Liebe is Pain

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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Across the floor in the hand of where we drove the drill
A cautious ear to the mouth of your confession
Think of all the things we put him through
In the face of his God would he tell the truth?

Still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss
When eyes go blind in this man of what could once become
Sever the limbs off his torso in sleep
And burn what remains so the world may now see

No longer, will we wait for your answers
Back to the hell where you've come from
Think of all the times you've once had
Write them in a letter that says goodbye

You'll listen to reason
While you're face down in the...

Be Mine (Song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Was it in the cold of that messer Du screwed
In the herz of the enduring?
'Cause when Du opened that door
You knew, well now there'd be no returning

Or room to mourn what we have lost
And to wait while the willing
As you, the hound of blood and rank
And boy, you've got another thing coming

Come on, come on, come on
You've got a deal to make
I thought Du wanted to
Come on and set me free, yeah

I'll dig until we've made your grave
Oh, you've been a bad, bad boy
I could until I call it out
And sink it in a sad, sad song, n-n-no, no, no

Why the bother? I'm no brother
You’re the wrong I need
Boy, we all found...

Mother Says, Child Does

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Here, sleep, at the bottom of hell
Your time has come to pick the road
You walk in this tale

Turning, as a coward you've earned
Through sickness, in health, is only won
Now go and bite your tongue

You're just of the worst of me
With the hope they'll understand
No, they know you're just a boy
So grow up and be a man

Little baby, oh, kick and Du scream, Du whine
Victims pay the price eventually
The curse that sees your lie

You've got nothing to prove, stay afraid
Young brother, you've got nothing to prove

Your answer is in there, just stare down the barrel
This sincerest apologies, won't write Du out of this...

Can't Decide.

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Is there a word oder right to say
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move, girl
I'm not coming home

Would things have changed if I could've stayed?
Would Du have loved me either way?
Dressed to the blues
Day to Tag with my halsband, kragen up

Decision sits, so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the Tag that I learned
Of the web Du spun
You had your hold till bleeding

Hey, hey, if it was up to me
I would've figured Du out
Way before the Jahr clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Hey, hey, if it was up to me
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting...

To Lucas

posted by scarykids-emo

When I first met Du
I felt like I had known Du forever,
telling Du my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet Du thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become Mehr than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a herz so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness Von your side.
I told Du I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know Du
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if Du were gone?
So I have decided
time Antwort all.
If it is...

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Saying goodbye...

posted by scarykids-emo

I sit at the küche tabelle with my coffee and nook.
Sipping the sweet bitter substance and I turn page after page.
I hear a drip, drop and patter outside
The stormy sky cries icy drips of rain.
I turn around and fix my eyes on the pooling puddles.
My chest aches and I try to breathe in the sweet scent.
The glass door open and the screen closed.
A gust of chilling air sweeps in and chills me to the the center of my dance induced aching bones.
I close my eyes and think of my love.
So far but so close.
I miss him.
My chest tingles and heats with the sudden thought of him
And I've never felt Mehr alone.

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My Inner War (song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Good Vs Evil

A broad incision sits across the evening
The victim to our fathers Lost war
The restless children sit and mourn the graves
Of those they've never seen before
Will they be buried here among the dead?
In the silent secret

[Chorus:]
The pioneers
In dealing with it they march for dawn, of Will and worthy
The truth be told the child was born
Man your own jackhammer
Man your battle stations
We'll have Du dead pretty soon
And now
Sincerely written from my brother's blood machine
Man your battle stations
We'll have Du Home pretty soon
And now

Awake through motion with curiosity to curtain your first move
Over arms...

Open Hearted

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

You, you’re everything I want
And I, I’m everything Du need
This night is cutting into me
You tie me down, Du watch me bleed
And we risk everything tonight

I must confess,
I’m addicted to this
Shove your KISS straight through my chest
I can’t deny, I’d die without this
Make me feel like a god
Music, Liebe and sex
Adrenalize me

I can be your whore
I am the dirt Du created
I am your sinner, I am your whore
But let me tell Du something, baby
You Liebe me for everything Du hate me for

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up, shut up, shut up
You’re gonna listen to what I say next...

To Jacob......

posted by Tatyana_evthing

Dear Jacob,
We haven't talked so your probably won't care.......It was hard for me to tell this so thats why im shaking on the inside.I just cant ........anymore im not going to unfan you,or hurt Du because i'll be hurt too.Im just not going to talk to Du anymore.Its not Du .........its just me a things.....again your probably dont care because your very happy right now.......im mean like i'll still be on here.......just not talking to you......Anways, i had a lot of great times with Du through our friendship but its all ended.Im sorry......hate me all Du want i'll understand.......
have fun with life

Your Former Friend,
Tatyana

Saturday night

posted by scarykids-emo

Saturday night.
I've been nursing a bottle of wodka around with me for the past few days. Since i heard what happened with Jacob and Nelly. Let me tell Du a story of Saturday night.

I was laying on my bed, letting my freshly slit wrists heal and listening to Zufällig depressing songs on my iPod. Feeling hollow and faded, I felt like a ghost haunting my own life. My phone chimes and it's a text from Lily. She wants to go out tonight. I smile weakly and take a sip from the cool glass bottle. Typing back yes. I get up and look at the clock. 9:33. I get up and grab my permit off my dresser, my...

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Good Bye Sorrow. (song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Is this the way I want to see me?
Please, leave your memories at the door.
Why has the world gone off and deserted me?
Why, there's just no room inside these walls.

You want it all,
But did Du want it tonight?
Or Du go through in there,
As Du wait Von the light.
Oh, can Du see what you've been asking of me?
With the turn of this knife, now I will take your life.

This scene, we'll cry no.
Crying for mercy.
Now it's time to pray for the end of our life.

There will be justice in murder.
There will be justice in murder.

Now you've been for me, when no other could be.
Well, I now grow old to forget...

I can't

posted by scarykids-emo

My tears fall,
Down onto the desk.
Jumping with sobs,
And shaking with shudders.
People ask if I'm okay,
I don't know, am I?
Wishing to slice,
As I sit through my classes.
Another visit to the hospital,
Just what I need.
My chest aches, breaks
And my herz shatters.
Nelly Is back.
Seeking to ruin me,
Again.
He was mine,
But now I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!
Connor may have been in control,
But he's apart of Jacob,
He is jacob!
My teacher taps on my desk,
And slides me her notes.
Spacing out again, I guess.
Drowning in my algebra 3.
My mind fixes into it and the paper is finished.
The glocke rings and I'm off to English.
Thanks for screwing me over Nelly.
Do I have to say it?
Alright.
Fuck Du Nelly,
And thanks for screwing me over,
AGAIN!!!!

Sweating Bullets

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Hello me... Meet the real me
And my misfit's way of life
A dark black past is my
Most valued possession

Hindsight is always 20-20
Looking back it's still a bit fuzzy
Speak of mutually assured destruction?
Nice story... Tell it to Reader's Digest!

Feeling paranoid
True enemy oder false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
My air is getting thin

I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm chomping at the bit
And my palms are getting wet
Sweating bullets...

Hello me... It's me again
You can subdue, but never tame me
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking down to your level

Yeah, just...

Some Other Famous Place (song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Black herz number, white in line
There's no medicine that could fix that mind
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Watch out! Here she comes
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Fucking a loaded gun

Message Pad that I could write
There's no help to give this one to keep her sane
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Watch out! Here she comes
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Fucking a loaded gun

Look out boys!
She's a few cards short of a full deck
A joker in the game, oh
She's got a bullet with your name on it
No doubt. She's a mental case, oh

Better keep that girl away
Poor Hollywood!
She is Bad Goods
Poor Hollywood!

This may be the last time I say
This may be...

Never Du (Song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Believer
Your spotlight on the subject so incorrect
And suggestion suggests that I'm someone Du should not respect
Oh Du wear your facade so well
Covered up in a plastic shell
You're a liar to everyone around you
Just don't forget

Face the honest truth
You were never you

Now be defiant, the lion
Give them the fight that will open their eyes
Hangman hooded, softly swinging
Don't close the coffin yet
I'm alive

And it's homecoming
And it's homecoming

Can Du remember
When there was no wrong in what I could do
So young, biting off way Mehr than I could chew
And then one Tag I grew too old,
And my cares were now...

Im no longer me

posted by Tatyana_evthing

Im no longer me when im hurt,when i want Du to be there your just sitting there while i have a gun on my bett ready to end my life. I feel like the devil has taken over me when i hurt Du but when i let go i break down into cries wondering why i just hurt you.

Im no longer me when im sleep i have nightmares of me hurting innocent humans.I wake up and i think of the evil thing that has taken over me.Im saying help me help me but its like Du dont hear me.Im so loud but Du dont listen because im evil.

Liebe

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Night terrors.

posted by scarykids-emo

The blood drips and flows.
Anger cascades down her cheeks.
I scream.
It's bounces and echoes off the empty walls in my big house.
Slicing the meaty flesh of my palm.
Right where my palm feeds into my thumb.
My cheeks streaked with black as I wipe my eyes.
Grabbing her lighter
she sets a blood stained picture of her ex lover a blaze.
Her blade trails down her arm in mind numbing silence.
Why she does this, I don't know.
Slicing gashes into her arm as her blood pools in her palm.
My hair creates a curtain and I incline my head.
Her rigid spilt ends dipping into the thick crimson substance. ...

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Before I hope Du Die (A song) To Taylor

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Leave your secrets in the dark,
Nothing matters anymore.
Promises. Breaking.
Drive. Me. Crazy.

No. This is not your place.
No. This is not your playground.
It's my HEART.
We were stupid we got caught.
Nothing Matters any mor-or-or-or-ore.
So what?
I`m the one thing Du forgot.

You could have been all that I wanted.
But I wasn't honest.
Now get in the ground.

You choked off the surest of favors,
But if Du really loved me,
You would have endured my world.

Well, you're just as I presumed,
a whore in sheep's clothing.
Fucking up. All I do.

Yeah, so. Here we stop.
Never again,
Will you, see this in your life.

Hang on...