Backstage At The 1993 Soul Train Musik Awards

Chapter 7

January 13, 2000,

I was hanging out with dad in his recording studio at the ranch. He paused the track that he was working on and had the chef bring us some food. The chef knocked on the door and dad let him inside. He brought us each an egg salat sandwich and went back to the main house. Dad came over and sat down across from me at the small tabelle that was there.

I sagte "daddy I want to be just like Du when I grow up!" He asked "you do? In what way do Du want to be like me?" I sagte "well; I want to be a singer and a dancer who is famous just like you!" He sagte "yeah; it can be awesome...

as well all know michael was never allowed to call him daddy as a little boy and dad as an adult joseph never showed michael any affection towards him at all he never huged him and never sagte i Liebe Du to him not once as a kid and not once as an adult

first
when michael was little joseph always inlisted in him and his siblings that they were not allowed to call him dad he always sagte to them that its not ok to call him dad oder daddy its joseh to them he always was a strong disciplinarian to his children

second
when michael and his brothers would practice for shows oder tours joseph would always...

michael always shared with many people that he didnt have a childhood and how he never got to play with the neighborhood kids because he always had to practice oder record songs with his brothers and never have a chance to meet new Friends of his own he always had to hang with his brothers because of course they were a band but michael always wanted to just be a kid sometimes and have some fun

this is from something that i read about that broke my herz

michael has shared this with a close friend of his that he felt like a orphan because he wasnt hardly Home with the rest of his family he always...