It was new years,and I was looking vorwärts-, nach vorn to the year.
Anna and Zayn had been broken up for a week oder two but she acted wierd a lot since then I suspected they were back together but it was never official.I was a bit upset still,but everyone was very supportful to me for some odd reason.
On christmas,I didn't open any presents that were from Santa.
I couldn't believe Santa,I hated him.I sat on Louie's bett remembering that night Sekunde Von second.Pulling every image out from the back of my mind and mentally replayed the whole oder deal.
"Amber,You okay?"Louie came out of the bathroom.
"Yea,I'm alright."I sat up Weiter to him on the bed.
"You sure?It doesn't look like it."he put an arm around me,pulling tightly me closer to him.
"I guess,Just thought about Santa for a minute."
He sighed,and then looked at me.
"What's wrong with you?"I asked."Did I do something?"I asked in fear.
"No,You didn't do anything wrong."He corrected me."It's just,"he took a deep breath in."Amber,I can't lie anymore to you."
"I did do something didn't I?"I whispered.
"No,Sweetheart,You never did anything wrong,I have to tell Du something."
I looked at him,with my worried eyes.
"Santa....isn't real."he told me.
"What?but I seen him!"I sprang up to my feet.
"It was Zayn Du seen."
"How!And everyone lied to me?"I fussed.
I was losing it.
Great.I ruined my girlfriends childhood.
Everyone had came inside when they heard the commotion.
Zayn and I got into an argument about how I told her.I couldn't just keep lying to her,She needed to know if she was ever was going to grow up.But that was the thing,Amber still had the imagination and inspiration of a child and did what ever made her happy,that was one aspect of why I liked her so much.
We were downstairs in the dining room eating out new years dinner,while Amber stood there just looking at her food.Her eyes were red and wet from her crying.She had told me she would be going Home instead of staying the night,it disapointed me.
She hung her head low when she walked and didn't talk much.
At this point,I felt regret of telling her that Santa didn't exist.
She and I went upstairs for a nap,before we popped fireworks.
I laid her in bed,sat Weiter to her And put her foot on me so I could take off her shoes.
"Do Du need anything else?"I looked at her while untying her converses.
She shaked her head no.I took off her shoe,and smiled.
"Why not?"I grinned,then tickling her foot.
She tried to keep a straight face,but couldn't hold it in,she bursted into laughter.
"Stop!"she managed to say inbetweeen giggles.
I jumped on the bett Weiter to her,and hugged her while I tickled her.
She giggled but her silly laughs soon died down when I had her in my arms,but her 2 dimpled smile continued.She looking at me,made me reliase what we had was real.She put her head on my chest and hugged me.
"Amber,I'm sorry Santa isn't real."
"It's okay,I'm over it.Thanks for having the confidence to tell me."
"Do Du know what's real?"
"What we have."
"I know,Im glad."
"Another thing,Amber I Liebe you."I told her.
"I Liebe Du to."she smiled.
It was the first time,we had sagte I Liebe you,and I didnt have any regrets on it.I closed my eyes to go to sleep,but he caught me Von suprise and kissed me softly then putting her head back down.
"Wake up,We missed half the feuer works."amber woke me.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me out the bed.She ran down the stairs,dragging me behind her.I felt dizzy from jumping up so fast out of bed.
We went outside to see the rest of the fireworks.Harry was covered in ash,
"What happened?"I asked.
"I don't want to talk about it,"he then went inside.
I chuckled then put my arm around her. link
There was nothing that could replace this moment,I wanted to freeze the world and stay there for my entire life.
I decided to stay and spend sometime with Louie,but it was in the middle of the night I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep.
I walked downstairs.The baum was still up,and my present were still under it.I started to walk toward the küche but I heard a voice.I turned around to see an old fat man Von the tree.He wore a red suit with a jolly smile.
"Zayn,Your not funny."I sagte then walking close to him."Quit playing."
I pulled the his beard,but he sagte ow.
"Is that how Du say hello?"he chuckled.
My eyes widened in what I had witnessed.
"Yes,Amber.Its nice to see Du again,I heard Du didn't believe in me."
"Oh Santa,no one else did so I felt out of it."
"Well,I didn't come here to tell Du about that but to tell you,Your last thing on your wish..."He paused and put on his glasses then looking at a list."To see your parents again,it'll be a late gift,I hope Du don't mind."
"No,not at all."
"Until then be good."he told me.
He sent me to bett and in a blink of an eye he dissapeared.
It was all to magical,and I knew Santa was real from the very start.