i havent got the will to stop watching his vids on Youtube and look things up that have happened in his life and my parents r on to me !!have u got any idears to stop me from totally becoming an OVA michael jackson Fan

Yes, Du are not alone in your sadness about Michael. Du know I am mom and my son can't stop me to watch Michael's Videos on youtube. ))) I'm fascinated how the amazing PERSON was MJ!!! His Musik is perfect, his energy was crazy. His character was like an angel. His kindness, defencelessness, his inside and outside beauty... I can watch at him indefinitely. I think the time will heal us. After some time it will become easier to us. I hope that sadness will be light.

Dont worry your not the only one. Im addicted to watching MJ vids on Youtube and ive made some myself (my Nutzername is sophiejvc) But my parents arnt onto me. I guess theres no way to stop it LOL :) Who cares if your parents are onto you, Du watch all the MJ vids in the world if Du want. lmao :) x

and thats what happen to me too.
i watched EVERY michael's video.its make me Mehr addicted to him.every Tag i feel never bored to watch that all.all over again...
its hard to keep think that he had died.
it really really so hard after Du watch all of his video...
im so sad...

I can't help you..I am just like you.. I can't let him go..

Let me tell Du its either laughter oder tears. I choose to laugh cos MJ smiles wherever he goes.

TO SPICE THINGS UP ISNT THIS BEAAAUUUTIFUUL.

i stay on Youtube watching him so i dont know myself

It is hard for me to get over him too, I really doubt I ever will! I think Du should just tell them how Du feel and how he has affected you!
All I do is watch Michael's Videos oder listen to his music, anything I hear about him I want to find out more, especially if its an interview of him oder with his family... I listen to his Musik every chance I get, Im always thinking about him.. Its crazy I am obsessed and Im not ashamed to say it... I won't ever ever ever forget him I promise that it will never happen. Maybe others will forget one Tag but not me. He will always and forever be in my herz thoughts & memories and he is NEVER leaving...
Look at him he is just beautiful inside and out
I Liebe Du MICHAEL♥ Always and forever :D:D
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