i Hate How Du
Make My herz Beat
Uncontrolably

i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You

i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You

i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See Du With Another Girl

i Hate How Du
Make Me Care
About You

it's To Bad
i Do...

... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.

i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte Du So Much,
That i Liebe You."

But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...

...Again.

I still cry.
Why did Du leave me like this?
Why did Du have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

Du knew Du would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep Du from being blue

But Du resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like Du did
I starve myself, like Du did
I hid my feelings like Du did
Now, Will I die like Du did?

Maybe if Du would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude Kommentare please...
~OfmiceandDes

We hung out almost
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
Du sagte forever.

When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.

Du come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
Du a smile.

I always listen to the
Same melody,
And Du keep appearing
In my memory.

I think of Du every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.

I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see Du one last
time,
But I can only see Du in my
Mind.

Du will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.

I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from Du are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like Du were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if Du wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one Tag we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be Von my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please Du cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit Von the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all Du do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be Merida - Legende der Highlands for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my herz fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u

This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"

Look what I see there
those Rosen are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those Singen birds are very dear to me..

This green gras, grass freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart

See what I see there
a regenbogen after a very heavy rain
those Farben can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature

I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am Singen with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.

a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.

When Du hope,
Du expect and wish,
Du have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
Du don’t want them killed,
Hope makes Du stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to Du in life,
Sometimes Du need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

Du and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire Du herz out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
Du know what Du want,


Keep hoping till the END……

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still Liebe him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my herz cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile Du see on my face.
Going a single Tag without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the Weiter day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."