Well now I can’t find my dreams and I am losing my faith and I broken in myself and lost. All I want to do is go home. No one understands what I feel anger, sadness, and something I don’t understand. But it is like I have no where to go and I have to hide my feelings from everyone including my best friend. And I can’t help but make a mistake after mistake. I have been rejected from my family and I don’t know where I belong. And all the feelings I hid now place to dry my eyes. I’m just so…lost…things are just so complicated. And today is Monday and that doesn’t make this any...

Later that Tag around 2pm Becca came to get me for dinner. I was passing Jenny’s room and a tall, slender girl with long red hair came out and sagte to me “Just because it’s abendessen doesn’t mean Du don’t have to dress up. Come here” jenny moved swiftly back into her room and walked to a small looking closet. When she opened it my jaw must have dropped because the closet had enough room to be a bedroom fit for a queen. Jenny laughed her sweet tinkling laugh as she lead me into a room full of dresses and shoes.
    Jenny started tossing dresses out of her closet...

(sry this one is relly bad 2 :P)


Well now I can’t find my dreams and I am losing my faith and I broken in myself and lost. All I want to do is go home. No one understands what I feel anger, sadness, and something I don’t understand. But it is like I have no where to go and I have to hide my feelings from everyone including my best friend. And I can’t help but make a mistake after mistake. I have been rejected from my family and I don’t know where I belong. And all the feelings I hid now place to dry my eyes. I’m just so…lost…things are just so complicated. And today is Monday...

In my dreams I saw the figure in the dark coming after me again and tackled me to the ground and turned me over and sagte “If Du keep this up Du will soon die just like me.” I looked into his eyes and then over to the road and saw something in the dark laying limp in the road with a black figure heading toured me with a dagger and plunged it into my herz and over my screams I heard the same thing saying, “Goodnight don’t let me bite.” Then he bit hard into my skin as I died.
    Then I sat strait up to the feel of me hitting the hard wood flooring wrapped in my...

(this chapters really bad, plus i wrote it last year)




That night Josh had to tell my parents what I did for him and my parents sagte they would take care of the dishes and then would bug me on doing better in life. Great to know that they can nag even Mehr then before when they tell me to pick up my room.
That night I got a letter that had been sent from Silvia and it said:
    You do know that Du have to work on your hand writing, and that Du need to come over here at 10:00pm the night before Halloween for a gift and Happy Birthday tomorrow.
See Du Tomorrow,
Sil.
What did she...

“Hey Onyx!” shouted Silvia, as I was tossing my Bücher into my messy locker. “Onyx can Du believe it?”
     “What did Du get detentions on the first day?” I asked with enthusiasm trying to going to lunch without tripping.
“No I’ve got a datum with the hottest guy in school. David Ark!” squealed Silvia.
“That’s great for you, but I wish Du got detention too.” I sagte with a sigh.
“What did Du do now?” asked Silvia.
“Nothing! All I did was chew gum then stick it in Matt Wireler’s hair.”
    As Silvia and I walked down the...