Is being so close And having so much to say And watching Du walk away. And never knowing What couldve been And not seeing that loving Du is what i was trying to do.
Couldnt help myself. For me, its hearing all the pain.
Rape at age 7 and having to kill him just to escape that hell and come back to a family that never knew Du were kidnapped and simply thought Du had committed suicide, do to all the teasing Du got at school. Only years later finding out that in your absence your family had gone on holiday with your cousins. There are thousands Mehr things in my life that hurt, but this is the most painful.
I hate to be alone... I feel all lonely and I want company. But nobody cares about me. Only my parents. But I don't want just them. I want my friends. My crush. Just... SOMEONE. But what I hate most is that I do nothing about it... :(
