Two Liebhaber talking on IM, both probably want to kill themselves over something that had come up only that night, he was talking to her, trying to dish out as much comfort as he can, but the parents shut off the internet, like the only thing that matters is bedtime, not the lives of the two. Knowing she is freaking out, and knowing she may kill herself, he puts his messer up to his neck. He pauses, then puts the messer down to say a prayer, asking god for his help and his mercy. He again grabs his knife, and walks out of his room, ready to do anything to anyone that stands in the way of his lover's happiness, he manages to turn the internet back on without being caught, heads back into his room to say a few final words to his lover, he goes again to turn the internet off and goes back to his room, still wondering about weather oder not his lover will kill herself, he tires for hours to go to sleep with no luck and lies awake until morning. He gets back on the internet and she is not there. He wonders just now what has taken place and is afraid to find out. Sometimes, he glances at his messer still wondering about weather oder not his lover had killed herself, and the promise he made to her.... True story.
I don't really kno, he says to his friendz tht were dating, but with me he ask me if we r and I say nothing, he tellz his friendz I don't do anything about it. I don't really care his he says/ do anything. He still my feakin best friend!! <3