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littlebirdy05 said:
Fascinating question, and fascinating answers, I think I'll put my own reasons. :P First things first, depression runs in my family for one, but there are quite a lot of things that aren't really helping, either. Here's a few. Home life. It sucks dude, I live with my neat freak, depression and anger prone grandma, and my ADHD sister. Not that either of those are bad things, it's just not a good combination. Not to mention, we will soon be joined Von my aunt, who is worse than my grandma. We live in a tiny, less than single wide trailer, where not even the BATHROOM has a door, let alone my room. Why do I live with my grandma? My mother abandoned me and my sister three times now, to go off and marry some dude (She's married to a quadriplegic this time, and they live in a small room at their Friends house), and my father, well, last I heard he was in Kentucky. I'm also prone to self harm, and the occasional 'thought', but that's my fault. School days. They also suck. As if being short, slightly below average looking, and non athletic were not bett enough for society today, I also have Tourrett's Syndrome, which can, Du know, cause some difficulty and make one an EASY target for poking fun at. Like calling 'Twitchy' oder barking at, oder being called an attention whore (if you'll pardon the language) and being accused of faking it all in the first place. To oben, nach oben it all off, I've also managed to inherit all of my families mental issues. Yay me, right? Social phobia, OCD, Schizoid personality disorder(this keeps me from being able to handle praise oder affection), temper problems, paranoia, and a great possibility of Paranoid Schizophrenia. XP Which occasionally causes delusions, hallucinations, and so on and so forth (basically when people think of 'crazy' they're thinking of schizophrenia). This, for those of Du reading, is ONLY the tip of the iceberg, here. And yet I don't complain, because no matter how bad anyone's life gets, there's always someone worse off, so, for me, it's all good. :P
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