if the Liebe of your life died,
what would Du do if they died a terrible death,
would Du get revenge,
would Du hate everyone,
would Du become a murderer in return,
would Du cry your life away,
oder would Du take your life away?
What would Du do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would Du do if they died terribly,
would Du laugh because no tears will come,
would Du cry until it is all over,
would Du do the same,
would Du run away,
oder would Du just throw it all away?
What would Du do,
if Du were hit Von a car,
what would Du do if Du were dying,
would Du feel sorry for yourself,
would Du cry until the end,
would Du remember everything Du have ever done,
would Du call your mom,
oder would Du hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would Du do,
when everything ends for Du oder a friend?
What would Du do?
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My herz is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen Von the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to schlucken me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My herz is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen Von the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to schlucken me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if herz is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with Liebe that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if herz is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with Liebe that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew Du for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
Du always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
Du always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
Du just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew Du would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
Du and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
Du ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never sagte goodbye
I wish i could of sagte goodbye
For Du are here
No more
__________________________________________________
In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss Du and Du will never be forgotten
____________________________________________________
Only knew Du for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
Du always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
Du always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
Du just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew Du would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
Du and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
Du ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never sagte goodbye
I wish i could of sagte goodbye
For Du are here
No more
__________________________________________________
In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss Du and Du will never be forgotten
When I talk to my Friends I pretend I am standing on the wings
of a flying plane. I cannot be trusted to tell them how I am.
oder if I am falling to earth weighing less
than a dozen roses. Sometimes I dream they have broken up
with their Liebhaber and are carrying Essen to my house.
When I open the mailbox I hear their voices
like the long upward-winding curve of a train whistle
passing through the tall grasses and ferns
after the train has passed. I never get ahead of their shadows.
I embrace them in front of moving cars. I keep them away
from my miseries because to say I am miserable is to say I am like them.
—Jason Shinder
of a flying plane. I cannot be trusted to tell them how I am.
oder if I am falling to earth weighing less
than a dozen roses. Sometimes I dream they have broken up
with their Liebhaber and are carrying Essen to my house.
When I open the mailbox I hear their voices
like the long upward-winding curve of a train whistle
passing through the tall grasses and ferns
after the train has passed. I never get ahead of their shadows.
I embrace them in front of moving cars. I keep them away
from my miseries because to say I am miserable is to say I am like them.
—Jason Shinder
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Wölfe Singen to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me as I lay in the grass.
I want people to understand me completely
I am Zufällig yet shy
I pretend I am always going on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them
I worry that I won't find someone who can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry because the blames fall on me
I understand people's problems
I say witty things that persuade people
I dream of an absolution & life of adventure
I try to fit in but it's just so boring
I hope to travel around the world making Mehr Friends along the way.
I am all that I am, I am all of me
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Wölfe Singen to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me as I lay in the grass.
I want people to understand me completely
I am Zufällig yet shy
I pretend I am always going on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them
I worry that I won't find someone who can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry because the blames fall on me
I understand people's problems
I say witty things that persuade people
I dream of an absolution & life of adventure
I try to fit in but it's just so boring
I hope to travel around the world making Mehr Friends along the way.
I am all that I am, I am all of me
Good and evil
Liebe and hate
The balances of life
Makes everything flow just right
Until misery takes control of your world...
Misery is a parasite
Feeds off other's to become stronger
It hunts for those who are happy
Only to bite and infect them
With it's disease
It penetrates deep into your mind
Death and despair flood the thoughts
The virus spreads further...to your soul
Du are sick with misery
Contagious
Du don't want to infect
Forced into isolation
A weak body and a weak mind
There is no cure for Du to find
Until the Tag comes when an antidote called Love
Finds it's way inside
And kills the virus
But cures are hard to find
Like any Liebe is...
to see, feel, hear, touch and taste
your eyes, your lips, your hands
Du are everywhere
a touch, soft and tender
a whisper, full of desire
a gasp of sweet surrender
as passion fuels the fire
and though we still have far to go
that's alright, we'll take it slow
and though the days are often long
with Du here I can be strong
there's no time in life to judge
only time enough for love
so as another night slips by
let’s dance beneath the sky
in our secret garden
Liebe took power over our will
progressively, gently, tenderly, lover to lover
love, you’re all I ever needed
and I want Du now. now being forever.
this is my eternal vow.