i woke up the Weiter Tag regretting the marriage. after what he sagte to me i am reggretting the decision. i slowly and tiredly got my iphone and dialed Harry. i told him about not getting married at this age and everything. he undetstood and aggreed to.i sighed in relief. we were talking and laughing on the phone laughing. i smile and hang up taking a dusche and getting changed in my out-fit link
I went downstairs the lads downstairs playing around. “were is Harry” I ask getting some juice. “oh he left for some air” Says Niall. “Nice shirt” says Zayn smiling. “oh… um thanks “I laugh and head up-stairs. I went to my Piano and began Singen for my Weiter performance.
Jar Of Hearts
“I know I cant take one Mehr step towards you. Cause all theirs raining is regret. Don’t Du know I’m not you’re ghost anymore . Lost the Liebe I Lost the most. Learn to live half alive. And know Du want me one Mehr time. And who do Du think Du are running around leaving scars. Collecting you’re jar of hearts tearing Liebe apart. You’re gonna cast a cold from the ice inside you’re soul. So don’t come back for me who do Du think Du are.”
I finished the song. Marking some spots. I turn and see the lads Von the door smiling. “nice performance” says the lads. “oh thanks its for a konzert I am going to im performing so practice makes perfect” I smile and they walk out. I check my Twitter and see loads of nice comments. And like 10% of hate. But I answer in sarcasm shutting them up.
i was nervouse i havent performed in weeks. i take a deep breath and walk on stage.