What's on your mind??

I'm worried about my final grades in school! I have eight days until summer and I'm so ready to be done with my school and Bewegen on to high school. However, my goal throughout the Jahr has been to make straight A's on my Berichten card. That goal was recently broken Von my B- in Spanish (I'm terrible at Spanish, so I wasn't too hard on myself). So as the school Jahr ends, final tests and grades are coming up and I feel so unfocussed, like I don't want to pay attention oder take the time to study. Part of me knows that I'll do bad, but then I look at how it's the end of the Jahr (nobody's going to care!) and I already have a B- on my Berichten card (so what could be worse? why even bother?) so for some reason, I haven't been taking studying seriously. This is a problem, because all of my final tests are tomorrow and I've already wasted time on Fanpop when I needed to be studying! I just want this school Jahr to end SO BAD because I can't stand my class and I can't stand the people who run the place either. I just want to play basketball 'til my heart's content (I'm signed up for two summer team leagues)!

right now, i'm thinking about a big slice of pizza.... sorry i'm really hungry, can u get me a slice of pizza oder just something to eat?

I have a pretty boring life, the depression has passed, and now I'm just concentrating on school. But I know there are some people who need others to be there for them, I'm glad you're willing to help them out. Me? I'm going to bed, I'm super tired...

Many many things.

I keep thinking about tomorrows trip to the zoo, thank god I'm going with friends......I'd be tempted to feed myself to the lions.

Well i been listening to a bunch of Liebe songs and some of them remind me of my crush (who hasnt text back) and i just keep wondering if he feels the same way......

I am feeling a bit guilty that I don't know all the members of the Writer's Club at my school. I want to write something nice about them but I don't know them that well and that makes me feel guilty.
The Sekunde thing is my english persuasive essay. I'm afraid I won't do well on it. I don't want to ask my english teacher about it because I don't want to bother him and he makes me uncomfortable.
The third thing is my math class. We are learning something new in math and I don't get it all! It's stressing me out. I failed one Quiz and it's the first one I failed in a really long time and It makes me upset.
Then the final thing is french. I feel like I'm slowly failing. I failed two Quizze in a row and makes me upset. I don't want to take it again. Plus I want to go to France with my french teacher Weiter summer but it's really expensive so I have to get a job.

Well those are most of the things on my mind right now.

If Du must know.....At this moment....I hear my younger brother and dad having a yelling fight, including many f-bombs. I want them to shut up.

Liebe so hard to find when someone's on your mind

Can't answer that without getting reported. ;) (Sorry, I was just watching one of my Favorit shows, with a couple of my Favorit actors.)

Tomorrow is my last Tag of high school. I have two 5 page papers due that I haven't started, but I have all Tag tomorrow to do them so it should be fine. I'm happy about that, but I'm nervous about college because I don't know anyone that's going to the same school as me, but it will all work out :)

check out my porfile motto!!! :( :( i am sad!!!
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I haven't done my Science lab Berichten and its due Monday and its my dad's weekend. I don't wanna do it tomorrow but i gotta. Other than that i feel fine.

I'm completely stressed out! There's too much to keep up with and I have zero motivation to work, which is unlike me. I'm just exhausted and tired and frustrated and trapped. I'm just living such a monotonous, gray lifestyle right now. I almost never get any time to myself and even less time to spend with my friends. I'm basically being a social failure right now, but I don't have any choice. My parents say that school takes precedence over most other stuff, and I'm forced to abide Von that rule.

Motivate me, please! :(

my exams will start Weiter week and the 1st exam is Math!i started to read it and practice but i think i'll lose it
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i'm also nervous about my other exams

Whats on my mind is my bf saying he loved me about 5 mins Vor <33
Liebe u 2 babe