Hello everybody! I am back with a loooooong chapter, I am sorry that I just updated now, but I didn't really have time for writing. Hope Du will like this! Hugs and kisses ;-) (L)
2 months later
- Hey, honey!
- Yes? – Hugh looked up from an American tabloid.
- I thought about going to the theatre tonight… what do Du think?
- Ok… sure but Du don’t have to ask me for permission, Du know – he sagte absentmindedly.
- For permission??? Hugh, I want to go with you! It was an invitation! – Jo sagte in astonishment.
- Oh… well, I am not really in the mood…. – he sagte uncertainly, not wanting to have another argument. Since he was back in London, he felt like as if they were just arguing non-stop.
- I see. I don’t even know why I am surprised anymore. Du don’t want to do anything. Du hardly talk to me oder anyone for that matter. Du haven’t even stepped out of the house since Du came back. What the hell happened Hugh? I mean I thought Du would be happy, that Du could finally come Home to me and our children but it seems to me that Du would rather be anywhere but here. I know Du miss the Zeigen and your Friends but this is your Home Hugh. We could hardly wait for Du to come Home and now that Du are here… Du are further away from us now than when Du were in America. I would like Du to think about this. I will go to the groceries now. – And with that she turned on her heels and walked out of the living-room, leaving Hugh to his thoughts.
- Great…- he murmured to himself throwing the tabloid on the tabelle with an angry sigh, rubbing his face with his hands. He heaved a sigh than picked up the paper unable to resist looking at a beautiful woman who was caught Von a paparazzi walking with her boyfriend. – At least Du are happy. – He sagte to himself.
He stood up, put the traitorous paper on the tabelle and went over to his piano. He hasn’t even had the energy to play. He didn’t have the energy for anything really. When he came home, he thought that finally, he could put his life back in order, as it was supposed to be. However, the Minute he stepped through the threshold and laid eyes on his wife, a terrible feeling came over him. He promised himself that he would come back and try, but it seemed impossible, as he couldn’t even find it in himself to feel anything for Jo.
He missed her terribly. He tried to banish her from his thoughts, thinking that it was for the best, but for who, he thought bitterly, because he felt like crap, to be honest. Of course, he was happy to spend time with his children but even they could feel that something is wrong with him, and he couldn’t blame them. Jo was right. He is further away from them than he was ever before. And he very well knew why. He left a part of him there with her. A part he had no idea how to get back, not even sure he wanted to.
He placed his finger on the keys, and started to play and sing softly, knowing that nobody is at home, and he doesn’t have to be afraid of someone overhearing him.
I ignored the signs
I chose to be blind
Now I seek redemption
Kneeling on the floor, practicing remorse…
Flashback
- Come on! Du have to taste this, it’s delicious! - Lisa insisted with a big smile on her face.
- Oh nooo way. I am a man, I don’t eat rabbit food, and Du should know it Von now. – He sagte with a grin.
- Don’t be ridiculous! It’s not rabbit food. It’s healthy, and Du won’t die if Du taste it just for once. – She sagte scowling.
- Well maybe I won’t die, but still what if I am allergic to this thing… - he sagte with a somber expression, pouting and trying not to laugh at Lisa’s disbelieving face – would Du take the chance?
- Allergic? To tofu? Seriously? That’s your argument? Sorry but Du have to try harder than that if Du want to avoid eating this – she sagte while getting closer and closer to his mouth with a fork of tofu. He tried to avoid it Von turning his head, smirking triumphantly at her, while she just glared at him.
- No, no, thank Du but I am perfectly fine with my steak over here, and I wouldn’t want Du to stay hungry, so please just eat it without terrorizing me with that stuff – he replied smartly.
- Well smart-ass let me tell Du one thing, Du will have a bite oder Du are going to be in big trouble. – She sagte innocently.
- Really? Well bring it on Lizzy – he said, while waggling his eyebrows, and using the nickname he knew she hated.
- That’s war, Du know. And I hope Du are prepared to get your arsch kicked Von a girl – she told him smugly, and without waiting for a come back she attacked him and started tickling him anywhere she could reach him.
- Hey, that’s… not ….fair, L-isa, s –t – op. – he could barely get out a sentence.
- Well do Du surrender? – She asked mischievously.
- No way in hell. – He sagte then grabbed her arm and pulled her out of her sitz determined to tickle her back, until she started to have her giggles.
- Hugh, no no noooooooo – she sagte alarmed, knowing he will have no mercy.
- Well? Are Du going to give up? – He asked her, his hand inches from her side.
- Yes, yes I give up - she sagte between laughs, even if his hands weren’t even touching her. – Just please let me go – she sagte pleadingly.
- Okay. I will forgive Du for your little stunt earlier.
- Thank Du sir. – She stuck her tongue out at him. – Um Hugh, Du know, I didn’t want to tell Du this…. – she began with a nervous voice, sitting back in her chair – but I had a dream about Du last night. – She barely looked up at him and he suddenly became anxious, although he had no idea why.
- What did Du dream about? – When she didn’t answer just put some tofu on her fork with shaking hands he really started to worry. – Lisa, hey, what’s wrong?
- I…. we… okay, I will just get this out of my system – and with one breath she sagte – I dreamt that we had sex yesterday. – she looked up finally, just to see Hugh look like a fisch out of water, and drop his jaw in astonishment. She couldn’t bär it any longer. She cracked a big smile but quickly showed the tofu in his open mouth. And started to laugh uncontrollably at his expression. Hugh had no other choice than to schlucken the food.
- You evil, evil woman. I can’t believe that Du just did that. – he said, trying to frown, but failing miserably when he see just how big of a smile was on her face.
- All is fair in Liebe and war…. – she sagte winking, getting out of her chair and planting a KISS on his cheek, then leaving him with a surprised but not unpleasant feeling in his stomach.
The picture vanished in front of his mind’s eye. He never told her how much he really liked tofu after that. Starting another verse he closed his eyes and let another memory engulf him.
Your memories inside me
Tearing me apart
Even though I try
I can’t draw the line…
Flashback
- Hey guys! What’s up?
- Nothing, we just thought about having a movie night. – sagte Jesse.
- Really? Well that’s a great idea. Du were working really hard in the past couple of months. Du guys deserve to have a break. – Lisa sagte with a kind smile.
- Oh Du are coming as well. – sagte Hugh grinning at Lisa.
- Really? And how do Du know that I don’t have any plans for tonight? – she asked challengingly.
- Well, first of all, Du didn’t say anything about plans for tonight, and we all know if Du had anything to do Du would have already told us about it, Du can’t really keep things to yourself if Du are excited – he sagte ignoring Lisa’s scowl. – Secondly, having program with a new blind datum doesn’t count, we are Mehr important than that I hope Du know. Thirdly, do not play hard to get we know Du are dying to come. – Hugh sagte smartly while grinning broadly at Lisa, who just glared at him in reply.
- Well if Du insist, I think I can make time for this movie night. So is it going to be the four of us oder were Du planning to invite anybody else?
- Well we should invite Jennifer and Omar, they shouldn’t be left out. – sagte Robert Sean Leonard.
- Good idea.
- Okay, I will ask them. – volunteered Jesse and set off to find the two.
- Well, I am going to practice my lines – with that Robert sagte goodbye as well, leaving alone the two of them.
- So tonight?
- Of course, as Du have already told me that I have no other choice… - she sagte smiling softly at him.
- Have Du read the script?
- Which part?
- Where Selah comes back.
- Oh, yeah.
- You are gonna have the scene Du know. – she sagte a little mysteriously to him.
- What scene? – he had no idea what she was hinting at.
- Oh Du know the bett scene.
- Ah yes. Why? Jealous? – he winked at her which made her blush a little.
- Nooooo I am perfectly aware of the fact that Cuddy would score in the end – she sagte confidently with a little grin on her face.
- Really? And how do Du know that?
- Well, haven’t Du seen their chemistry? And I have good instincts Du know. – she was smiling widely now.
- That’s great I wouldn’t want to be with anybody else, I mean House, of course. – he sagte while getting up, ready to leave – tonight, don’t forget!
- As if I could – ha faintly heard her murmuring, although he wasn’t sure he heard her correctly, only hoped so.
It was a great night. Lot of laughing, everybody had a good night. That was the first night he thought about what it would be like to KISS her.
They linger everywhere
Where I can’t reach you
Running is no use
There is no place to hide from you
Flashback
- Do Du know what Tag today is?
- Umm… Wednesday, oder is this a tricky question? – ha asked humorously.
- Noooooo. I mean yes, it is Wednesday but what else? – she prompted.
- Umm… we didn’t arrange anything for today, right? - he asked, while desperately trying to Suchen his memory for any clues.
- Noooooo. – she sagte impatiently now. Tapping her foot on the floor a little.
- Oh… it couldn’t be, could it? I mean Du suuurely wouldn’t be this excited because of a little Küssen scene right? - he asked with a straight face but laughter in his eyes. She only huffed a breath then sagte exasperatedly.
- It’s not just a little kiss. It’s a whole scene; I mean they finally got together, even if it’s just a hallucination. – she glared at him, when his grin only got bigger and bigger.
- Fine. Du can laugh all Du want, but to Cuddy it means a lot.
- But it doesn’t even happen to Cuddy, didn’t Du mean House?
- Umm. Yes. Whatever. In the long run, Cuddy will benefit from it. That’s for sure. – she sagte with such determination, that he started to have a feeling they are not talking about their characters anymore.
- If Du say so…
- Well, I certainly hope so – she said, and he detected something in her eyes, he didn’t see before. There was longing, pain, sadness and something he couldn’t put his finger on. She nodded and started to walk away from him, leaving him there, confused.
- This woman is going to be the death of me. And that is sure. – he muttered to himself.
It was not much later, that he realized that something in her eyes was love.
Every fiber of my body is longing, but no
It’s your turn to let me go
I was generous giving back your heart
But Du broke the deal with keeping mine
Flashback
- Hey, do Du have plans for tonight?
- No, not really. Why? – asked Lisa with a smile.
- Well, I though we could watch some DVD and have abendessen maybe. So, what do Du think?
- Of course, it would be great. Only the two of us? – she asked as an after thought.
- Umm…. Yes. Is it a problem? – he asked in a surprised tone.
- No! Not at all. – she rushed to calm him.
- Are Du sure? Is my wonderful company going to be good enough for you? – he asked mischievously.
- Believe me when I say that it’s going to be Mehr than enough. – she replied with a laugh.
- Well then get going. I am starving.
- Tofu? – she grinned at him.
- I think I will pass but thank you. – he sagte while making a face at her, Lisa only laughed at his expression. – what about some Italian?
- That’s fine with me.
- Okay then. Let’s go to my house, and I will order on the way home.
- So is it Home now? – Lisa asked when they arrived at Hugh’s house.
- What?
- You sagte that Du would order on your way home. I just never heard Du use the term Home to your house even though Du live here for Mehr than 4 years now. – she sagte curiously.
- Well, LA became my Home I guess, I just never dwell on the thought for long, Du know, it’s still strange a bit. Calling Home this, when my family is in London.
- Yes, I understand. – she sagte with a small smile. They settled into a comfortable silence, when they heard the bell.
- I am going to get it. – after a Minute he came back to the küche and suggested that they should eat in the living-room while watching a film.
- So what do Du want to watch?
- You can choose. Just not something girly. – he added as an after thought.
- You have girly films? – she asked with a wide smile, thinking she could tease him about it later on.
- Well, not me, but Rebecca, Du know. – he sagte defensively.
- Yes, I would say the same if I were you, Du big softie. – she chuckled.
- Pff.,, I am anything but soft.
- Really?
- Really. Want me to prove it?
- Sure, if Du can I mean. – she was openly laughing at him now. Seeing this, Hugh went over to her and picked her up in his arms without a thought and carried her to the couch while Lisa giggled uncontrollably.
- Now was that manly enough for you? – he asked winking.
- Yes, Du have proven your point. – she sagte still smiling widely at him.
He had no idea what came over him, but in that moment he wanted nothing Mehr than KISS her. And he did, for once in his life he did something impulsively. And it was the moment when everything started to go wrong between them. The KISS was soft at first. Tentative even. He could tell Lisa was surprised as hell, to tell the truth he was just as surprised at himself, he wanted to pull away immediately, but he felt that she was Küssen back, and he soon found himself making out with his co-star passionately on his couch as if his life depended on it. He never felt that way before, his whole body was on fire, and he poured every hidden emotion in the KISS which they only broke when the need for air became unbearable. He would never forget those eyes. Filled with lust and love. But soon reality came crashing down on them, and the only thing that remained in her eyes was pain. And he knew for sure that he wouldn’t want to see that expression on her face ever again.
- I’m sorry. Jesus Lisa, I am so sorry.
- You don’t have to be sorry for anything Hugh.
- I kissed Du for goodness shake!
- And I kissed Du back if I am not mistaken. – she sagte in a small voice, full of sadness.
- Still… I shouldn’t have. I am sorry; I have no idea what cam over me. – he couldn’t meet her eyes after this blatant lie, after all he knew very well what came over him. He wanted to KISS her, it wasn’t an accident. He was attracted to her from Tag one, and even though he didn’t let himself acknowledge the fact he fell in Liebe with her, somewhere along the way.
- Don’t worry, nothing happened. – she said, while he looked at her dubiously – I think, it would be the best if I go. Just promise me one thing.
- Yes?
- We are going to stay friends. Du are not going to avoid me and wallow in guilt because of our little kiss. – she pleaded.
- I promise.
It was the Sekunde time that night that he had lied to her.
Let me go before I go insane
I taste your lips, your kisses I crave
Whispers on skin, never felt so real
Waking from this dream, I can’t stop the tears…
2 months later
- Hey, honey!
- Yes? – Hugh looked up from an American tabloid.
- I thought about going to the theatre tonight… what do Du think?
- Ok… sure but Du don’t have to ask me for permission, Du know – he sagte absentmindedly.
- For permission??? Hugh, I want to go with you! It was an invitation! – Jo sagte in astonishment.
- Oh… well, I am not really in the mood…. – he sagte uncertainly, not wanting to have another argument. Since he was back in London, he felt like as if they were just arguing non-stop.
- I see. I don’t even know why I am surprised anymore. Du don’t want to do anything. Du hardly talk to me oder anyone for that matter. Du haven’t even stepped out of the house since Du came back. What the hell happened Hugh? I mean I thought Du would be happy, that Du could finally come Home to me and our children but it seems to me that Du would rather be anywhere but here. I know Du miss the Zeigen and your Friends but this is your Home Hugh. We could hardly wait for Du to come Home and now that Du are here… Du are further away from us now than when Du were in America. I would like Du to think about this. I will go to the groceries now. – And with that she turned on her heels and walked out of the living-room, leaving Hugh to his thoughts.
- Great…- he murmured to himself throwing the tabloid on the tabelle with an angry sigh, rubbing his face with his hands. He heaved a sigh than picked up the paper unable to resist looking at a beautiful woman who was caught Von a paparazzi walking with her boyfriend. – At least Du are happy. – He sagte to himself.
He stood up, put the traitorous paper on the tabelle and went over to his piano. He hasn’t even had the energy to play. He didn’t have the energy for anything really. When he came home, he thought that finally, he could put his life back in order, as it was supposed to be. However, the Minute he stepped through the threshold and laid eyes on his wife, a terrible feeling came over him. He promised himself that he would come back and try, but it seemed impossible, as he couldn’t even find it in himself to feel anything for Jo.
He missed her terribly. He tried to banish her from his thoughts, thinking that it was for the best, but for who, he thought bitterly, because he felt like crap, to be honest. Of course, he was happy to spend time with his children but even they could feel that something is wrong with him, and he couldn’t blame them. Jo was right. He is further away from them than he was ever before. And he very well knew why. He left a part of him there with her. A part he had no idea how to get back, not even sure he wanted to.
He placed his finger on the keys, and started to play and sing softly, knowing that nobody is at home, and he doesn’t have to be afraid of someone overhearing him.
I ignored the signs
I chose to be blind
Now I seek redemption
Kneeling on the floor, practicing remorse…
Flashback
- Come on! Du have to taste this, it’s delicious! - Lisa insisted with a big smile on her face.
- Oh nooo way. I am a man, I don’t eat rabbit food, and Du should know it Von now. – He sagte with a grin.
- Don’t be ridiculous! It’s not rabbit food. It’s healthy, and Du won’t die if Du taste it just for once. – She sagte scowling.
- Well maybe I won’t die, but still what if I am allergic to this thing… - he sagte with a somber expression, pouting and trying not to laugh at Lisa’s disbelieving face – would Du take the chance?
- Allergic? To tofu? Seriously? That’s your argument? Sorry but Du have to try harder than that if Du want to avoid eating this – she sagte while getting closer and closer to his mouth with a fork of tofu. He tried to avoid it Von turning his head, smirking triumphantly at her, while she just glared at him.
- No, no, thank Du but I am perfectly fine with my steak over here, and I wouldn’t want Du to stay hungry, so please just eat it without terrorizing me with that stuff – he replied smartly.
- Well smart-ass let me tell Du one thing, Du will have a bite oder Du are going to be in big trouble. – She sagte innocently.
- Really? Well bring it on Lizzy – he said, while waggling his eyebrows, and using the nickname he knew she hated.
- That’s war, Du know. And I hope Du are prepared to get your arsch kicked Von a girl – she told him smugly, and without waiting for a come back she attacked him and started tickling him anywhere she could reach him.
- Hey, that’s… not ….fair, L-isa, s –t – op. – he could barely get out a sentence.
- Well do Du surrender? – She asked mischievously.
- No way in hell. – He sagte then grabbed her arm and pulled her out of her sitz determined to tickle her back, until she started to have her giggles.
- Hugh, no no noooooooo – she sagte alarmed, knowing he will have no mercy.
- Well? Are Du going to give up? – He asked her, his hand inches from her side.
- Yes, yes I give up - she sagte between laughs, even if his hands weren’t even touching her. – Just please let me go – she sagte pleadingly.
- Okay. I will forgive Du for your little stunt earlier.
- Thank Du sir. – She stuck her tongue out at him. – Um Hugh, Du know, I didn’t want to tell Du this…. – she began with a nervous voice, sitting back in her chair – but I had a dream about Du last night. – She barely looked up at him and he suddenly became anxious, although he had no idea why.
- What did Du dream about? – When she didn’t answer just put some tofu on her fork with shaking hands he really started to worry. – Lisa, hey, what’s wrong?
- I…. we… okay, I will just get this out of my system – and with one breath she sagte – I dreamt that we had sex yesterday. – she looked up finally, just to see Hugh look like a fisch out of water, and drop his jaw in astonishment. She couldn’t bär it any longer. She cracked a big smile but quickly showed the tofu in his open mouth. And started to laugh uncontrollably at his expression. Hugh had no other choice than to schlucken the food.
- You evil, evil woman. I can’t believe that Du just did that. – he said, trying to frown, but failing miserably when he see just how big of a smile was on her face.
- All is fair in Liebe and war…. – she sagte winking, getting out of her chair and planting a KISS on his cheek, then leaving him with a surprised but not unpleasant feeling in his stomach.
The picture vanished in front of his mind’s eye. He never told her how much he really liked tofu after that. Starting another verse he closed his eyes and let another memory engulf him.
Your memories inside me
Tearing me apart
Even though I try
I can’t draw the line…
Flashback
- Hey guys! What’s up?
- Nothing, we just thought about having a movie night. – sagte Jesse.
- Really? Well that’s a great idea. Du were working really hard in the past couple of months. Du guys deserve to have a break. – Lisa sagte with a kind smile.
- Oh Du are coming as well. – sagte Hugh grinning at Lisa.
- Really? And how do Du know that I don’t have any plans for tonight? – she asked challengingly.
- Well, first of all, Du didn’t say anything about plans for tonight, and we all know if Du had anything to do Du would have already told us about it, Du can’t really keep things to yourself if Du are excited – he sagte ignoring Lisa’s scowl. – Secondly, having program with a new blind datum doesn’t count, we are Mehr important than that I hope Du know. Thirdly, do not play hard to get we know Du are dying to come. – Hugh sagte smartly while grinning broadly at Lisa, who just glared at him in reply.
- Well if Du insist, I think I can make time for this movie night. So is it going to be the four of us oder were Du planning to invite anybody else?
- Well we should invite Jennifer and Omar, they shouldn’t be left out. – sagte Robert Sean Leonard.
- Good idea.
- Okay, I will ask them. – volunteered Jesse and set off to find the two.
- Well, I am going to practice my lines – with that Robert sagte goodbye as well, leaving alone the two of them.
- So tonight?
- Of course, as Du have already told me that I have no other choice… - she sagte smiling softly at him.
- Have Du read the script?
- Which part?
- Where Selah comes back.
- Oh, yeah.
- You are gonna have the scene Du know. – she sagte a little mysteriously to him.
- What scene? – he had no idea what she was hinting at.
- Oh Du know the bett scene.
- Ah yes. Why? Jealous? – he winked at her which made her blush a little.
- Nooooo I am perfectly aware of the fact that Cuddy would score in the end – she sagte confidently with a little grin on her face.
- Really? And how do Du know that?
- Well, haven’t Du seen their chemistry? And I have good instincts Du know. – she was smiling widely now.
- That’s great I wouldn’t want to be with anybody else, I mean House, of course. – he sagte while getting up, ready to leave – tonight, don’t forget!
- As if I could – ha faintly heard her murmuring, although he wasn’t sure he heard her correctly, only hoped so.
It was a great night. Lot of laughing, everybody had a good night. That was the first night he thought about what it would be like to KISS her.
They linger everywhere
Where I can’t reach you
Running is no use
There is no place to hide from you
Flashback
- Do Du know what Tag today is?
- Umm… Wednesday, oder is this a tricky question? – ha asked humorously.
- Noooooo. I mean yes, it is Wednesday but what else? – she prompted.
- Umm… we didn’t arrange anything for today, right? - he asked, while desperately trying to Suchen his memory for any clues.
- Noooooo. – she sagte impatiently now. Tapping her foot on the floor a little.
- Oh… it couldn’t be, could it? I mean Du suuurely wouldn’t be this excited because of a little Küssen scene right? - he asked with a straight face but laughter in his eyes. She only huffed a breath then sagte exasperatedly.
- It’s not just a little kiss. It’s a whole scene; I mean they finally got together, even if it’s just a hallucination. – she glared at him, when his grin only got bigger and bigger.
- Fine. Du can laugh all Du want, but to Cuddy it means a lot.
- But it doesn’t even happen to Cuddy, didn’t Du mean House?
- Umm. Yes. Whatever. In the long run, Cuddy will benefit from it. That’s for sure. – she sagte with such determination, that he started to have a feeling they are not talking about their characters anymore.
- If Du say so…
- Well, I certainly hope so – she said, and he detected something in her eyes, he didn’t see before. There was longing, pain, sadness and something he couldn’t put his finger on. She nodded and started to walk away from him, leaving him there, confused.
- This woman is going to be the death of me. And that is sure. – he muttered to himself.
It was not much later, that he realized that something in her eyes was love.
Every fiber of my body is longing, but no
It’s your turn to let me go
I was generous giving back your heart
But Du broke the deal with keeping mine
Flashback
- Hey, do Du have plans for tonight?
- No, not really. Why? – asked Lisa with a smile.
- Well, I though we could watch some DVD and have abendessen maybe. So, what do Du think?
- Of course, it would be great. Only the two of us? – she asked as an after thought.
- Umm…. Yes. Is it a problem? – he asked in a surprised tone.
- No! Not at all. – she rushed to calm him.
- Are Du sure? Is my wonderful company going to be good enough for you? – he asked mischievously.
- Believe me when I say that it’s going to be Mehr than enough. – she replied with a laugh.
- Well then get going. I am starving.
- Tofu? – she grinned at him.
- I think I will pass but thank you. – he sagte while making a face at her, Lisa only laughed at his expression. – what about some Italian?
- That’s fine with me.
- Okay then. Let’s go to my house, and I will order on the way home.
- So is it Home now? – Lisa asked when they arrived at Hugh’s house.
- What?
- You sagte that Du would order on your way home. I just never heard Du use the term Home to your house even though Du live here for Mehr than 4 years now. – she sagte curiously.
- Well, LA became my Home I guess, I just never dwell on the thought for long, Du know, it’s still strange a bit. Calling Home this, when my family is in London.
- Yes, I understand. – she sagte with a small smile. They settled into a comfortable silence, when they heard the bell.
- I am going to get it. – after a Minute he came back to the küche and suggested that they should eat in the living-room while watching a film.
- So what do Du want to watch?
- You can choose. Just not something girly. – he added as an after thought.
- You have girly films? – she asked with a wide smile, thinking she could tease him about it later on.
- Well, not me, but Rebecca, Du know. – he sagte defensively.
- Yes, I would say the same if I were you, Du big softie. – she chuckled.
- Pff.,, I am anything but soft.
- Really?
- Really. Want me to prove it?
- Sure, if Du can I mean. – she was openly laughing at him now. Seeing this, Hugh went over to her and picked her up in his arms without a thought and carried her to the couch while Lisa giggled uncontrollably.
- Now was that manly enough for you? – he asked winking.
- Yes, Du have proven your point. – she sagte still smiling widely at him.
He had no idea what came over him, but in that moment he wanted nothing Mehr than KISS her. And he did, for once in his life he did something impulsively. And it was the moment when everything started to go wrong between them. The KISS was soft at first. Tentative even. He could tell Lisa was surprised as hell, to tell the truth he was just as surprised at himself, he wanted to pull away immediately, but he felt that she was Küssen back, and he soon found himself making out with his co-star passionately on his couch as if his life depended on it. He never felt that way before, his whole body was on fire, and he poured every hidden emotion in the KISS which they only broke when the need for air became unbearable. He would never forget those eyes. Filled with lust and love. But soon reality came crashing down on them, and the only thing that remained in her eyes was pain. And he knew for sure that he wouldn’t want to see that expression on her face ever again.
- I’m sorry. Jesus Lisa, I am so sorry.
- You don’t have to be sorry for anything Hugh.
- I kissed Du for goodness shake!
- And I kissed Du back if I am not mistaken. – she sagte in a small voice, full of sadness.
- Still… I shouldn’t have. I am sorry; I have no idea what cam over me. – he couldn’t meet her eyes after this blatant lie, after all he knew very well what came over him. He wanted to KISS her, it wasn’t an accident. He was attracted to her from Tag one, and even though he didn’t let himself acknowledge the fact he fell in Liebe with her, somewhere along the way.
- Don’t worry, nothing happened. – she said, while he looked at her dubiously – I think, it would be the best if I go. Just promise me one thing.
- Yes?
- We are going to stay friends. Du are not going to avoid me and wallow in guilt because of our little kiss. – she pleaded.
- I promise.
It was the Sekunde time that night that he had lied to her.
Let me go before I go insane
I taste your lips, your kisses I crave
Whispers on skin, never felt so real
Waking from this dream, I can’t stop the tears…
