I never even knew him. But I wish I could have at least knew what it would have been like to have him around. Well, anyway, I have sagte all I wanted to say, so....
Jeremy, if you're out there anywhere, just know I'm thinking about ya. I may not have known you, but I hope to see Du in Heaven. Love, your older twin, Joshua.
One of my favorite book series'.
Yesterday, Demi Lovato talked about the nominees for the American Musik Awards coming up on the 21st of November.
It will be really exciting, because in the category for Best Female Popstar we have Ke$ha, Lady Gaga and Katy Perry!
In the category for Best Male Artist we have to choose between Justin Bieber, his friend Usher and Eminem. Who will win?
And as far as Artist of the Year, it is between Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Ke$ha and Eminem. An interesting mix and tough competition.
Du can vote for your Favoriten on the event webpage here: American Musik Awards.
It will be really exciting, because in the category for Best Female Popstar we have Ke$ha, Lady Gaga and Katy Perry!
In the category for Best Male Artist we have to choose between Justin Bieber, his friend Usher and Eminem. Who will win?
And as far as Artist of the Year, it is between Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Ke$ha and Eminem. An interesting mix and tough competition.
Du can vote for your Favoriten on the event webpage here: American Musik Awards.
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5 Mehr incredibly Zufällig stuff...I'd like to note that not everything listed is exactly possible, but each is genuinely unique and Zufällig in it's own way....
5) wear a nametag that reads "hello. My name is Jesus Christ" (or famous person) when some one says "you're not Jesus" turn around and say "Jesus? Where?"
4) befriend a zombie (don't try unless you're okay with being bitten)
3) give out autographs to complete strangers and pretend you're famous
2) divide Von zero (it's a little harder than it looks)
1) walk up behind someone and whisper in their ear "I like mudkips...."
Lots of laughs...I recommend 3, 2 and 1
5) wear a nametag that reads "hello. My name is Jesus Christ" (or famous person) when some one says "you're not Jesus" turn around and say "Jesus? Where?"
4) befriend a zombie (don't try unless you're okay with being bitten)
3) give out autographs to complete strangers and pretend you're famous
2) divide Von zero (it's a little harder than it looks)
1) walk up behind someone and whisper in their ear "I like mudkips...."
Lots of laughs...I recommend 3, 2 and 1
Ever met that one person who really really aggervates Du , like constantly talking oder doing everything Du do , well im gonna help Du deal with them without punching them in the face (kris style <3)
1) always carry a stress ball , those things do work , and if not , Du can always throw it at him/her
2) Carry a kissen in Du purse/bag , so if Du need to scream , scream in the kissen , this pervents people from thinking your crazy
3) Earphones , Du COULD use them to block that person out , but studies Zeigen that if that person happens to schlucken one of the earphones , they wont talk anymore ,
4)Just a hint ; throwing chairs never helps ,
5)Try to be their friend , mabey that'll work
6) if its your sibbling ,
Girl:flush her fav Barbie doll
Boy:Flush his favorate comic book
mixed gender: Flush their face (:
Again; Kris style <3
any ideas on any other topis to make kris style , please tell me (: <3
KrisLovesYou !
1) always carry a stress ball , those things do work , and if not , Du can always throw it at him/her
2) Carry a kissen in Du purse/bag , so if Du need to scream , scream in the kissen , this pervents people from thinking your crazy
3) Earphones , Du COULD use them to block that person out , but studies Zeigen that if that person happens to schlucken one of the earphones , they wont talk anymore ,
4)Just a hint ; throwing chairs never helps ,
5)Try to be their friend , mabey that'll work
6) if its your sibbling ,
Girl:flush her fav Barbie doll
Boy:Flush his favorate comic book
mixed gender: Flush their face (:
Again; Kris style <3
any ideas on any other topis to make kris style , please tell me (: <3
KrisLovesYou !
Are You MAD!?
I am sorry. I hate it when i have to do this, because i know that it's really silly! But the only reason why i wouldn't Fan anyone back, would be if they had joined the twilight saga club. I can see it on their Profil and i immediately go all prejudice against them.
I shouldn't, i know, but it's against my morals to Fan someone who loves the Twilight saga. If you're only a Fan of Twilight, sometimes i forgive you... if you've done something to earn my respect.
Which would lead me onto my Weiter reason...
If Du have done nothing to earn my friendship, and not joined any of my favourite/major clubs, then i don't feel obliged to Fan you.
However, if i can see that you're a Fan of 'Random' oder 'Harry Potter' oder 'HP v T' etc, then the probability is that i will Fan Du back.
On the other hand, if Du are looking at this thinking that Du haven't done any of these things, then feel free to Fan me... i'll gladly return the favour! :)
xxx
I shouldn't, i know, but it's against my morals to Fan someone who loves the Twilight saga. If you're only a Fan of Twilight, sometimes i forgive you... if you've done something to earn my respect.
Which would lead me onto my Weiter reason...
If Du have done nothing to earn my friendship, and not joined any of my favourite/major clubs, then i don't feel obliged to Fan you.
However, if i can see that you're a Fan of 'Random' oder 'Harry Potter' oder 'HP v T' etc, then the probability is that i will Fan Du back.
On the other hand, if Du are looking at this thinking that Du haven't done any of these things, then feel free to Fan me... i'll gladly return the favour! :)
xxx
