Du said...
Du said
Du would
try to make
this up.
Du said
Du wanted
me Von your side.
Du said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.
Du said.
Du said
Du wanted
the fresh start
for us,
Du said
Du wanted us
back,
Du wanted
me back.
Du promised.
Du said
Du would
try,
Du said
that things
would be better
this time,
Du said
I would feel
better
from now.
Remember,
Du said.
No Mehr tears,
Du said,
no more
empty words,
remember?
Du said.
Du said
Du wanted
a fresh start
for us.
Du said,
no Mehr pain,
Du said,
no more.
And no Mehr lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
Du gave,
no Mehr pain,
that's what
Du said.
THe world is cruel,
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one Tag someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate Du for who Du are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because Du have white skin
because I have two dads
because Du have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge Du by.
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one Tag someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate Du for who Du are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because Du have white skin
because I have two dads
because Du have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge Du by.
Du seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows Du
like a hook,
won't let Du go,
won't leave Du alone.
Du smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that Du hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves Du not,
Du don't see the Angel – Jäger der Finsternis on
your shoulder,
trying to give Du a strength.
Du long for life
that Du don't know of,
Du seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.
why did Du cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved Du so much, I still do,
and if Du asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I Liebe you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved Du and Du just threw it away,
but that's it im done with Du now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing Du ever had,
Du don't know what Du have got until Du loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
why did I deserve that?
I loved Du so much, I still do,
and if Du asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I Liebe you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved Du and Du just threw it away,
but that's it im done with Du now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing Du ever had,
Du don't know what Du have got until Du loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting Du sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if Du are hear Lesen this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if Du will not forgive me i chose to be mad at Du when Du tried to apolagize
just know this Friends are forever
i will keep Du in my head if i forget ill still have Du in my heart
and hopefully Du will keep me in yours now your gone Du wont see me but Du have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to Mehr then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting Du sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if Du are hear Lesen this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if Du will not forgive me i chose to be mad at Du when Du tried to apolagize
just know this Friends are forever
i will keep Du in my head if i forget ill still have Du in my heart
and hopefully Du will keep me in yours now your gone Du wont see me but Du have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to Mehr then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
I Bewegen a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I Bewegen behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I Bewegen between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your Liebe is a drug
your Liebe is my high
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I Bewegen behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I Bewegen between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your Liebe is a drug
your Liebe is my high
As life flutters Von on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My herz leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters Von on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My herz leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters Von on Angel's wings
Whitman
I have perceiv’d that to be
With those i like is enough,
To stop in company with the rest
At evening is enough,
To be surrounded Von beautiful,
Curious, breathing,
Laughing flesh is enough…
I do not ask any Mehr delight,
I swim in it as in a sea.
There is something in staying close
To men and women and looking on them,
And in the contact and odor of them,
That pleases the soul well,
All things please the soul,
But these please the soul well.
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Live high, live mighty, live righteously, taking it easy [Jason Mraz]
Smile wider, look closer, and think broader [Blend Apparel]
--- LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
