here is the Weiter chapter, dont worry i havent forgotten about Angel – Jäger der Finsternis she will remain in part two of chapter 16, hope Du like it, i sort of rushed this one.
BPOV
“Dad?” I asked, confused to see him. “What are Du doing here?” Du could see his perfect patches of grey through his honey blonde hair, the laugh lines were still there, his slight wrinkled forehead and his dark Schokolade brown eyes were all looking at me, his smile made me want to cry.
“Blair, Du need to be with everyone else, go and be free, live your life to the fullest” he told me. He started to become transparent like a ghost.
“PAPA” I screamed, chasing after him, but he kept on fading like smoke drifting into the air, I kept on running, and seeming to run no where, all of a sudden it felt like the walls were closing in on me, and I felt this weird feeling of darkness pouring into my body. My eyes shot opened, and my muscles were all tensed locked up like I couldn’t move, as if someone was hiding the key of opening my freedom. I was completely clueless why I was feeling this way, I looked around the dark room, my eyes taking their time to focus in the dark, I quickly came to realise that I was lying in my bed, and in the corner chair my mother was sleeping her head tilted back with her arms crossed around her chest, worry lines becoming visible as the moonlight shined on her through my slide doors, I felt a figure lying on the corner of my bed, looking to see Stefan with his head in his arms sleeping peacefully, I searched my room trying to see if I could see him, trying to see if I could see Jacob. I started to panic once my eyes finished searching my room in the darkness, feeling useless all limb in bed, so I raised my body slowly feeling sore in my ribs and having a headache, I put my hand to my forehead as a reflex reaction to the pain, my lips twitching slightly.
“Blair?” I heard a faint whisper, I squinted my eyes to my balcony and saw Jake standing there, panic emotion Wird angezeigt all over his face and his tense posture, I wanted to speak but the words couldn’t come out as I opened my mouth.
“Shh, its okay Blair” he sagte walking over towards me kneeling on the other side of my bett so he wouldn’t wake up Stefan, stroking the oben, nach oben of my hair lightly trying to comfort me, shooting my favourite smile of his, and caressing my cheek telling me ill be fine, and to take it easy. He was barely whispering it took me at least three to five Sekunden after he spoke to realise what he said, Jake knew me too well because he got me a glass of water that was on the bedside table, and I sculled it down, enjoying how the water flowed down my throat and soothing my thirstiness, Jake so quietly glided through the room and down the stairs to get me some Mehr water not making one noise, and coming back to hold my hand this time, as his Schokolade brown eyes poured Liebe into mine, I made the best effort to smile at him and wanted to take out the creases on his forehead with my thumb, but I felt like I couldn’t Bewegen so I didn’t attempt it, just in case. I came to quickly realise I was dressed in my blue night kleid that I barely wore. Flashbacks started to hit me in the head of my car accident, my eyes widened.
“What happened to my car?” I whispered.
“Im working on it” He told me, what did he mean he was working on it.
“What do Du mean Jake?” I asked obviously confused.
“I fix cars, my rabbit I basically built it” he whispered, impressed.
“How come Du never told me this?” I whispered sort of annoyed that he didn’t tell me the hobby he obviously loved; he sighed then clenched his jaw, not wanting to give me an answer. I felt Stefan’s body move, as he raised his head slowly wiping his eyes with his fists and swooping his hair out of his eyes, then gave a big stretch.
“Blair, you’re awake” he whispered just as soft as Jacob did. I nodded my head, giving a small smile, he looked over to where my mum was sleeping and walked over to her, I didn’t want him to wake her up yet.
“Ste-“ but he cut me off saying ‘shh’. Instead of waking her he got the blanket that was on the floor covering her feet and dragged it over her body up to her folded arms, like she was a kid getting tucked in, he tip toed back to the opposite side of Jacob and knelt Weiter to me, I gave him a big smile, Wird angezeigt my appreciation to his caring ness.
“Thank you” I whispered, he half smiled at me like he was saying ‘anytime’. Jake started to stroke my hand with Mehr force, and I looked to study his face he was staring deeply in my eyes like he really want to KISS me and hold me, but he was resisting.
It got awkward with Stefan and Jacob both Von my side, worrying me and comforting me, it felt like a competition to who can comfort me the most, I giggled at the thought and they both continued to stare at me, Jacob never let go of my hand caressing it softly, still looking at me with those lustred eyes and Stefan being Von my side, I guess I could call him one of my best Friends even though I haven’t known him that long what is the worst that could happen? Jacobs’s hot skin was burning through my hand making it sweaty which made me feel uncomfortable, and Stefan being so close to my body I could feel his heat from him. It started to get to hot I felt a sweat drip down my neck, so I let go of Jacobs hand and slowly got out of bed.
“Where are Du going?” Jake whispered.
“To cool down” I whispered back, Stefan smirked at me, and Jacob smiled. I locked my self in the bathroom feeling all the pain in my ribs and feeling dizzy from my head, I splashed cold water on my face and neck, and washed my legs and arms, I cooled down a bit, but I was still hot so I decided to take a cool dusche making sure I had spare clothes in there which I luckily did, I turned on the tap and washed my body with my favourite body wash which stint like sugar and fruit, it seemed to calm me, then I washed my hair with my grapefruit and orange shampoo and conditioner making the whole bathroom smell like fruit, I shaved my legs, then got out I slowly put on my underwear and my purple bra, then put on an extremely baggy t hemd, shirt with some blue pyjama shorts, I took off the big white patch that was now soaked off from my forehead, flinching as I did it, and saw a stitched scare I gently ran my fingers over my scar and looked in our first aid kit to replace the bandage. I lifted my t hemd, shirt up to examine my ribs, Du could see lots of bruised marks on them, trying to remember how I hurt my ribs in the car crash, I ran my fingers over the bumpy ribs. I took a deep breath and opened the bathroom door to go back into my bedroom, Jacob and Stefan hadn’t Bewegen position since I left, I walked over to my dresser and combed through my long brown wet hair, letting it klatschen, smack my back, then putting in a leave in conditioner and putting all my hair up in a towel. I climbed back into bett not putting the blankets on otherwise I would get too hot. I looked over to Stefan and he was smiling at me.
“You smell like sugary fruit” he sagte as he closed his eyes and inhaled my scent. I couldn’t help it but laughed at him, and put my hand over my mouth to try and control the giggles escaping my lips, Jake smiled hugely at me when I laughed at him, I felt bad for Stefan though so I patted his smooth hair.
“Thank you” I sagte to him again, but he was embarrassed from his Kommentar and looked down.
My mum then made a big sigh noise and her eyes flickered opened, looking around, and smiled instantly when she saw me awake, she pushed off the blanket and rushed to me nearly falling over, where I obviously got my clumsiness from, Stefan stood aside so my mother could be Weiter to me, she cupped my face with both of her hands and kissed my cheeks and the oben, nach oben of my head.
“Blair, thank goodness you’re awake” she sagte stroking my face, taking the towel off my head and putting my hair behind my ears, she sat there smiling at me. She looked over to Jacob and Stefan and smiled at them.
“Thank Du both of Du for comforting her, and staying here tonight” she sagte with a lot of meaning.
“Sure sure” Jake sagte smiling at her.
“Stefan, thank Du so, so much for saving Blair from the accident, I will have to Zeigen my appreciation some how” My mum sagte to him.
“Its all good Ange, im just happy I got to her on time” he told her.
“Well Du boys and Girl must be starving ill go cook Du something” she sagte happily.
“Mum it’s like 4:17am” I whined…
“So, if you’re hungry, you’re hungry, Du eat!” she sagte sounding like one of those, Greek/Italian Grandmothers, I laughed at her.
“Love Du mum” I said, she kissed my head again
“Love Du too kiddo” she sagte and went down stairs to cook; my mum really wasn’t that old, only like forty two years old. She had me quite young, at twenty five. I got up and turned on my Fernsehen that was in my bedroom.
“What Filme do Du guys like?” I asked.
“Anything” Stefan said, smiling and shrugging his shoulders.
“Action, umm, I yeah pretty much everything, except for those chick flicks, no offence Blair!” he sagte chuckling softly, revealing his teeth.
“None taken” I sagte I looked through the collection of DVD’s I had.
“Do Du guys like Transformers 2?” I asked it was one of my favourite movies.
“I’ve seen number one but not two” Stefan said, and Jacob agreed with him, so I put on number two, and made my bett comfortable, with cushions, and pillows we all surprisingly fit on my double bed, I sat in the middle, Weiter to these two massive boys, I turned the air con on, knowing I would get hot with them there. Once Megan Foxx showed up on screen, they both opened their mouths, I rolled my eyes and thought ‘typical boys’ I was Mehr interested in Shia LeBeouf, and his car bumblebee.
“That girl is so hot” Stefan sagte interrupting the movie.
“Agreed” Jacob said. I looked at him, and punched his arm, knowing he wouldn’t be hurt.
“Hey!” he sagte “Don’t worry Blair, your still the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on” he said, with truthful eyes, I smiled at him, and he kissed my cheek. We were in about forty five Minuten through the movie when my mum came in with a tray and Essen that smelled delicious. She placed it on the bett and told us to enjoy it. It was chicken parmagana, with her famous delicious salat with some crispy potatoes.
“Oh wow this looks absolutely delicious” sagte Stefan licking his mouth in a joking matter, we all ate in silence on my bett watching the movie and clearly enjoying the food.
“Okay Bee your mum has definitely got to be the best cook, I haven’t tried a parmagana this nice in so long” he said.
“Thank Du Stefan” I sagte simply. Jacob looked at us confused.
“What did Du call her?” he asked furrowing his eyebrows.
“He called me Bee” I said.
“Since when?” he raised one eyebrow.
“Since we met?” I said. Jacob looked a bit upset that he didn’t think of it before, but he didn’t say anything after that.
We finished our food, and I took the plates down stairs while we they were watching the last fifteen Minuten of the movie.
“Looks like Jacob has some competition” my mum smirked. I looked at her confused, because I never told her about Jacob and me.
“Oh, I know honey, every mother would know when her daughter has their first boyfriend” she sagte smiling cheekily at me.
“Mum!” I sagte embarrassed.
“You’ve become quite the boy magnet since we’ve been here” she sagte still smiling at me; I rolled my eyes at her.
“Stefan is just a good buddy” I told her, because that’s what he was.
“Honey through your eyes that’s what Du think, through his eyes he sees Du more” she told me, I was going to argue with her but she cut me off.
“Don’t think about arguing with these things to me, I can read a boy like I can read a book” she said.
“Okay fine mum, we’ll see what happens” I said, putting the plates in the sink.
“They’re both good looking boys too…” she trailed off
“Mum, shush! Im with Jacob and Stefan respects that” I sagte to her.
“That’s what Du think…” she sagte smirking.
“Whatever mum” I sagte walking off. My mum was such a child sometimes. I walked into my dark room, while Jake and Stefan both still had their eyes glued to the movie, I walked over to my balcony, but turning back to get a blanket, then walking back outside, letting the coldness klatschen, smack me in the face. I re-arranged the cushions on my swing, schaukel sitz and sat there with the Blanket wrapped around me, safe, sicher and secure. I started to think over what my mum was saying, what if she was right about Stefan liking me too, I mean was I really that blind, if she could see it, so should I. I shook my head to get the thought out.
He couldn’t like me, and even if he did have feelings for me, he respects that im with Jacob. I looked up at the moon, it was full and beautiful. I closed one eye and put my thumb out, covering it.
“What are Du doing out here its freezing” Jake sagte as he came and sat Weiter to me. I put my thumb down and looked at him.
“You know how beautiful Du look with the moonlight shining on your face and your wavy hair gently blowing in the wind” he said.
“Apart from the fact that I have a big fat bandage on my head” I said.
“Blair, Du ruined the moment!” he sagte sarcastically, smiling at me.
“Where’s Stefan?” I asked.
“His downstairs helping your mum” he sagte stroking my cheek.
“How are Du feeling?” he asked.
“Fine, my ribs are a bit sore, but ill be okay” I said. I sat on Jakes lap like a five Jahr old and he wrapped his big muscular arms around my lower stomach making sure he didn’t touch my ribs. He rested his chin on my shoulder and I leaned into his chest, closing my eyes. We stayed like that for a while then I opened my eyes and I looked at his face, he took his cheek off my shoulder and stared deeply into my eyes, as he started to come closer to my face, my breath hitched slightly as our lips touched, his warm lips on mine, I missed it. He continued to deepen the kiss, because I didn’t have the strength tonight, he held my face with one hand while I took my arms out of the blanket and wrapped them around his head, this made him pull his arms around my lower back again being careful not to hurt me, I started to pull on his hair, he pulled me closer to his chest.
“Hey Bl-“ I heard Stefan say, as I pulled away so fast it made me feel dizzy, Stefan’s mouth hung open, and he had one hand to his forehead.
“Oh crap, im sorry” he sagte and rushed off back inside, I quickly got off of Jacob, and he was smirking.
“You knew he was coming?” I sagte frustrated.
“Yeah well he knows were together, what’s the problem?” he asked. I didn’t know what the problem was, I felt so bad for Stefan, I walked back into my bedroom and Stefan wasn’t there. I ran down the stairs my ribs hurting and feeling dizzy not really caring, I quickly searched the kitchen.
“Mum where is Stefan?” I asked worried.
“He just left” she said, without her asking any questions, I sprinted towards the door barefoot.
“STEFAN” I yelled, but no answer.
“His not here” Jacob sagte behind me, I could feel the stings in my eyes, Jake knew I was upset, because I heard him do that ‘sigh’ he does when he knows he did something wrong.
“Ill go get him” he said, before I could even say anything to him, I turned around and Jake was gone. I went back inside, tears flowing down my cheeks and put on my ugg boots, then walked back outside, I didn’t care how cold I was wearing these stinking shorts. I froze for a Minute not because I was cold, but because what am I going to say to Stefan if he comes back, that im sorry for him seeing me KISS my boyfriend? Why did I care so much, because he was one of my best Friends and he saved my life? I really didn’t want to think this, but is it possible to have feelings for two different people at the same time? But I didn’t feel anything for Stefan like what I feel for Jacob. I then squinted my eyes and saw two shirtless boys walking down the road, Jake in his ripped denim shorts and Stefan in Track pants, they both were barefoot, I started to cry even Mehr because I felt bad for making Jacob go and get him. Stefan stopped a few metres away from me like I was dangerous as Jake kept on walking towards me.
I looked up at Jacob through my wet eyes, and he clenched his jaw tight, he didn’t like seeing me cry, which I did a lot.
“Can Du give us a few minutes?” I asked, he nodded and walked off. I took a deep breath and walked up to Stefan holding and rubbing my arms because I was cold. Stefan’s body was as perfect as Jacobs, flawless skin Wird angezeigt his muscles, the night made his eyes Mehr irresistible, Stefan once again had me dazzled, and all he was doing was innocently standing there waiting for me to say something.
“Im sorry Stefan” was all I could manage to say.
“For what? Me interrupting you…” he took a breath, not wanting to think about it. “You and Jacob…together” I looked down at my feet feeling all the guilt washing over me.
“Im a terrible person” I said, I’ve always had lack of self esteem, but I was, I should have known better to KISS Jacob when Stefan was over. I still didn’t look up at him, didn’t want to see his face expression, I felt Stefan’s arms wickeln, wickeln sie around me, resting his chin on my shoulder, I wrapped my arms around him, and of course stupid emotional me, tears streaming down my cheek, I didn’t deserve him as a friend, he was too good to me. He stroked the back of my head.
“You’re not a terrible person” he whispered in my ear, I smiled while crying at the same time into his chest.
TO BE CONTINUED…
BPOV
“Dad?” I asked, confused to see him. “What are Du doing here?” Du could see his perfect patches of grey through his honey blonde hair, the laugh lines were still there, his slight wrinkled forehead and his dark Schokolade brown eyes were all looking at me, his smile made me want to cry.
“Blair, Du need to be with everyone else, go and be free, live your life to the fullest” he told me. He started to become transparent like a ghost.
“PAPA” I screamed, chasing after him, but he kept on fading like smoke drifting into the air, I kept on running, and seeming to run no where, all of a sudden it felt like the walls were closing in on me, and I felt this weird feeling of darkness pouring into my body. My eyes shot opened, and my muscles were all tensed locked up like I couldn’t move, as if someone was hiding the key of opening my freedom. I was completely clueless why I was feeling this way, I looked around the dark room, my eyes taking their time to focus in the dark, I quickly came to realise that I was lying in my bed, and in the corner chair my mother was sleeping her head tilted back with her arms crossed around her chest, worry lines becoming visible as the moonlight shined on her through my slide doors, I felt a figure lying on the corner of my bed, looking to see Stefan with his head in his arms sleeping peacefully, I searched my room trying to see if I could see him, trying to see if I could see Jacob. I started to panic once my eyes finished searching my room in the darkness, feeling useless all limb in bed, so I raised my body slowly feeling sore in my ribs and having a headache, I put my hand to my forehead as a reflex reaction to the pain, my lips twitching slightly.
“Blair?” I heard a faint whisper, I squinted my eyes to my balcony and saw Jake standing there, panic emotion Wird angezeigt all over his face and his tense posture, I wanted to speak but the words couldn’t come out as I opened my mouth.
“Shh, its okay Blair” he sagte walking over towards me kneeling on the other side of my bett so he wouldn’t wake up Stefan, stroking the oben, nach oben of my hair lightly trying to comfort me, shooting my favourite smile of his, and caressing my cheek telling me ill be fine, and to take it easy. He was barely whispering it took me at least three to five Sekunden after he spoke to realise what he said, Jake knew me too well because he got me a glass of water that was on the bedside table, and I sculled it down, enjoying how the water flowed down my throat and soothing my thirstiness, Jake so quietly glided through the room and down the stairs to get me some Mehr water not making one noise, and coming back to hold my hand this time, as his Schokolade brown eyes poured Liebe into mine, I made the best effort to smile at him and wanted to take out the creases on his forehead with my thumb, but I felt like I couldn’t Bewegen so I didn’t attempt it, just in case. I came to quickly realise I was dressed in my blue night kleid that I barely wore. Flashbacks started to hit me in the head of my car accident, my eyes widened.
“What happened to my car?” I whispered.
“Im working on it” He told me, what did he mean he was working on it.
“What do Du mean Jake?” I asked obviously confused.
“I fix cars, my rabbit I basically built it” he whispered, impressed.
“How come Du never told me this?” I whispered sort of annoyed that he didn’t tell me the hobby he obviously loved; he sighed then clenched his jaw, not wanting to give me an answer. I felt Stefan’s body move, as he raised his head slowly wiping his eyes with his fists and swooping his hair out of his eyes, then gave a big stretch.
“Blair, you’re awake” he whispered just as soft as Jacob did. I nodded my head, giving a small smile, he looked over to where my mum was sleeping and walked over to her, I didn’t want him to wake her up yet.
“Ste-“ but he cut me off saying ‘shh’. Instead of waking her he got the blanket that was on the floor covering her feet and dragged it over her body up to her folded arms, like she was a kid getting tucked in, he tip toed back to the opposite side of Jacob and knelt Weiter to me, I gave him a big smile, Wird angezeigt my appreciation to his caring ness.
“Thank you” I whispered, he half smiled at me like he was saying ‘anytime’. Jake started to stroke my hand with Mehr force, and I looked to study his face he was staring deeply in my eyes like he really want to KISS me and hold me, but he was resisting.
It got awkward with Stefan and Jacob both Von my side, worrying me and comforting me, it felt like a competition to who can comfort me the most, I giggled at the thought and they both continued to stare at me, Jacob never let go of my hand caressing it softly, still looking at me with those lustred eyes and Stefan being Von my side, I guess I could call him one of my best Friends even though I haven’t known him that long what is the worst that could happen? Jacobs’s hot skin was burning through my hand making it sweaty which made me feel uncomfortable, and Stefan being so close to my body I could feel his heat from him. It started to get to hot I felt a sweat drip down my neck, so I let go of Jacobs hand and slowly got out of bed.
“Where are Du going?” Jake whispered.
“To cool down” I whispered back, Stefan smirked at me, and Jacob smiled. I locked my self in the bathroom feeling all the pain in my ribs and feeling dizzy from my head, I splashed cold water on my face and neck, and washed my legs and arms, I cooled down a bit, but I was still hot so I decided to take a cool dusche making sure I had spare clothes in there which I luckily did, I turned on the tap and washed my body with my favourite body wash which stint like sugar and fruit, it seemed to calm me, then I washed my hair with my grapefruit and orange shampoo and conditioner making the whole bathroom smell like fruit, I shaved my legs, then got out I slowly put on my underwear and my purple bra, then put on an extremely baggy t hemd, shirt with some blue pyjama shorts, I took off the big white patch that was now soaked off from my forehead, flinching as I did it, and saw a stitched scare I gently ran my fingers over my scar and looked in our first aid kit to replace the bandage. I lifted my t hemd, shirt up to examine my ribs, Du could see lots of bruised marks on them, trying to remember how I hurt my ribs in the car crash, I ran my fingers over the bumpy ribs. I took a deep breath and opened the bathroom door to go back into my bedroom, Jacob and Stefan hadn’t Bewegen position since I left, I walked over to my dresser and combed through my long brown wet hair, letting it klatschen, smack my back, then putting in a leave in conditioner and putting all my hair up in a towel. I climbed back into bett not putting the blankets on otherwise I would get too hot. I looked over to Stefan and he was smiling at me.
“You smell like sugary fruit” he sagte as he closed his eyes and inhaled my scent. I couldn’t help it but laughed at him, and put my hand over my mouth to try and control the giggles escaping my lips, Jake smiled hugely at me when I laughed at him, I felt bad for Stefan though so I patted his smooth hair.
“Thank you” I sagte to him again, but he was embarrassed from his Kommentar and looked down.
My mum then made a big sigh noise and her eyes flickered opened, looking around, and smiled instantly when she saw me awake, she pushed off the blanket and rushed to me nearly falling over, where I obviously got my clumsiness from, Stefan stood aside so my mother could be Weiter to me, she cupped my face with both of her hands and kissed my cheeks and the oben, nach oben of my head.
“Blair, thank goodness you’re awake” she sagte stroking my face, taking the towel off my head and putting my hair behind my ears, she sat there smiling at me. She looked over to Jacob and Stefan and smiled at them.
“Thank Du both of Du for comforting her, and staying here tonight” she sagte with a lot of meaning.
“Sure sure” Jake sagte smiling at her.
“Stefan, thank Du so, so much for saving Blair from the accident, I will have to Zeigen my appreciation some how” My mum sagte to him.
“Its all good Ange, im just happy I got to her on time” he told her.
“Well Du boys and Girl must be starving ill go cook Du something” she sagte happily.
“Mum it’s like 4:17am” I whined…
“So, if you’re hungry, you’re hungry, Du eat!” she sagte sounding like one of those, Greek/Italian Grandmothers, I laughed at her.
“Love Du mum” I said, she kissed my head again
“Love Du too kiddo” she sagte and went down stairs to cook; my mum really wasn’t that old, only like forty two years old. She had me quite young, at twenty five. I got up and turned on my Fernsehen that was in my bedroom.
“What Filme do Du guys like?” I asked.
“Anything” Stefan said, smiling and shrugging his shoulders.
“Action, umm, I yeah pretty much everything, except for those chick flicks, no offence Blair!” he sagte chuckling softly, revealing his teeth.
“None taken” I sagte I looked through the collection of DVD’s I had.
“Do Du guys like Transformers 2?” I asked it was one of my favourite movies.
“I’ve seen number one but not two” Stefan said, and Jacob agreed with him, so I put on number two, and made my bett comfortable, with cushions, and pillows we all surprisingly fit on my double bed, I sat in the middle, Weiter to these two massive boys, I turned the air con on, knowing I would get hot with them there. Once Megan Foxx showed up on screen, they both opened their mouths, I rolled my eyes and thought ‘typical boys’ I was Mehr interested in Shia LeBeouf, and his car bumblebee.
“That girl is so hot” Stefan sagte interrupting the movie.
“Agreed” Jacob said. I looked at him, and punched his arm, knowing he wouldn’t be hurt.
“Hey!” he sagte “Don’t worry Blair, your still the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on” he said, with truthful eyes, I smiled at him, and he kissed my cheek. We were in about forty five Minuten through the movie when my mum came in with a tray and Essen that smelled delicious. She placed it on the bett and told us to enjoy it. It was chicken parmagana, with her famous delicious salat with some crispy potatoes.
“Oh wow this looks absolutely delicious” sagte Stefan licking his mouth in a joking matter, we all ate in silence on my bett watching the movie and clearly enjoying the food.
“Okay Bee your mum has definitely got to be the best cook, I haven’t tried a parmagana this nice in so long” he said.
“Thank Du Stefan” I sagte simply. Jacob looked at us confused.
“What did Du call her?” he asked furrowing his eyebrows.
“He called me Bee” I said.
“Since when?” he raised one eyebrow.
“Since we met?” I said. Jacob looked a bit upset that he didn’t think of it before, but he didn’t say anything after that.
We finished our food, and I took the plates down stairs while we they were watching the last fifteen Minuten of the movie.
“Looks like Jacob has some competition” my mum smirked. I looked at her confused, because I never told her about Jacob and me.
“Oh, I know honey, every mother would know when her daughter has their first boyfriend” she sagte smiling cheekily at me.
“Mum!” I sagte embarrassed.
“You’ve become quite the boy magnet since we’ve been here” she sagte still smiling at me; I rolled my eyes at her.
“Stefan is just a good buddy” I told her, because that’s what he was.
“Honey through your eyes that’s what Du think, through his eyes he sees Du more” she told me, I was going to argue with her but she cut me off.
“Don’t think about arguing with these things to me, I can read a boy like I can read a book” she said.
“Okay fine mum, we’ll see what happens” I said, putting the plates in the sink.
“They’re both good looking boys too…” she trailed off
“Mum, shush! Im with Jacob and Stefan respects that” I sagte to her.
“That’s what Du think…” she sagte smirking.
“Whatever mum” I sagte walking off. My mum was such a child sometimes. I walked into my dark room, while Jake and Stefan both still had their eyes glued to the movie, I walked over to my balcony, but turning back to get a blanket, then walking back outside, letting the coldness klatschen, smack me in the face. I re-arranged the cushions on my swing, schaukel sitz and sat there with the Blanket wrapped around me, safe, sicher and secure. I started to think over what my mum was saying, what if she was right about Stefan liking me too, I mean was I really that blind, if she could see it, so should I. I shook my head to get the thought out.
He couldn’t like me, and even if he did have feelings for me, he respects that im with Jacob. I looked up at the moon, it was full and beautiful. I closed one eye and put my thumb out, covering it.
“What are Du doing out here its freezing” Jake sagte as he came and sat Weiter to me. I put my thumb down and looked at him.
“You know how beautiful Du look with the moonlight shining on your face and your wavy hair gently blowing in the wind” he said.
“Apart from the fact that I have a big fat bandage on my head” I said.
“Blair, Du ruined the moment!” he sagte sarcastically, smiling at me.
“Where’s Stefan?” I asked.
“His downstairs helping your mum” he sagte stroking my cheek.
“How are Du feeling?” he asked.
“Fine, my ribs are a bit sore, but ill be okay” I said. I sat on Jakes lap like a five Jahr old and he wrapped his big muscular arms around my lower stomach making sure he didn’t touch my ribs. He rested his chin on my shoulder and I leaned into his chest, closing my eyes. We stayed like that for a while then I opened my eyes and I looked at his face, he took his cheek off my shoulder and stared deeply into my eyes, as he started to come closer to my face, my breath hitched slightly as our lips touched, his warm lips on mine, I missed it. He continued to deepen the kiss, because I didn’t have the strength tonight, he held my face with one hand while I took my arms out of the blanket and wrapped them around his head, this made him pull his arms around my lower back again being careful not to hurt me, I started to pull on his hair, he pulled me closer to his chest.
“Hey Bl-“ I heard Stefan say, as I pulled away so fast it made me feel dizzy, Stefan’s mouth hung open, and he had one hand to his forehead.
“Oh crap, im sorry” he sagte and rushed off back inside, I quickly got off of Jacob, and he was smirking.
“You knew he was coming?” I sagte frustrated.
“Yeah well he knows were together, what’s the problem?” he asked. I didn’t know what the problem was, I felt so bad for Stefan, I walked back into my bedroom and Stefan wasn’t there. I ran down the stairs my ribs hurting and feeling dizzy not really caring, I quickly searched the kitchen.
“Mum where is Stefan?” I asked worried.
“He just left” she said, without her asking any questions, I sprinted towards the door barefoot.
“STEFAN” I yelled, but no answer.
“His not here” Jacob sagte behind me, I could feel the stings in my eyes, Jake knew I was upset, because I heard him do that ‘sigh’ he does when he knows he did something wrong.
“Ill go get him” he said, before I could even say anything to him, I turned around and Jake was gone. I went back inside, tears flowing down my cheeks and put on my ugg boots, then walked back outside, I didn’t care how cold I was wearing these stinking shorts. I froze for a Minute not because I was cold, but because what am I going to say to Stefan if he comes back, that im sorry for him seeing me KISS my boyfriend? Why did I care so much, because he was one of my best Friends and he saved my life? I really didn’t want to think this, but is it possible to have feelings for two different people at the same time? But I didn’t feel anything for Stefan like what I feel for Jacob. I then squinted my eyes and saw two shirtless boys walking down the road, Jake in his ripped denim shorts and Stefan in Track pants, they both were barefoot, I started to cry even Mehr because I felt bad for making Jacob go and get him. Stefan stopped a few metres away from me like I was dangerous as Jake kept on walking towards me.
I looked up at Jacob through my wet eyes, and he clenched his jaw tight, he didn’t like seeing me cry, which I did a lot.
“Can Du give us a few minutes?” I asked, he nodded and walked off. I took a deep breath and walked up to Stefan holding and rubbing my arms because I was cold. Stefan’s body was as perfect as Jacobs, flawless skin Wird angezeigt his muscles, the night made his eyes Mehr irresistible, Stefan once again had me dazzled, and all he was doing was innocently standing there waiting for me to say something.
“Im sorry Stefan” was all I could manage to say.
“For what? Me interrupting you…” he took a breath, not wanting to think about it. “You and Jacob…together” I looked down at my feet feeling all the guilt washing over me.
“Im a terrible person” I said, I’ve always had lack of self esteem, but I was, I should have known better to KISS Jacob when Stefan was over. I still didn’t look up at him, didn’t want to see his face expression, I felt Stefan’s arms wickeln, wickeln sie around me, resting his chin on my shoulder, I wrapped my arms around him, and of course stupid emotional me, tears streaming down my cheek, I didn’t deserve him as a friend, he was too good to me. He stroked the back of my head.
“You’re not a terrible person” he whispered in my ear, I smiled while crying at the same time into his chest.
TO BE CONTINUED…
