I saw something I wanted to see Mehr of~
When Du looked at me with those eyes I felt Du were tresspassing
looking down into my heart.
Seeing what secrets lied there,
It was so terrifing, yet libaerating!
I couldn't look away I saw Du had your own secrets...
And I wanted to heal those broken beautifull eyes,
Thats the Tag Du cursed me,
thats the Tag those lovely eyes broke me down so badly that I wanted to cry!
Du made me want to be the one to heal you,
I wanted to stay in those eyes...
I wanted Du to be Von my side, be mine and mine only...
When Du look at me directly, down to my soul,
Du seem to look at me with something,
so mysterious, so scary, so beautifull...
I hope it would be love....
but I know its not.
I can't help but look at Du with love,
Du seem to not notice...
maybe thats for the best but...
I feel this growing pain of Du not there,
of your FRIENDSHIP only,
I feel pain.
I hate this, I don't hate Du though.
Never could, never will.
Wish I did, wish I will.
But my herz aches for you, my herz calls to you,
It may be kinda mushy but your always on my mind!
With those heavenly eyes~
When Du look me in the eyes I feel that Liebe swell up,
and find myself in total bliss wanting to stay there...
forever...
When I see your heavenly eyes...
~B
Love, Love Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye
But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,
I Want To Tell Du These Things,
I Wish To Sing To Du About These Things!
These Things I Feel When Du Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...
That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.
You've got some real demons,
Du know that right?
Liebe and hate,
Black a white.
Du don't know which is which,
Darkness oder light
I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
Du don't want to understand
Du want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue
The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
Du won't stay locked in the past
You've got some real demons,
Du know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light
Du know that right?
Liebe and hate,
Black a white.
Du don't know which is which,
Darkness oder light
I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
Du don't want to understand
Du want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue
The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
Du won't stay locked in the past
You've got some real demons,
Du know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light
For you, hon!!!! Because Du asked me:D
A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.
Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!
I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.
A few Mehr steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!
Hope Du like it:D
A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.
Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!
I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.
A few Mehr steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!
Hope Du like it:D
one Tag Du will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when Du fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though Du did me wrong and even though Du shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though Du sagte Du cared even though Du werent really there and Du made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with Du tearing down the walls of everything and everyone Du ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when Du fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though Du did me wrong and even though Du shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though Du sagte Du cared even though Du werent really there and Du made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with Du tearing down the walls of everything and everyone Du ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.
shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in Liebe
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a taube the sign of Liebe
to feel the Liebe
it fits like a handschuh
Liebe send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in Liebe
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a taube the sign of Liebe
to feel the Liebe
it fits like a handschuh
Liebe send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me
The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white bett sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven oder hell
its Lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating herz of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
Liebe like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white bett sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven oder hell
its Lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating herz of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
Liebe like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again
do Du truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen Von my personality oder Von my body
the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job
i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more
do Du really think i eat oder sleep
do Du think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a Monat the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave
i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me oder kick me
do Du really think im happy?
the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood Von her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me
so Weiter time Du see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen Von my personality oder Von my body
the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job
i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more
do Du really think i eat oder sleep
do Du think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a Monat the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave
i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me oder kick me
do Du really think im happy?
the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood Von her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me
so Weiter time Du see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?
Stopping Von Woods on a Snowy Evening
Von ROBERT FROST
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and Frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his geschirr, kabelbaum bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
Von ROBERT FROST
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and Frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his geschirr, kabelbaum bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
