when I finally drove off I couldn't get what just happened out of my mind, Michael loved me but knew I was in Liebe with Jackie I knew he could tell even though I told him that I did he knew it because I could tell Von the look in his eyes he was upset that I didn't Liebe him back but I did I really did but I couldn't Liebe both.
As soon as I got Home and walked though the door I frowned cause sar was packing her stuff back up.
"hey your not staying." I sagte getting all little upset that she was leaving so soon.
"My sister called me she wanted me to help her Bewegen out tomorrow morning her and my mom had a big fight." she sagte
"Oh." I sagte kind of releved that she wasn't mad at me about something.
"yeah im sorry but I had fun though I will see Du Weiter Saturday and plus your birthdays Weiter week." she sagte hugging me
"oh yeah I forgot, I cant wait." I sagte trying to cheer myself up.
"Yeah and I cant wait to meet my future husband." she sagte referring to marlon.
I totally forgot that I was introducing them to eachother. I was really excited to set up two of my best friends.
"well I see Du Weiter week." she sagte giving me one last hug before walking out the door.
as soon as she left I walked up stairs to take a quick dusche before I went to bed
as I laid there that night with many thoughts of what I should do. I just didn't know, should I break up with Jackie and be with Michael oder should I stay with him. all these thoughts kept me up most of the night
The Weiter morning when I woke up it was 11:30
so I just decided to just clean up the house a little for my mom.
while I was washing the dishes the door glocke rang I put the dish down that I was washing and dried my hands with the dish towel.
when I opened the door it was Jackie
"Hey." I sagte letting him come in.
"Hey babe." he sagte closing the door
As soon as he was though the door he was Küssen me that was another reason I was so in Liebe with him his kisses left me breathless every time.
as we were making out I found myself against the Wand before I knew it he was Küssen my neck
when he pulled away he had a look in his eye. I knew that look. so after I stood there for a few Minuten of trying to catch my breath from the intense KISS I asked
"can I Zeigen Du my room?" I asked in a bit of a seductive voice.
"Yeah, Sure." he sagte giving me a sexy boy grin
I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs to my room one thing led to another.
2 hours latter when I woke up I was in my bett with nothing on then hit hit me when I saw Jackie laying Weiter to me.
OMG me and Jackie made Liebe
I searched for my robe, gewand and walked to the bathroom it was kind of hard to walk though because I was a little sore,cause I was a virgin, well not anymore.
I couldn't believe it we only were together for a week and we aleady slept together but that's ok I was ready but what was I gonna tell my parents should tell them oder should I just keep it between me and him if I told my dad he would freak out but if I didn't tell him he would be even madder I just don't know what to do.
as I was trying to brush my fly away hair and putting my bangs back in place Jackie came into the bathroom, he was wareing nothing but his jeans
"Hey Du alright?" he sagte hugging me from behind.
"Yeah im fine just trying to fix my hair its everywhere." I sagte laughing at my messed up hair.
he just giggled knowing the reason why it was so messy
"so do Du what to go see a movie oder something latter?" he asked Küssen my neck once again.
"yeah Id Liebe to." I sagte sighing as he was showering my neck with sweet kisses it killed me when he did.
"hey can I ask Du something." I sagte turning around to face him
"yeah what is it babe?" he asked
"Should I tell my parents?" I said
"About what?"
"about us Du know." I sagte referring to us making love
"That's up to Du if Du think its the right thing to do." he said
"but if I tell them they might kill me maybe if I wait til after my birthday." I said
maybe it was a good idea to wait until my birthday cause after my bday im supposed to be moving out into my new apartment so they wont kick me out of the house but I was turning 19 so I think im old enough so they should have no problem with it but what about Michael his herz was already broken enough I didn't want to break it anymore Von telling him that I had sex with his brother, that would just devastate him so I just decided to just keep it to myself and just tell my parents on my birthday and when I Bewegen out.
Jackie had decided to spend the night so we ended up making Liebe again. he was just that addictive I was really falling hard and it was kind of scaring me a little cause what if he broke my herz some how cause I have herd a lot of stories about his past and how he messed with groupies a lot but at the moment I really didn't care I am bound to get burned sometime in my life but right now I didn't care.