The King of Pop doesn't simply arrive anywhere, and his appearance in a lush room at the pricey Beverly Hills Hotel is no exception. He is two hours late. He is preceeded Von his bodyguard, whose security check includes peeks behind curtains and into closets and bathrooms. Then the guard dims the lights. When the door finally swings open, it is not Jackson but two small children who bolt into the room: Prince, 4, whose dark hair is bleached blond, and Paris, 3, whose brown curls tumble to her shoulders. Finally, their father arrives.
His image is ubiquitous - his sculpted face and doe eyes peer at us from supermarkt stands seemingly daily - and yet unique. He's slight, wearing a blue military hemd, shirt and his trademark short black pants and white socks. And then there is his nose. His famous nose, which, on this day, is covered Von gray bandages.
"It is analgesic tape," he says, quietly but good-naturedly. "For allergies."
With his children playing on the floor Von his feet, he talks about his life, politely and with an amazing sense of poise and self-possession. He is a man at time indignant about the press but able to laugh at himself, which may be the most surprising thing about Michael Jackson. At one point, he doubles over giggling at the thought of how at concerts women have fainted in his presence.
And yet he is aprehensive. At 43, Jackson is at a crossroads in his career, urgently trying to transform himself from '80s Icon to a player in the current pop scene. His first step in a climb back to the oben, nach oben were the two Kürzlich concerts at Madison Square Garden, his first public performances in America in 12 years. They have been edited into a two-hour Fernsehen special titled Michael Jackson: 30th Annviersary Celebration airing Tuesday, November 13 (CBS, 9 PM/ET). He is anxiously awaiting reaction to his latest album, Invincible [at press time, its first single, "You Rock My World" had reached No. 10 on Billboard's Hot 100 Chart, while the video has been an MTV staple]. In addition, he has written and is producing a "We Are The World"-type song called "What Mehr Can I Give?"; its proceeds will benefit victims of September 11 attacks. And he will make a cameo in Weiter summer's film sequel "Men In Black 2".
In the end, it was Michael Jackson the father, a man deep connected to his children and his own childhood, who left the most lasting impression.
.TVG:
"This Fernsehen special celebrates your long career. Do Du remember the first time Du ever stepped onstage?"
MJ:
I was 5 years old. And it was at a public school recital. We had to wear white shirts and short knickers. And I remember them saying, "Little Michael Jackson is coming up to sing 'Climb Every Mountain.'" I got the biggest applause. When I went to my sitz my grandfather and mother were crying. They said, "[We] can't believe how beautiful Du sound." That's the first one I remember.
TVG:
"It's rare for Du to do a TV special."
MJ:
I've turned down so many because I just don't like to go on television. I get embarrassed. So I'll do a performance, but I won't watch it until almost a Jahr oder two later because I'm always disapointed in something I did.
TVG:
"The concerts that were filmed for this special were packed with big stars. That couldn't have been disapointing."
MJ:
The [second] Zeigen was good. [The first show] was horrible because, technically, there were a lot of breakdowns and intermissions in between each act. It was very difficult. The audience was waiting and waiting and waiting.
TVG:
"What does it feel like when you're dancing onstage?"
MJ:
I am a slave to the rhythm. I am a palette. I just go with the moment. You've got to do it that way because if you're thinking, you're dead. Performing is not about thinking; it's about feeling.
TVG:"Do Du plan the dance steps?"
MJ:
Certain steps are set with my brothers. But when I'm alone, it's all improvised. Nothing is planned, ever. All the dance schools now teach kids to count, and that's completely wrong.
TVG:"What do Du think about current pop groups like N'Sync? Are they imitating you?"
MJ:
I think they're very good singers. I know them very well, and we hang out every once in a while and laugh and play. I have no problem with them imitating [me]. It's a compliment. Everybody has to start out looking up to someome. For me it was James Brown, Sammy Davis Jr., Jackie Wilson, Fred Astaire, Gene Kelly.
TVG:"The special feaures an appearance Von Marlon Brando. How did he get involved?"
MJ:
Brando's a good friend of mine. I've known him for about 20 years. He comes to my house all the time. He loves to play with the kids. I play with his grandchildren, and we Liebe to watch movies.
TVG:
"Who else do Du spend time with?"
MJ:
Elizabeth [Taylor], Brando, Gregory Peck, these are very close Friends of mine. Either they're much older than me oder much younger. I've never had real contact with a person my age level. I think this happened because all my life I played clubs, since I was 5 years old. I saw people drunk, fighting, and it was just disgusting. When people say to me today, "Hey, lets go to a club," I go, "No way." If I go, it's not a party for me - too many autographs and photographs.
TVG:
"Was that true at your postconcert party at [the] Tavern on the Green restaurant?"
MJ:
It was worse then - I couldn't breathe because everybody [was crowding around].
TVG:
"And Du fainted?"
MJ:
That's a rumor. It was sensationalism. [The press] made it up. As usual. They Liebe doing that to me.
TVG:
"What did happen?"
MJ:
Nothing. I didn't faint. Not even close. [The press has] done his for so long, and it's disgusting. [Gently, to Paris, who is skipping around the coffee table] Paris, Du can't make noise. Du can't - no, don't bump the table. [The reporters are] tape recording.
TVG:
"Liza Minnelli also sang at your tribute concerts. Du two seem very close."
MJ:
I speak to Liza every week. We come from the same planet. Like Elizabeth does.
TVG:
"What planet is that?"
MJ:
It's called Capricious Anomaly in the Sea of Space. [laughs]. Gee, I can't name it. Just beyond our solar system, I think. But this is true, and this is not to be taken lightly: People who grew up as child stars have the same thing in common. You're cute, they Liebe you; Du go through the awkward stage, they don't accept Du anymore. Very few make the transition to adult star. And most of them become self-destructive. And it's very sad.
TVG:
"How did Du avoid self-destruction?"
MJ:
I think religion entered in?
TVG:
"Are Du still a Jehovah's Witness?"
MJ:
Yeah. I've done, Du know, we call it pioneering. We do 90 hours a month. I don't do as much now because I'm busy. Du go door to door. I wear a fat suit, pop-bottle glasses, mustache, buck teeth, and, like, an Afro wig. And I knock on the door and say we're Jehovah's Witnesses.
TVG:
"This special is in conjunction with the launch of your seventh solo album, Invincible. Is this your comeback?"
MJ:
I don't see it as a comeback. I only do an album every four years. It's just that I've been on hiatus, writing.
TVG:
"The album features rap stars Wil Smith and Jay-Z. It's hard to imagine Du working with Jay-Z, whose image is a bit rougher than yours."
MJ:
[He] was just so sweet. And Du hear these crazy stories about something [some of these rappers] did the Weiter day, and it's hard to believe. I always see them to be very kind. Perfect gentlemen.
TVG:
"What's the message of "Unbreakable", the first song on the album?"
MJ:
That [I'm] invincible, that I've been through it all. Du can't hurt me. Knock me down, I get back up. [To Prince, who begins to bang his Snapple limonade on the coffee table] See the noise you're making? You've got to be nice and quiet.
TVG:
"You are known from being eccentric. Did growing up in the limelight have something to do with that?"
MJ:
[Smiling coyly] It depends on what kind of eccentricities you're talking about.
TVG:
"People call Du Wacko Jacko."
MJ:
But that's not nice. They do that because they're jealous. I haven't done anything. I go to hospitals and orphanages. And we take huge bags of toys. I spend thousands of dollars. What's so wacko about that?
TVG:
"Because of the way Du are portrayed in the press, people wonder, "Is he strange?""
MJ:
[Exasperated] I did Oprah. I did Diane Sawyer. [People] saw me. [The press] is just completely jealous. And it's just one of those things that I have to deal with.
TVG:
"How do Du deal with it?"
MJ:
I turn it into positive energy. And I write about it; it's in my movement, it's in the expression on my face. And it becomes a part of me, part of my creation. And I try not to let it get to me. Because if Du do, you'll go crazy.
TVG:
"Your first video, for the single "You Rock My World", is actually a 15-minute short film. How did Du come up with a gangster theme?"
MJ:
I don't know - the idea just kind of happened. In Cuba. Hot summer night. A club run Von these hoods. I just wish [MTV] would Zeigen the long version. The short version I don't like at all. It's not entertaining enough.
TVG:
"How much are Du involved in the video-making process?"
MJ:
When Du say Michael Jackson, people always think of an entertainer. They don't think of the fact that I write songs. I'm not trying to brag, but I write them, and I direct a lot of [the videos]. I don't think [younger artists] are aware of those things, which I think would be inspiring for them.
TVG:
"When Du were making this video, did Du think, "I want this to be as good as the one for 'Thriller'"?"
MJ:
NO, because I know I didn't have the time to execute that. There are ones that are coming up that will be better.
TVG:
"Do Du let your kids watch MTV?"
MJ:
At a certain age I will, not now. They are going to have to be 15 oder 16.
TVG:
"Do Du watch TV?"
MJ:
I Liebe PBS, the Discovery Channel, The Simpsons. I Liebe Sesame Street. I could watch it for hours. But my Favorit Zeigen is Malcolm in the Middle. It reminds me so much of [my brothers and me] when we were little.
TVG:
"Which character do Du relate to?"
MJ:
Malcolm. Mainly because he tries to fit into society, and he doesn't - like E.T. oder Bambi, he can't adjust to other people's concepts. And I feel like that a lot of times. Once I'm offstage, I feel awkward, like this is not where I'm supposed to be.
TVG:
"Which one of your kids is most like you?"
MJ:
Both, but in different ways. Prince likes to tease, to the point where Du want to pull his hair. I always used to tease my sisters all the time.
TVG:
"And Paris?"
MJ:
She's the tough one.
TVG:
"How is their mother, Debbie Rowe?
MJ:
I heard she's doing, she's fine. Paris is strong like Debbie
TVG:
"Regarding your finances, there are rumors that Du are bankrupt and that's why Du charged high prices for the konzert tickets."
MJ:
That's tabloid garbage. They make things up. They're looking for something to sell a paper.
TVG:
"With the state of the world right now, Du must be concerned for the kids. Du were in New York when the terrorists attacked, right?"
MJ:
Yeah, I got a call from overseas that sagte America's being attacked. I said, "What are Du talking about?" They said, "Turn on the news." And I couldn't believe what I saw. And I screamed down the hallway, "Everybody, quick, get up, we've got to go." And everybody got dressed, and we got in the car and drove farther out [from the city].
TVG:
"The attacks prompted Du to write and produce an all-star recording of the song "What Mehr Can I Give" to benefit the victims.
MJ:
I was sick over the notoriety of the attacks. I don't know if [television news] played it too many times, but we went from fear to hate to anger to vengeance. And I think the media had a lot to do with that.
TVG:
"We hear Du are planning to talk to President busch about the song and its proceeds."
MJ:
I talked to [Bush] senior. We have a phone call coming up very soon with the president. They told us that they're very proud of what I'm doing and that he sagte I'm an international hero.
TVG:
"Your mission seems to be about helping people."
MJ:
I've always done that, yes. It's funny now, because of the this [terrorist] attack, everybody is trying to regroup, find songs about this kind of stuff. I've done it all my career: "Heal The World", "We Are The World", "Will Du Be There", "Man In The Mirror", about the planet, earth songs. And nobody was doing it but me because that's where my herz is. I care. My biggest dream is to have a Children's Day, where children can bond with their parents.
TVG:
"Do your kids travel with Du everywhere?"
MJ:
Everywhere I go.
TVG:
"What will happen when they start school and can't travel as much?"
MJ:
I'm going to build a computer school on the grounds [of Neverland, Jackson's estate]. With other children.
TVG:
"So they can go to school online?"
MJ:
Yeah. How can they go into society? He's Prince Michael Jackson. She's Paris Katherine Michael Jackson. It would be too difficult.
TVG:
"Why do Du think Du have such an affinity for children?"
MJ:
I'll tell Du exactly where it comes from. Because I never had a childhood. When they're in pain, I feel their pain. And when they're in despair, I feel their despair. I have such concern about the plight and the state of our children today. If there was one Tag where kids could get with parents and bond, this would make such a difference. If I had that one Tag with my father, it would have made a difference in our relationship today - just the one day.
TVG:
"What is your relationship with your father?"
MJ:
It's much better now. He's a much nicer person now. He's mellowed out a lot since he's had grandchildren, Du know. He has thirty something grandkids now.
TVG:
"What did your dad think of the konzert special? Was he there?"
MJ:
He was at the show. But my father, if he feels you've done a good show, he'll just go, "Good show". He won't say, "Oh, Du did wonderful." I don't think he know's how to Zeigen affection. [Michael looks at Prince, who is crawling around the room with a rubber ball stuck on his nose, chattering and poking certain reporters on the cheek.] [Sweetly] Prince, shh! Du promised me you'd be quiet, remember?
TVG:
"What else do Du want to do with your career?"
MJ:
I Liebe movies. I'm going to direct Mehr and act more. I feel the most powerful artistic expression in the world is film. I want to do a film with Liza Minnelli. We are planning a movie together. It's about two struggling entertainers trying to make it; they get turned away everywhere they go. With some of the best dancing ever. I'm not joking. Because I see it, I feel it here. [Points to his heart. Meanwhile, Prince toddles across the room and sits at his father's feet. Paris crawls into Jackson's lap and sits there curled up, while he strokes her hair.]
TVG:
"Michael Jackson as a father. It is an image we never see. Are Du a good father?"
MJ:
I try my hardest. I try to bring them a lot of fun. Once a Jahr I dress up like a clown, with the whole gear - the nose, the paint. And I give them Süßigkeiten and cookies. [ Prince smiling says : And ice cream]. And ice cream!
