Chapter 4 as promised. Sorry I have taken so long to post it, somehow “REAL LIFE” got in the way!!!
Du may have to go back and re-cap...sorry 'bout that.....but the story needed to have it's ending.
Again for the under 18's I trust Du will exercise the necessary restraint, and avoid Lesen that which is NOT appropriate for you.
Lying on her side Cuddy opened her eyes. Not moving she remembed the events of the Zurück night and what followed with House. She was happy and comfortable and most importantly she was deeply in love. She felt like it was all a dream, she had wanted him for so long, they had had so many chances but they never seemed to be in the same place at the same time.
House! , her gorgeous, generous lover, the man she adored. Reaching back to where he should have been her hand finds only the empty bed. Rolling over she lays her hand on the kissen where he’d slept, stroking the now cool fabric. She could smell him on her skin, and on the linen.
Turning her face into his kissen she takes a deep breath, inhaling his scent. She loved everything about him, she always had, even at his worst, but she was becoming addicted to the smell of him.
Lying quietly she wondered where he was, listening for a sound that would give him away. Closing her eyes again she Tag dreamed of him, of his incredible mouth, his powerful body, his strong arms around her, his oh so sexy husky voice, the sensual growl when he spoke to her in their quiet intimate moments. She felt like she was in one of her dreams, only she knew it was no dream, her naked aching body reminding her how thoroughly he had loved her.
Wrapping herself in the sheet she rolled over and sat up. Frowning, she sat wondering where he was. Then she heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom. The door between the bett and bathrooms was closed, but it was unmistakable. Getting up she pulled the sheet around her naked body and walked to the bathroom. Knocking she says softly; “House, Du in there?”
Sliding the door open a fraction she looks in.
“Come in,” he says smiling, “you’ve already seen everything!”
Sliding the door all the way open Cuddy steps in and looks down at him lying naked in the bath, her eyes roaming all over his body. Then back up to look his eyes. House lies perfectly still, watching her gaze travel slowly all over his body. Her slow perusal, making his herz speed up, looking into her eyes he smiles and says, “My leg hurts, the warm water helps.”
‘Is there anything I can do?”
“Nope, but Du can sit with me, keep me company. Not at all conscious of his nakedness he relaxes back into the water. “Did I wake you?”
Leaning against the door frame her arms crossed over her chest keeping the sheet wrapped around herself she says; “no, but I missed Du when I woke up, I was expecting to have Du wrapped around me, and there I discover Du have left. Are Du tired of me already?” she asks playfully.
“God YES! I couldn’t stand being near Du for another minute,” he grumbles through a sexy smile.
Sliding down the door frame Cuddy sits on the bathroom floor, her knees tucked up under the sheet.
“What are Du doing?”
“You sagte I should keep Du company, so that’s what I’m doing.”
“No Du misunderstood; I want Du to sit with me, not on the bathroom floor.”
“You want me to get into the bath with you?”
House sagte nothing, just smiled and wiggled his eyebrows at her.
“Are Du sure, what about your leg?”
“You can massage it while Du sit with me!”
“But we won’t fit in there together!”
“We’ll fit, get in here.”
Cuddy wanted nothing Mehr than to be close to him, so standing up, she dropped the sheet to the floor and stepped toward the bath. Houses sudden gasp stopping her as she looks down at him. Now HIS eyes are roaming all over her body, she sees his fingers twitch against the thigh muscle he was rubbing.
“I knew it!” he whispers breathlessly, his eyes not leaving her.
Speechless Cuddy looks at him and frowns; “knew what?” she asks.
“That Du would take my breath away!” he says softly.
Still looking down at him Cuddy watched as his penis which was flaccid grew thick and hard under the water, the sight of his very physical reaction to her, making her own body react in kind. Her nipples pebbling as heat pooled low inside her. Raising a hand to her he waits for her to take it so he can help her. Their eyes locked together, taking his hand steps into the bath. Turning her back to him she very slowly lowers herself into the hot water, seating herself between his now spread legs. As she does, she feels Houses hands travel along her legs, over her backside, up her back and finally over her shoulders. She can hear his breathing, unsteady and shallow. Gently he wraps his arms around her and pulls her back against him, her back now resting against his stomach and chest, his arms still loosely holding her to him. Cuddy’s own hands each resting on his thighs, the fingers of her right hand finding and gently massaging the damaged area of his right leg, lying between his legs, his hardness pressed against her she relaxes into his embrace, feeling the hair on his broad chest rubbing softly against the skin of her back, as he settles her.
Holding her against him House leans vorwärts-, nach vorn and kisses her shoulder, then turns his head so he can KISS her neck. Cuddy feels the tip of his tongue against the sensitive skin on her neck she drops her head back against his shoulder, his lips and tongue tasting and teasing her skin.
“I Liebe you,” he says his lips still pressed to her throat, just below her jaw. “I should have sagte it sooner; it would have saved us both a whole lot of unhappiness. I know it would have saved me from almost loosing my mind.”
Wrapping his arms tighter around her he buried his face against her neck. Saying nothing he just held on to her. Relaxed Cuddy lay in his arms. He still had his face buried against her neck, breathing in the scent of her skin. With his head House gently nudged her so that her own head rolled to one side against his shoulder, leaving her neck exposed to his mouth.
“God Du taste incredible, how am I ever going to be able to get near Du again without wanting to reach out and pull Du into my arms?”
“How am I going to be able to stop wanting Du to?”
Turning her head so that she could look up at him, she says; “we are going to have to find a way to work together without making our feelings to obvious.”
Looking down at her, House Antworten with a smile, “I’m going to need a new office, something without glass walls. There is no way I am going to be able to control myself around you. And when I do grab Du and KISS Du senseless I don’t want everyone in the hospital seeing us!”
“There will be none of that at the hospital!”
“What! Du mean no hot, secret sex on the couch in your office?”
“Nope!”
“Seriously, I have been fantasizing about getting naked on that couch with you, for the longest time.”
“House, No!”
“No making out in dark corners of deserted hallways, my hands up your shirt, yours down my pants?”
“Nope!”
Closing his eyes as if he was thinking, “what about the sleep lab? There are rooms with beds and locks on the doors, we can make Liebe there!”
“There are also cameras in every room.”
“We’ll cover them!”
“No we won’t, because we won’t be having sex in the hospital!”
“You’re right! We won’t be having sex in the hospital; I’ll be making Liebe to you, over and over and over again, until Du beg me to stop.”
Turning herself in his arms so that her back was resting against his left arm, she looked at him. “You do understand that we cannot and will not be having sex in the hospital! I am the Dean of Medicine I can’t be behaving like a teenager in love, getting naked all over the hospital with my boyfriend, who not only is an employee but the head of Diagnostics.”
“Are Du in love?” He asked, looking in her eyes.
“Yes,” was all she said, nothing else was needed. He could see it in her eyes.
“Well then how about Du only get naked with your boyfriend in your office, oder in your private bathroom, we can lock the door. Look at me, I am going to make Liebe to Du at the hospital, Du best get used to the idea. Where it happens is irrelevant, so long as Du understand that when I come for you, there is going to be nowhere for Du to hide.”
With a small giggle, and a shiver of excitement Cuddy gave in. “Okay!” But only if Du behave, no lurid remarks in front of the hospital staff, and if Du ever tell anyone about us having sex there, oder anywhere else for that matter, it will be the last time. I will ration your privileges.”
“Really, you’d let me have Du at the hospital?” his blue eyes twinkling down at her.
Cuddy sagte nothing; she just sat there looking at him with a mischievous little smile of her face.
House had started to caress her skin as they sat talking. He stroked the smooth skin of her thighs, and then he moved his hands to her hips, over to her flat stomach. His fingers finding and playing with her belly button, he seemed obsessed with her belly button.
Cuddy sat massaging his right leg, trying to relax the muscle that was bunched and damaged. They were both relaxed and enjoying the warm water and each other. Her left hand was tracing the veins on his left arm. She loved touching him and she absolutely could not get enough of the prominent veins on his arms and hands. For years every time she looked at his gorgeous hands, she had to reign in the urge to reach out and run her ringers over the veins, and along his elegant fingers.
Leaning toward him Cuddy rested her head against his shoulder, taking care not to hurt him. Her left hand finding its way to his chest, she ran her fingers over his right nipple, across his broad chest, her fingers combing through the damp chest hair. He was so incredibly sexy. Cuddy wondered if he even realized the effect he had on women. She knew of a few nurses that had huge crushes on him, despite the fact he treated them like slaves. Cameron had been in Liebe with him. Stacy was still in Liebe with him and had told her that she would always be in Liebe with him. Cuddy had no doubt that Mehr than a few of his regular hookers were also in Liebe with him. Shaking her head she tried to get rid of those images, just the thought of him with other woman making her wild with jealousy. She did not want to think about him with anyone else.
“House.”
“Hmmmm.”
“I want to KISS you.” Looking up into his eyes she let him see her feelings.
Cocking his head to the side, “Oh thank god,” he sagte smiling at her and lowered his mouth to hers. Her position between his legs leaving them pressed together. Curling her right arm back around his neck she pulled him closer.
House took the hint and pulled her hard against his body, his lips finding hers again, his tongue slick against hers as she opened her mouth to him. Again as before it was a long slow kiss, they pushed each other on. His gorgeous mouth devouring hers, a moan escaped her as House thrust his tongue deep, tasting her. Their tongues tangling in their mouths, House let loose a groan of his own as Cuddy sucked his tongue into her mouth, he absolutely loved it. In turn he sucked her bottom lip into his, and then turning his head a little he ran his tongue along her oben, nach oben lip, before closing his mouth over hers again. Again and again he drove his tongue into her mouth, Cuddy taking him in, opening herself to him, loving every Sekunde of their kiss. House, his left hand in her hair holding her to him, making sure she could not pull away, then proceeded to Zeigen her with his mouth, what it was he wanted to do to her body.
They were clinging to each other, their bodies restrained Von the bath, they made the best of it, touching, fondling and Küssen until neither of them was thinking of anything but the pleasure they were getting from each other.
House dragged his fingers up over her stomach to her breasts, his big hands closing over first one then the other. Rubbing her nipples with the palms of his hand, then rolling them between his fingers. He wanted to take her nipples into his mouth, to lick and suck at her until she was mewing with pleasure. Cuddy was squirming against him. Having him touch and fondle her was making her want to touch him too. His mouth never leaving hers, House indulged himself in her mouth and her body. Wanting Mehr he lowered his hand to her thigh. Then softly tracing it up the inside of her leg he worked his way to her core. When he found her, they both groaned, gently he stroked her, opening her with his fingers. Finding the aroused point of her pleasure, he flicked his fingers over her, making her hips jerk at the sensation. Then he reached down further to the center of her heat. He could feel the slick wetness between her legs as his fingers probed her entrance. House was now beyond logical thought; he was running on pure instinct, in a sexual haze. Somewhere he had not been for a very long time; he was completely Lost in her. Carefully he slid a finger into her, the sensation almost taking his breath away. She was so hot and ready for him.
Working his finger in and out of her he pushed in as deep as he could. Then he was using two fingers and Cuddy thought she was going to faint from pleasure. The erotic sting of his initial touch giving way to a deep desperate need for him, she tried to open her legs a little more, but there was just no room in the bath for what they were doing. Pulling him closer with her arm she moaned her ecstasy into his mouth.
Then reaching down with her left hand she wrapped it around his very hard, very large erection. Gently she started to stroke him. Now it was his turn to moan, shifting their bodies he bent and opened his legs, giving her Mehr room and opening himself to her hand. It also allowed her to open her legs to him. As Cuddy worked her hand on him he worked his between her legs, both of them straining to get closer. Dragging his mouth from hers he kissed her along her jaw then up to her ear, sucking her earlobe into his mouth. Using his tongue he circled the shell of her ear, making her shiver in response. Then he was moving again down to where her neck and shoulder met. There he kissed and licked and sucked at her skin. He wanted to devour her. All the while he worked his long thick fingers inside her hot wet passage.
Cuddy tightened her hand around his erection and pumped a little harder, a little faster. The thick, hardness of him heavy in her hand, then she slowed her movements to stroke him long and slow. They both knew where they were heading, but neither seemed in a hurry to get there.
Dropping her head back and to the side, she exposed her neck to his mouth. She loved when he kisses and nuzzled her. The sensual scratch of his unshaven jaw against her overheated skin, when he got to the base of her neck he opened his mouth and sucked at her skin, hard! As much as she loved it, she did not want him leaving a mark on her skin where it would be impossible to hide.
“House,” she sagte breathlessly, “no marks on my neck, if Du have to leave a mark leave it where I can cover it, the entire hospital does not need to know what we did.”
Against her neck, House whispered, “Cuddy, sweetheart, we need to get out of this bath. His fingers still buried deep inside her, twitching as his control slipped a little more. Her hand squeezing around him, her throaty moan making him clench his teeth. “Baby please we need to get out of this bath, I want to make Liebe to Du properly; I need to be inside you.”
“Houuuuse,” was all that she could manage. They were both breathing hard, neither of them moving, not because they couldn’t but because they where both completely caught up in their mutual passion. Looking into each others eyes, they saw exactly what it was the other was thinking and feeling.
Leaning in Cuddy kissed him hard on the mouth, her hand tightening on him before she let go. Then turning away from him she slid vorwärts-, nach vorn in the bath and lifted herself out.
He was right behind her. She heard him lift himself out of the water, as she stepped out of the bath. Reaching for the towel she quickly started to dry her flushed skin. The rub of the towel, making her already sensitive skin tingle. As she finished, House stepped out of the bath. He had been watching her wanting desperately to take the towel from her, to dry her skin for her. Reaching for the same towel he started to dry himself growling, “Bed! Now!”
Turning away from him Cuddy quickly snatched up the sheet she had dropped in the door way. Walking over to the bett she flipped it over the mattress. Turning toward the bathroom door she was surprised that House had not come through it yet. Then she heard the groan. Quickly she walked back into the bathroom, only to find him naked, both feet planted firmly on the floor, his back to her with both his arms braced against the closed bathroom door. He was breathing like he had been running. Reaching her hand out toward his back, she quickly snatched it back as he groaned again. Cuddy had no idea what was wrong with him, but he looked and sounded like he was in agony.
Worried, she stepped closer and reached her hand out toward him again, gently touching his back. The other hand joined the first, and slowly she slid them up his strong back, feeling the muscles bunch under her touch. He had not sagte a word; he just stood there leaning against the door. Stepping closer still, Cuddy wrapped her arms around him and rested her cheek against him, holding him while he worked through whatever it was he was dealing with. When he still did not Bewegen oder say a word, she asked, “House! Honey are Du okay?” Pushing away from the door letting his arms drop he wrapped them over hers. Pulling her even closer, their naked bodies pressed close. “Yeah,” he mumbled, “I’m fine, just catching my breath.”
“Are Du sure, Du look like Du are in pain.”
Turning in her arms he looked down at her, a small smile on his face. They were so close that his erection was pressed against her belly, his arms still hanging loosely at his sides. Stepping back from him she looked up now Mehr than a little confused. He looked almost sad. “Are Du sure Du are okay?”
Yes, I’m fine, just aching to get Du into bed, why?
“You have a weird look on your face, and I find Du standing in the bathroom looking like Du have just run a marathon, not Minuten after we almost did it in the bath!”
“Come here.”
“No, tell me what is wrong,” she says as she steps back.
“Sweetheart, there is nothing wrong, I swear, I was just catching my breath.”
“What does that mean, catching your breath?”
Looking straight in her eyes he says, “I needed to calm down, I am very close to loosing control. I just needed a moment to Schreiben myself.”
“Why?”
“I did not want to come to Du like that; I don’t want to be rough with you.”
“I still don’t think I understand, like what?”
Stepping closer to her, House continued, “Sweetheart, look at me, I’m not a small man, and neither am I particularly gentle. If I come to Du out of control, I am worried I’ll hurt you. And worse than that, it will be jackhammer sex. I don’t ever want us to have jackhammer sex. That is not what a man is supposed to do with the woman he loves.”
Cuddy was stunned; all she could do was stare at him. “Out of control, jackhammer sex! THAT is what Du are worried about?” “House honey, I am just as out of control as Du are. Granted I doubt I would ever be able to hurt Du physically, but I have told Du before, Du won’t hurt me. I know Du think Du will, but I know you, no matter how out of control Du are, Du will never hurt me.”
Walking up to him she reached up to stroke his cheek. He stood perfectly still letting her touch him. Her hand caressing his jaw, her fingers brushing over his lips, then with one finger she traced the length of his beautiful nose. Looking into his eyes she sagte quietly; “I Liebe you, I need you, and I want Du to make Liebe to me.” Then she reached up and pulled his mouth down to hers.
House kissed her softly, pulled her against his aching body, holding her tight. Cuddy wiggled against him as they kissed. Then pulling away from him she stepped back, so that she could reach down between them and close her hand around his erection.
Shocked, House could not Bewegen his breath caught in his lungs. Looking down at his body and seeing her hand wrapped around him drove him over the edge. He was as hard as the floor boards under his feet. Reaching for her he pulled her close. Then lifting her in his arms he turned, taking two steps he pinned her against the bathroom wall. The same Wand he had wanted to pin her against earlier. His hands cupping her backside he pushed himself against her. His rock hard penis finding the opening it was looking for. Lifting her in his powerful arms, his face against her neck, he drove into her. Drove into her as deep as he could go, forcing a long, low husky moan from her. He was harder than he had ever been in his life and he was sunk as deep as he could go inside the woman he adored, the woman he’d tormented his mind and body with for years.
Cuddy watched him as she wrapped her hand around him. He sucked in a sharp breath and then looked down. Suddenly he was moving; pulling her into his arms he lifted her high. Before she knew what he was going to do, she felt cool of the Wand at her back. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she let him lift her, and then she felt him, hard and probing at the entrance of her body. Cupping her backside he held her in his arms, a herz beat later he buried his face in her neck and thrust himself into her. Pushing all the way in, deep as he could go, the pleasure of his first thrust forcing the most erotic moan from her lips.
House could think of nothing but Cuddy. Holding her high in his arms pinned against the Wand of the bathroom, he started to move. Pumping his hips into her, using his arms he lifted her legs high and pressed deeper opening her wider. Cuddy was squirming against him. She had no purchase but for her arms around his neck. He drove his hips into hard and deep. Throwing his head back he tried to catch his breath, to somehow slow the inevitable. But she was having none of it, their bathtub foreplay had left them both dangerously aroused and this was the result.
Cuddy clung to House as he started to move, he was hard and high inside her. Pressed deep he started to move, pumping himself into her over and over again. Wrapping his hands around her thighs he lifted her legs higher opening her incredible body to his. She could do nothing but hold onto him, as he thrust deep and hard, making her twitch against him. Slowing down he pumped rhythmically into her. His head thrown back, his eyes closed. Cuddy would not let him have his way. She was desperate for him, his bathtub fondle leaving her aroused her to the point of begging.
“House, please, please don’t stop!” Her hands in his hair as she pulled his face toward hers, opening his eyes, he looked at her mouth, and then slammed his over hers. Their lips searching and sucking, their tongues tangling and tasting, House groaned a deep masculine groan, “Lisa, I Liebe you, I Liebe you.” Then he felt her body tightening around his. He drove into her as deep as he could, his legs braced wide as his powerful hips pumped hard and fast. Cuddy felt him swell inside her; neither of them was going to last much longer, he was moving inside her like a man possessed, their bodies wet with perspiration. And then she was there, her body shuddering with orgasm, she felt herself tense and squeeze as House still drove into her, then holding himself against her, he came deep and hard. His orgasm shaking his body, arching his back as he gave her everything he had, the force of it almost buckling his knees, leaving his entire body trembling and spent.
Resting his head on her shoulder House held Cuddy pressed against the bathroom wall. His penis still buried inside her, he allowed her to wickeln, wickeln sie her legs around him.
His arms still closed around her. Cuddy rested her head against the wall. They were both gasping for air, neither able to say a word, neither ready nor able to move. Slowly their breathing became less labored, their bodies, although still intimately joined had stopped shuddering and shaking. House had yet to look up at her, his face again hidden against her neck. Cuddy stroked the hair in his neck, Küssen him softly. She could feel his lips and tongue against her skin, he was tasting her. She had no idea what he was thinking oder planning, and until he decided to either put her down, sink to the floor oder carry her to the bed, she was content to hold onto him.
His was exhausted, his leg throbbed like the devil and he could think of nothing but the woman wrapped around him. Jackhammer sex! Bugger!
“Are Du okay?” he murmured against her shoulder, he still had not looked at her.
“No, I’m not okay! Why won’t Du look at me?”
“Did I hurt you?”
“What? No! House, look at me, please.”
House lifted his head and looked into her eyes. “You did not hurt me, what we just did, was enthusiastic sex. Yes, it was a little rough but nobody got hurt. If anyone is hurting right now it is you, your leg must be on fire.”
“You’re sure?”
“Smiling at him she gave him a quick kiss, “yes, I am perfect, Du are a stud, but I am fine!”
“Yes Du are perfect, incredible, sexy and SO hot; I want Du again and again.”
“What?”
“You heard me, now hold on, we are moving to the bedroom, and I need to use my arms.”
“No, put me down, I’ll walk; your leg must be killing you.” Cuddy was wriggling in his arms, her legs loosening around his waist.
“No! Hey either Du do what I asked, oder we stay here in the bathroom.”
“But your leg, Du can’t possible carry me that far, especially not after what we just did.”
“Are Du scared I’ll drop you?”
“Noooo!”
“Okay then, hold on.” With that House turned and using his right arms as support, he managed to get them to the bed. Sitting down on the edge, with Cuddy still wrapped around him, him still inside her, he flopped back on the bed, eyes closed his arms spread wide.
Leaning vorwärts-, nach vorn Cuddy kissed his neck, and his Adams apple. She bit his chin then dropped soft kisses on his nose, his eyes and mouth.
House sagte nothing; he did nothing, just lay there enjoying her mischief. Then she sat up and he felt himself stir inside her. She must have felt it too, because her eyes grew round as saucers.
Looking down at where they were still joined she said; “REALLY AGAIN?”
Opening one eye he grinned at her and answered,” If madam wishes! But I will require payment in advance.”
Frowning she crossed her arms over her chest she asked, “Payment for what?”
“Why for the mind blowing sex of course. My Friends will need the payment to bury my poor battered body!”
“Mind blowing? HA!, I’ll be the judge of that thank you.”
“And Du only have one friend and he would not believe Du if Du told him madam were sat naked and straddled over your hips, your manhood sunk deep.”
House was frowning up at her, his hands now resting on her hips.
Cuddy started to laugh at him; the movements making his “sunken manhood” react in an astonishing way. He was smiling and looked very pleased with himself. Then he grabbed and lifted her, flipping her onto the bed. Diving on oben, nach oben of her he shackled her arms above her head. “Now, what was it Du were saying?”
She was still laughing at him, but now he was Küssen her. Her chin, her jaw, down her neck, down over her chest to her breasts. There he decided to torture her Von rubbing his unshaven jaw against her already sensitive nipples.
“House,” she shrieked, “stop, Du can possibly have the energy to go again!”
“Oh, but madam I do. But only with you!”
Then he let go of her hands and lifted himself over her. Leaning down he kissed her soft and slow. It was a loving kiss, the kind she loved; his mouth earlier so hard and demanding now so gentle and soothing, their lips a little swollen from their Zurück kisses were still sensitive.
Cuddy braced her hands against his chest, letting her fingers trace and touch the muscles he was using to hold himself over her. Her fingers spearing through his chest hair, she loved his chest hair.
Slowly House ended their kiss, pulling away from her their lips clung slightly before parting. Then lying down Weiter to her pulled her into his arms. She lay spooned against his side, her arm and leg thrown over him, her head resting against his shoulder. They were relaxed and happy, House stroking her back with his fingers. Pulling her close against him he asked quietly; “Why do Du keep telling me not to call Du sweetheart, is that what Lucas called you?”
“No, he called me Lisa.”
“Then why?”
She knew it was silly, and that he would not understand why she was jealous, she just was. Closing her eyes she said’ “it’s what Du called Stacy!”
His whole body jerked.
Looking down at her he said, “It’s what I called......how do you, how do Du know what I called Stacy?”
Cuddy sagte nothing just lay quietly against him. She was not sure she wanted him to know just how long she had wanted to be with him. Because she had, she’d wanted him even while he was with Stacy. Hell she had never not wanted him, and it went all the back to Med School. When she had found him again and employed him, he and Stacy were already living together. Cuddy remembered how jealous she had been the first time she saw Stacy and House together. It was glaringly obvious to everyone that Dr House was deeply in Liebe with his girlfriend, and she with him.
Letting out a small sigh she said; “when Du came in with your leg, once we knew what had happened and suggested amputation as an option, all Du kept saying was “sweetheart no.” It did not mater to Du what we said, oder how much she begged it was always the same. Sweetheart I can’t!”
Lifting her chin with his fingers he asked quietly, “You remember what I sagte to Stacy while I was out of my mind with frustration and pain?”
A small smile on her face, she replied; “Yes, I was in the room most of the time, monitoring you.”
Lifting himself up onto his elbow he pulled her close against him. Looking down into her beautiful eyes he asked; “and now Du are worried I might be thinking of her while I am making Liebe to you, just because I call Du sweetheart.”
Before she had the chance to answer he continued. “Look at me; I need Du to hear what I am saying, before we go any further, because I may never have the courage to say it again. I Liebe you; I have for years, God I wish I had told Du sooner. I have not thought about another woman in a very long time. I told Du the last time I was with a woman was almost a Jahr ago. And just so we are clear, I am over Stacy.”
Looking up at him, she suddenly needed to know. She needed to know whom it was that he had been with. He knew what had been going on in her life over the past year, but she knew only what he showed her. She felt threatened Von the unknown and hated the idea that he was with someone else, despite the fact she had been with Lucas.
“Who is she?”
Shocked he looked into her eyes; and then quickly looked away, “Don’t?”
“Please.” Stroking his cheek, she turned his eyes back to hers.
“No!”
“Why not, do Du still see her, do Du miss her, is she someone I know, oder is she one of your hookers?” Cuddy could feel her self going cold, why would he not tell her, “where Du in Liebe with her?”
“No, no, no, no and no!”
“Then why not just tell me?”
“Cuddy, it is over it is in the past, it is of no consequence and has nothing to do with how I feel, have always felt about you.”
“Fine!” she sagte a little hurt that he was so determined to hide this woman.
“Fine, what the hell does that mean?”
“If Du don’t want to talk about it then it’s fine. It is just Du know whom I’ve been with, but Du hide who you’ve been with, stupid as it sounds I feel threatened.” Cuddy looked past him so he could not look into her eyes.
“Really, Du feel threatened?” Then flopping back onto the bett he bent his arms and laced his fingers under his head. “But if Du ever throw this back at me, just remember I never wanted to share this and I am just a man, a man that was in Liebe with a woman, YOU, he thought he would never have.” Taking a deep breath he started to talk, “her name is Lydia, I met her at Mayfield, NO she was neither a patient nor a member of the staff. She visited her sister-in-law who was a patient. We chatted, I teased and flirted with her, we got friendly, played the piano, then one Tag it was Mehr than friendly. One night, after a particularly difficult Tag for both of us, we ended up on a chair in one of the offices. I lifted her over my hips, undid my button and zipper and made Liebe to her, right there on the chair! It was quick and neither of us even got undressed. When it was over I held on to her and cried like a baby. She was the first person I had connected with, I mean really connected with for a very long time, and the first I had connected with as a sober, clean, clear thinking man. I needed her, I wanted her and she obviously felt the same. We shared an intimate moment, and then it was over. It happened just that once. The Weiter Tag I heard that her sister-in-law was being transferred out of the state and that they were relocating. I went to her house and begged her not to leave. Both of us wanted something that could not be. I thought I was in Liebe with her. When she told me she could not stay, I felt like I was going to die. I went back to Mayfield to lick my wounds but ended up spilling the whole story to Nolan. That was when he decided that if I could deal with that kind of hurt and not go to pieces I could go back to my life. I was discharged the Weiter day. I have not heard from her, nor have I seen her since that day, and neither have I tried to find nor contact her.”
As he started to talk, Cuddy rolled onto her side and watched him. It did not go unnoticed Von her that he had pulled back and away from her. She could see the worry on his face. But she really wanted to know. She knew she would hate herself afterward, and most likely be incredibly angry at him, but she needed to know. As she listened to him, she felt herself go hot then cold and realized that she would rather not know after all. But it was too late. He was going to give her every detail. When he stopped talking he closed his eyes and heaved a huge sigh.
Before she knew it she had asked; “sister-in-law, her brothers wife?”
House covered his face with his hands, rubbing his eyes, and answered; “Cuddy, seriously? Shaking his head, “her husbands’ sister, and also her best friend,” then looking at her he asked; “happy now?”
What could she say? He had met a woman, a married woman, whom he had had sex with, then begged to stay with him, whilst he was in rehab. A woman, whom clearly meant Mehr to him than he wanted to let on, a woman Cuddy, now wished she did not know about. Sitting up she bent her legs and circling her arms around them she said; “No, I wish I had just let Du keep that to yourself. I feel worse now that I know, then I did when she was a mystery. She obviously meant; means Mehr to Du than Du are willing to admit, and I think knowing that is worse than not knowing anything at all.”
House lay watching her. She was sitting vorwärts-, nach vorn her knees pulled up against her chest as if needing to protect herself from something. Her beautiful back was bare to his gaze. How had they gotten from wild needy sex against the bathroom Wand to this?
Lifting his hand he ran his index finger down the center of her back, over her spine. He felt her body jerk at his touch. Then deciding it they did not fix this problem right now it was going to break them before they even got started. And if there was one thing House wanted desperately it was Lisa Cuddy. So sitting up he moved himself in behind her and opening his legs he leant forward, wrapping his strong arms around her he pulled her back against his chest. Then moving the pillows he leant back taking her with him. He sagte nothing, just held her in his arms, her head resting against his shoulder. House opened both his hands, palms up, fingers splayed open and waited. As Cuddy reached for his hands, he laced their fingers and sighed his relief.
Then closing his arms around her he sagte quietly; “YOU are the only woman I want. Du are the woman I have needed for longer than I can remember. I have not thought about anyone but Du since I stepped foot back in to the hospital. In fact it has been Du for years, yes I have been intimate with other woman and I may have a history with one oder two of them, I am a man and I did get lonely, but I always came back to YOU. No matter what was going on, I craved you, your body, your attention; I even craved your anger. At least then I knew Du were completely focused on ME!”
Suddenly he could not stop the words, he needed her to know what her being with Lucas had done to him.
“Do Du have any idea what I went through when I found Lucas in your hotel room? Realizing as I stood there that I had Lost Du again, listening to him repeat things I had told you, things only Du and Wilson knew about! Knowing that Du had told him and what that meant. Du told him because Du were serious about him. I wanted to kill him, then I wanted to kill you, then all I could do was think of was how to break Du up. If I’d managed that Du would be furious and hurt, then Du would confront me, which would mean I could be near you, argue with Du and fight with you, worm my way closer until Du forgave me. Slowly I could try and make Du laugh again, see if I could get Du to fall in Liebe with ME. When Du walked in here this morning I was terrified. I did not want to hear anymore about Du and Lucas. Now that I have Du in my arms, I am never letting Du go; I’m in Liebe with Du and whatever happens I am never going away. Lifting his right hand he brought hers to his mouth and kissed first in the palm of her hand, then softly on the beat of her pulse, before returning their hands to her waist.
“I’m sorry; I did not mean to pry. I know Du have been with other women and I have no reason to be jealous, but I am, and there is nothing I can do about it. I hate the thought of Du with another woman. I hate knowing Du touched and kissed them the way Du touch and KISS me. I hate even Mehr knowing they touched you, gave Du pleasure, made Du happy. I supposed I am worried that I’ll be enough oder will Du get bored with just me and want to have what Du had before.” Then taking a shaky breath she continued;”and I’m sorry I betrayed Du to Lucas, I should have known better. Du have never betrayed my confidence about the IVF. I don’t have an excuse all I can say is I’m sorry.”
Easing himself down on the bett so his back was against the pillows, House turned Cuddy in his arms. Once she was facing him, lying between his legs, their naked bodies pressed together, he pulled her up until she was lying completely over him. His arms locked low on her back. Looking into her eyes he said, “You may KISS me now, and know that I’ve always wanted to KISS you.” Slowly Cuddy lowered her lips to his, Küssen him softly. House kissed her back, their mouths gentle, soft and full of love. Their KISS went on and on, their lips, their tongues and even their teeth, drugging their senses until only they existed. Ending the kiss, Cuddy snuggled against his chest. She was happy and she realized that what she thought was Liebe was so much more. They really could make this work; it was obviously something they both wanted. She could be the one to make him happy. Well has happy as he could be. She knew that he was the one! The one man she could not be without. They lay naked in each others arms just enjoying the silence and the togetherness.
“Stay with me tonight.”
“Looking up at him Cuddy said; “I can’t House, I have to go Home to Rachel.”
“Call your mom, ask her to take Rachel.”
“And how do I explain the fact that I have not been Home in almost 36 hours?”
“Lie to her! Tell her Du are needed at the hospital because of the number of patients brought in after the Trenton thing.”
“I can’t, I have to go home, and it’s not fair to Rachel oder Marina. And I have no clean clothing; I’d have to go Home in the morning anyway to get ready for work. “
“Do Du even want to stay with me?”
“Of course I want to stay with you. I want to stay right here where I am, naked on oben, nach oben of Du with your arms wrapped around me.”
“That is exactly what I want.”
“House, don’t spoil it, Du know I have to go home. Not right away but in a little while.”
“I don’t want to sleep alone. I want Du to sleep here in my bed. I know it is selfish, but I don’t want to share Du with anyone. Not yet!”
He was not happy with the idea of her leaving but he understood that she had to go Home to Rachel. So instead of arguing he gave in and they lay snuggling, Küssen and touching. It was Mehr a playful make out than an erotic prelude. They indulged themselves in each other. Their moans floating around the room, the scent of their Liebe making still on their skins, they had made Liebe three times and still could not get enough of each other.
“Come Home with me.”
“What?”
“You heard me, come Home with me. Come and sleep with me in my bed. Make Liebe to me in my bed, and in the morning we can see about dealing with your dusche fantasies!”
“Are Du serious?”
“Yes, I’m serious, why?”
“No reason, just unexpected is all. Is Lucas all moved out? I don’t want to be there if he is going to walk in.”
“Yes, he is all moved out. And my housekeeper was there today, so the bett has fresh linen, incase that was your Weiter question.”
“You are absolutely sure?”
“Yes, House come Home with me, we’ll make Liebe and fall sleep, wrapped in each other in my bed.”
“Make Love! Woman, what do Du think I am, three rounds not enough for you?”
“Tell Du what, pack a bag, come Home with me, I’ll make us dinner, we’ll spend time with the baby, and when we go to bett I promise to let Du sleep!”
“Sounds like a great plan. I’m not sure about the baby part, BUT I want Du to much not to agree, and just so Du know, when we go to bed, I am going to make Du scream!”
“Promise?”
“Count on it!”
Later, a very happy House and a Cuddy managed to untangle themselves from the bett and each other and get dressed. House packed a bag with clothing for the Weiter day, pair of blue jeans, a red t-shirt and a brown long sleeved shirt. He did not bother with a jacke he had left the black on in his office. Pulling on his jeans from earlier he limped across the room to get socks and clean underwear. He grabbed a pair of pajama pants and a spare T-shirt just in case, but he had absolutely no intention of wearing them. Scooping up “Cuddy’s rosa Shirt” he pulled it on. Cuddy handed him his toiletry bag with his toothbrush and deodorant and Ibuprofen. Smiling at each other like naughty teenagers they packed his bag. Cuddy buttoned “her” hemd, shirt over his chest, taking much too long and touching him way too often, making him grab her and KISS her hard. House slipped on a pair of soft brown leather loafers and on the way out of the bedroom, grabbed his gürtel of the tabelle and shoved it into his bag.
In the hall he stopped and opening the closet reached in for a pair of sneakers shoving them in the bag too. Looking around for anything he might have forgotten he spied his mobile phone and keys on the tabelle Weiter to the door. Before closing the hall closet he reached in for a cane. He had a spare. It was the black one with the silver head. The one he used when he wore his tux, but it would have to do until he could get to the tobacconist to get a new one.
Stopping at the door he picked up his phone and keys and turned to Cuddy who was leaning against the piano.
“I’m ready.”
“In that case, let’s go home. Oh, Von the way, when does your cleaning lady come in?”
“Tomorrow and she is going to think I went crazy, between the bathroom and the bedroom.” Then he stopped and looked at her. “Where are my white spitze panties?”
“I have MY white spitze panties on; the other pair is in your bag.”
“I want those panties back, oder else.”
“They are mine!”
“Nooo, they are MINE, and I want them back oder else.”
“Or else what?”
“The first time I pull your panties of at the hospital, you’ll not get them back! And I’ll make sure I get Du early, so you’ll have to walk around all Tag without any panties on.”
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“100 bucks says I would so dare, and what’s Mehr I will be all over Du all Tag until I can make Liebe to Du a Sekunde time. Because knowing Du are naked under your rock is going to turn us both on to no end.”
House opened the apartment door and waited for Cuddy to walk out. Closing and locking the door behind him, he took Cuddy’s hand and they stepped out of the building into the late afternoon sunshine. Cuddy opened the kofferraum, stamm for House to drop in his bag and cane. As she closed it House pulled her into his arms, caging her between his arms and the kofferraum, stamm he held her still with his hips, then lowering his mouth to hers and kissed her. Shocked Cuddy could do nothing but KISS him back. She loved him, she loved his body, his lovemaking, and she most especially loved his mouth. House let her taste his tongue as he tasted hers, his one hand sliding up her back into her hair, the other low on her back pressing her close. Her hands fisting in his hemd, shirt as she pulled him closer. Slowly, tenderly they ended the kiss, unaware of the indulgent smiles they were getting from passers by. Cuddy pushed him away gently whispering; “House, we can’t do that in the street, people are watching us.”
“Why not, all I did was KISS my girl.”
“Get in the car Greg!”
House let out a loud laugh, “Greg is it, why do I get the feeling that that is going to be your tone when Du are annoyed oder irritated. Leaning close he continued; “I’d far rather Du moan my name while we make love.”
Then he quickly moved round to the passenger side and got in, leaving her speechless, Cuddy stood watching him and as he ducked into the car he winked at her.
As they pulled away from the curb outside Houses building, and drove around the corner, neither Cuddy nor House was aware of the man who had been watching them.
Nobody noticed the man standing across the straße in the shadows, his blue eyes bright and burning. He looked like every other student with head phones and Tag pack. Unnoticed he watched Cuddy and House, he watched House pull her into his arms, he watched House KISS her and he watched as she kissed him back, he could not hear what they were saying, but from the expressions on their faces he could tell they were happy, enjoying themselves and each other. Emotion of a kind he had never felt before, making him schlucken hard, but for some reason he was unable to look away. As Cuddy’s car disappeared around the corner, Lucas stepped out of the shadows and of the sidewalk. Not attracting any attention to himself he walked slowly across the straße toward Houses building. Stopping just outside he took a deep breath, then up the stairs to the green door with the letter B displayed. Without hesitation Lucas pulled out the key, opened the door and stepped into the apartment, making sure to close the door behind him.
Removing his headphones he dropped them and his bag on the chair near the door. Then turning around he looked down the hall toward the bedroom. Clenching his jaw he started across the living room toward the kitchen. He could smell them, House and Cuddy. He could smell their lovemaking; the entire apartment was filled with the smell of them. Swallowing hard again, he walked over to the cabinet in the corner near the window, and reaching behind it he removed his bug. Then he moved back into the living room to House’s precious piano, and reaching under it he removed a Sekunde bug. He did the same in the hall, moving Bücher on the oben, nach oben shelf, and then carefully putting them back. He was getting closer to the bedroom with every step he was taking. He did not know if he could stand it, he knew what he was going to find. Taking another deep breath he walked in, the first thing he saw was the bed, and Von the look of it there could be no doubt about what had gone on in that room all day. Worse still, not only did he know exactly what had gone on in that bed, he had heard everything.
Every word from the moment Cuddy had walked into Houses apartment to the moment they walked out together, every whisper, every moan, every sigh, the sounds of their intimacy still echoed loudly in his head. Looking at the bett he could almost imagine them there, Rapunzel – Neu verföhnt in and around each other. Shaking his head, trying to clear his thoughts he walked over to the bed, as he got closer the unmistakable smell of House and Cuddy greeted him like a fist to the stomach. Quickly reaching behind the headboard he ran his fingers under the lip at the back and found the 4th bug.
God how he wished now that he had removed them sooner wished he had had the strength not to torture himself Von listening to them. He had not planned on it, when he had left Cuddy’s house he had driven straight to House’s apartment. Somehow he knew that she would go to him. The man had some kind of hold over her that nothing seemed to be able to break. When he had heard her tell House all she could think of was him, that she loved him, he realized that nothing would ever change that. Not marriage, not moving to another city, Gregory House was Lisa’s vice, he always would be, and as he already knew, House wanted Cuddy desperately.
Walking around the bed, trying not to look at it he headed for the bathroom. Bending down he removed the 5th and final bug from under the wash basin, behind the pipes. Then he quickly made his way back to the living room. Sitting down on the sofa he looked down at his hand, at the 5 small high def bugs. He could not remember why he had even planted them. What had he hoped to learn? It was before House had Lost his mind and before he and Lisa had gotten together. Lucas sat motionless, looking at his hand and as he sat there it all came flooding back. Everything he had heard, every groan, every breathless plea, every word they had spoken he had heard and while they made love, every one of Houses thrusts was like a hot poker going through his chest. She had never made Liebe with him like she made Liebe with House. It was over; she was obviously with the man she had always wanted. He wished he had realized it sooner. He was still in Liebe with her, but there was no way he would get her back. Especially knowing everything he knew now. She belonged to House, she always had.
Getting up Lucas walked over to House’s schreibtisch and found a Schreiben pad and pen, then quickly scribbled a note.
House
Du win.
I wish I had removed these sooner. I had no intention of listening, but the herz and head don’t always want the same things. Du are for some reason the man she has always wanted. Take care of her and Rachel. Lisa loves you, don’t ruin it.
Lucas
Then folding the bugs into the note he slid them into an envelope, sealed it and dropped it on the piano.
Grabbing his bag which held the receiver and his head phones he opened the door and walked out. Pulling it shut behind him he locked it and dropped the key into Houses post box. Then walked out of the building and away from House, Cuddy and the worst pain he had every felt.
Du may have to go back and re-cap...sorry 'bout that.....but the story needed to have it's ending.
Again for the under 18's I trust Du will exercise the necessary restraint, and avoid Lesen that which is NOT appropriate for you.
Lying on her side Cuddy opened her eyes. Not moving she remembed the events of the Zurück night and what followed with House. She was happy and comfortable and most importantly she was deeply in love. She felt like it was all a dream, she had wanted him for so long, they had had so many chances but they never seemed to be in the same place at the same time.
House! , her gorgeous, generous lover, the man she adored. Reaching back to where he should have been her hand finds only the empty bed. Rolling over she lays her hand on the kissen where he’d slept, stroking the now cool fabric. She could smell him on her skin, and on the linen.
Turning her face into his kissen she takes a deep breath, inhaling his scent. She loved everything about him, she always had, even at his worst, but she was becoming addicted to the smell of him.
Lying quietly she wondered where he was, listening for a sound that would give him away. Closing her eyes again she Tag dreamed of him, of his incredible mouth, his powerful body, his strong arms around her, his oh so sexy husky voice, the sensual growl when he spoke to her in their quiet intimate moments. She felt like she was in one of her dreams, only she knew it was no dream, her naked aching body reminding her how thoroughly he had loved her.
Wrapping herself in the sheet she rolled over and sat up. Frowning, she sat wondering where he was. Then she heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom. The door between the bett and bathrooms was closed, but it was unmistakable. Getting up she pulled the sheet around her naked body and walked to the bathroom. Knocking she says softly; “House, Du in there?”
Sliding the door open a fraction she looks in.
“Come in,” he says smiling, “you’ve already seen everything!”
Sliding the door all the way open Cuddy steps in and looks down at him lying naked in the bath, her eyes roaming all over his body. Then back up to look his eyes. House lies perfectly still, watching her gaze travel slowly all over his body. Her slow perusal, making his herz speed up, looking into her eyes he smiles and says, “My leg hurts, the warm water helps.”
‘Is there anything I can do?”
“Nope, but Du can sit with me, keep me company. Not at all conscious of his nakedness he relaxes back into the water. “Did I wake you?”
Leaning against the door frame her arms crossed over her chest keeping the sheet wrapped around herself she says; “no, but I missed Du when I woke up, I was expecting to have Du wrapped around me, and there I discover Du have left. Are Du tired of me already?” she asks playfully.
“God YES! I couldn’t stand being near Du for another minute,” he grumbles through a sexy smile.
Sliding down the door frame Cuddy sits on the bathroom floor, her knees tucked up under the sheet.
“What are Du doing?”
“You sagte I should keep Du company, so that’s what I’m doing.”
“No Du misunderstood; I want Du to sit with me, not on the bathroom floor.”
“You want me to get into the bath with you?”
House sagte nothing, just smiled and wiggled his eyebrows at her.
“Are Du sure, what about your leg?”
“You can massage it while Du sit with me!”
“But we won’t fit in there together!”
“We’ll fit, get in here.”
Cuddy wanted nothing Mehr than to be close to him, so standing up, she dropped the sheet to the floor and stepped toward the bath. Houses sudden gasp stopping her as she looks down at him. Now HIS eyes are roaming all over her body, she sees his fingers twitch against the thigh muscle he was rubbing.
“I knew it!” he whispers breathlessly, his eyes not leaving her.
Speechless Cuddy looks at him and frowns; “knew what?” she asks.
“That Du would take my breath away!” he says softly.
Still looking down at him Cuddy watched as his penis which was flaccid grew thick and hard under the water, the sight of his very physical reaction to her, making her own body react in kind. Her nipples pebbling as heat pooled low inside her. Raising a hand to her he waits for her to take it so he can help her. Their eyes locked together, taking his hand steps into the bath. Turning her back to him she very slowly lowers herself into the hot water, seating herself between his now spread legs. As she does, she feels Houses hands travel along her legs, over her backside, up her back and finally over her shoulders. She can hear his breathing, unsteady and shallow. Gently he wraps his arms around her and pulls her back against him, her back now resting against his stomach and chest, his arms still loosely holding her to him. Cuddy’s own hands each resting on his thighs, the fingers of her right hand finding and gently massaging the damaged area of his right leg, lying between his legs, his hardness pressed against her she relaxes into his embrace, feeling the hair on his broad chest rubbing softly against the skin of her back, as he settles her.
Holding her against him House leans vorwärts-, nach vorn and kisses her shoulder, then turns his head so he can KISS her neck. Cuddy feels the tip of his tongue against the sensitive skin on her neck she drops her head back against his shoulder, his lips and tongue tasting and teasing her skin.
“I Liebe you,” he says his lips still pressed to her throat, just below her jaw. “I should have sagte it sooner; it would have saved us both a whole lot of unhappiness. I know it would have saved me from almost loosing my mind.”
Wrapping his arms tighter around her he buried his face against her neck. Saying nothing he just held on to her. Relaxed Cuddy lay in his arms. He still had his face buried against her neck, breathing in the scent of her skin. With his head House gently nudged her so that her own head rolled to one side against his shoulder, leaving her neck exposed to his mouth.
“God Du taste incredible, how am I ever going to be able to get near Du again without wanting to reach out and pull Du into my arms?”
“How am I going to be able to stop wanting Du to?”
Turning her head so that she could look up at him, she says; “we are going to have to find a way to work together without making our feelings to obvious.”
Looking down at her, House Antworten with a smile, “I’m going to need a new office, something without glass walls. There is no way I am going to be able to control myself around you. And when I do grab Du and KISS Du senseless I don’t want everyone in the hospital seeing us!”
“There will be none of that at the hospital!”
“What! Du mean no hot, secret sex on the couch in your office?”
“Nope!”
“Seriously, I have been fantasizing about getting naked on that couch with you, for the longest time.”
“House, No!”
“No making out in dark corners of deserted hallways, my hands up your shirt, yours down my pants?”
“Nope!”
Closing his eyes as if he was thinking, “what about the sleep lab? There are rooms with beds and locks on the doors, we can make Liebe there!”
“There are also cameras in every room.”
“We’ll cover them!”
“No we won’t, because we won’t be having sex in the hospital!”
“You’re right! We won’t be having sex in the hospital; I’ll be making Liebe to you, over and over and over again, until Du beg me to stop.”
Turning herself in his arms so that her back was resting against his left arm, she looked at him. “You do understand that we cannot and will not be having sex in the hospital! I am the Dean of Medicine I can’t be behaving like a teenager in love, getting naked all over the hospital with my boyfriend, who not only is an employee but the head of Diagnostics.”
“Are Du in love?” He asked, looking in her eyes.
“Yes,” was all she said, nothing else was needed. He could see it in her eyes.
“Well then how about Du only get naked with your boyfriend in your office, oder in your private bathroom, we can lock the door. Look at me, I am going to make Liebe to Du at the hospital, Du best get used to the idea. Where it happens is irrelevant, so long as Du understand that when I come for you, there is going to be nowhere for Du to hide.”
With a small giggle, and a shiver of excitement Cuddy gave in. “Okay!” But only if Du behave, no lurid remarks in front of the hospital staff, and if Du ever tell anyone about us having sex there, oder anywhere else for that matter, it will be the last time. I will ration your privileges.”
“Really, you’d let me have Du at the hospital?” his blue eyes twinkling down at her.
Cuddy sagte nothing; she just sat there looking at him with a mischievous little smile of her face.
House had started to caress her skin as they sat talking. He stroked the smooth skin of her thighs, and then he moved his hands to her hips, over to her flat stomach. His fingers finding and playing with her belly button, he seemed obsessed with her belly button.
Cuddy sat massaging his right leg, trying to relax the muscle that was bunched and damaged. They were both relaxed and enjoying the warm water and each other. Her left hand was tracing the veins on his left arm. She loved touching him and she absolutely could not get enough of the prominent veins on his arms and hands. For years every time she looked at his gorgeous hands, she had to reign in the urge to reach out and run her ringers over the veins, and along his elegant fingers.
Leaning toward him Cuddy rested her head against his shoulder, taking care not to hurt him. Her left hand finding its way to his chest, she ran her fingers over his right nipple, across his broad chest, her fingers combing through the damp chest hair. He was so incredibly sexy. Cuddy wondered if he even realized the effect he had on women. She knew of a few nurses that had huge crushes on him, despite the fact he treated them like slaves. Cameron had been in Liebe with him. Stacy was still in Liebe with him and had told her that she would always be in Liebe with him. Cuddy had no doubt that Mehr than a few of his regular hookers were also in Liebe with him. Shaking her head she tried to get rid of those images, just the thought of him with other woman making her wild with jealousy. She did not want to think about him with anyone else.
“House.”
“Hmmmm.”
“I want to KISS you.” Looking up into his eyes she let him see her feelings.
Cocking his head to the side, “Oh thank god,” he sagte smiling at her and lowered his mouth to hers. Her position between his legs leaving them pressed together. Curling her right arm back around his neck she pulled him closer.
House took the hint and pulled her hard against his body, his lips finding hers again, his tongue slick against hers as she opened her mouth to him. Again as before it was a long slow kiss, they pushed each other on. His gorgeous mouth devouring hers, a moan escaped her as House thrust his tongue deep, tasting her. Their tongues tangling in their mouths, House let loose a groan of his own as Cuddy sucked his tongue into her mouth, he absolutely loved it. In turn he sucked her bottom lip into his, and then turning his head a little he ran his tongue along her oben, nach oben lip, before closing his mouth over hers again. Again and again he drove his tongue into her mouth, Cuddy taking him in, opening herself to him, loving every Sekunde of their kiss. House, his left hand in her hair holding her to him, making sure she could not pull away, then proceeded to Zeigen her with his mouth, what it was he wanted to do to her body.
They were clinging to each other, their bodies restrained Von the bath, they made the best of it, touching, fondling and Küssen until neither of them was thinking of anything but the pleasure they were getting from each other.
House dragged his fingers up over her stomach to her breasts, his big hands closing over first one then the other. Rubbing her nipples with the palms of his hand, then rolling them between his fingers. He wanted to take her nipples into his mouth, to lick and suck at her until she was mewing with pleasure. Cuddy was squirming against him. Having him touch and fondle her was making her want to touch him too. His mouth never leaving hers, House indulged himself in her mouth and her body. Wanting Mehr he lowered his hand to her thigh. Then softly tracing it up the inside of her leg he worked his way to her core. When he found her, they both groaned, gently he stroked her, opening her with his fingers. Finding the aroused point of her pleasure, he flicked his fingers over her, making her hips jerk at the sensation. Then he reached down further to the center of her heat. He could feel the slick wetness between her legs as his fingers probed her entrance. House was now beyond logical thought; he was running on pure instinct, in a sexual haze. Somewhere he had not been for a very long time; he was completely Lost in her. Carefully he slid a finger into her, the sensation almost taking his breath away. She was so hot and ready for him.
Working his finger in and out of her he pushed in as deep as he could. Then he was using two fingers and Cuddy thought she was going to faint from pleasure. The erotic sting of his initial touch giving way to a deep desperate need for him, she tried to open her legs a little more, but there was just no room in the bath for what they were doing. Pulling him closer with her arm she moaned her ecstasy into his mouth.
Then reaching down with her left hand she wrapped it around his very hard, very large erection. Gently she started to stroke him. Now it was his turn to moan, shifting their bodies he bent and opened his legs, giving her Mehr room and opening himself to her hand. It also allowed her to open her legs to him. As Cuddy worked her hand on him he worked his between her legs, both of them straining to get closer. Dragging his mouth from hers he kissed her along her jaw then up to her ear, sucking her earlobe into his mouth. Using his tongue he circled the shell of her ear, making her shiver in response. Then he was moving again down to where her neck and shoulder met. There he kissed and licked and sucked at her skin. He wanted to devour her. All the while he worked his long thick fingers inside her hot wet passage.
Cuddy tightened her hand around his erection and pumped a little harder, a little faster. The thick, hardness of him heavy in her hand, then she slowed her movements to stroke him long and slow. They both knew where they were heading, but neither seemed in a hurry to get there.
Dropping her head back and to the side, she exposed her neck to his mouth. She loved when he kisses and nuzzled her. The sensual scratch of his unshaven jaw against her overheated skin, when he got to the base of her neck he opened his mouth and sucked at her skin, hard! As much as she loved it, she did not want him leaving a mark on her skin where it would be impossible to hide.
“House,” she sagte breathlessly, “no marks on my neck, if Du have to leave a mark leave it where I can cover it, the entire hospital does not need to know what we did.”
Against her neck, House whispered, “Cuddy, sweetheart, we need to get out of this bath. His fingers still buried deep inside her, twitching as his control slipped a little more. Her hand squeezing around him, her throaty moan making him clench his teeth. “Baby please we need to get out of this bath, I want to make Liebe to Du properly; I need to be inside you.”
“Houuuuse,” was all that she could manage. They were both breathing hard, neither of them moving, not because they couldn’t but because they where both completely caught up in their mutual passion. Looking into each others eyes, they saw exactly what it was the other was thinking and feeling.
Leaning in Cuddy kissed him hard on the mouth, her hand tightening on him before she let go. Then turning away from him she slid vorwärts-, nach vorn in the bath and lifted herself out.
He was right behind her. She heard him lift himself out of the water, as she stepped out of the bath. Reaching for the towel she quickly started to dry her flushed skin. The rub of the towel, making her already sensitive skin tingle. As she finished, House stepped out of the bath. He had been watching her wanting desperately to take the towel from her, to dry her skin for her. Reaching for the same towel he started to dry himself growling, “Bed! Now!”
Turning away from him Cuddy quickly snatched up the sheet she had dropped in the door way. Walking over to the bett she flipped it over the mattress. Turning toward the bathroom door she was surprised that House had not come through it yet. Then she heard the groan. Quickly she walked back into the bathroom, only to find him naked, both feet planted firmly on the floor, his back to her with both his arms braced against the closed bathroom door. He was breathing like he had been running. Reaching her hand out toward his back, she quickly snatched it back as he groaned again. Cuddy had no idea what was wrong with him, but he looked and sounded like he was in agony.
Worried, she stepped closer and reached her hand out toward him again, gently touching his back. The other hand joined the first, and slowly she slid them up his strong back, feeling the muscles bunch under her touch. He had not sagte a word; he just stood there leaning against the door. Stepping closer still, Cuddy wrapped her arms around him and rested her cheek against him, holding him while he worked through whatever it was he was dealing with. When he still did not Bewegen oder say a word, she asked, “House! Honey are Du okay?” Pushing away from the door letting his arms drop he wrapped them over hers. Pulling her even closer, their naked bodies pressed close. “Yeah,” he mumbled, “I’m fine, just catching my breath.”
“Are Du sure, Du look like Du are in pain.”
Turning in her arms he looked down at her, a small smile on his face. They were so close that his erection was pressed against her belly, his arms still hanging loosely at his sides. Stepping back from him she looked up now Mehr than a little confused. He looked almost sad. “Are Du sure Du are okay?”
Yes, I’m fine, just aching to get Du into bed, why?
“You have a weird look on your face, and I find Du standing in the bathroom looking like Du have just run a marathon, not Minuten after we almost did it in the bath!”
“Come here.”
“No, tell me what is wrong,” she says as she steps back.
“Sweetheart, there is nothing wrong, I swear, I was just catching my breath.”
“What does that mean, catching your breath?”
Looking straight in her eyes he says, “I needed to calm down, I am very close to loosing control. I just needed a moment to Schreiben myself.”
“Why?”
“I did not want to come to Du like that; I don’t want to be rough with you.”
“I still don’t think I understand, like what?”
Stepping closer to her, House continued, “Sweetheart, look at me, I’m not a small man, and neither am I particularly gentle. If I come to Du out of control, I am worried I’ll hurt you. And worse than that, it will be jackhammer sex. I don’t ever want us to have jackhammer sex. That is not what a man is supposed to do with the woman he loves.”
Cuddy was stunned; all she could do was stare at him. “Out of control, jackhammer sex! THAT is what Du are worried about?” “House honey, I am just as out of control as Du are. Granted I doubt I would ever be able to hurt Du physically, but I have told Du before, Du won’t hurt me. I know Du think Du will, but I know you, no matter how out of control Du are, Du will never hurt me.”
Walking up to him she reached up to stroke his cheek. He stood perfectly still letting her touch him. Her hand caressing his jaw, her fingers brushing over his lips, then with one finger she traced the length of his beautiful nose. Looking into his eyes she sagte quietly; “I Liebe you, I need you, and I want Du to make Liebe to me.” Then she reached up and pulled his mouth down to hers.
House kissed her softly, pulled her against his aching body, holding her tight. Cuddy wiggled against him as they kissed. Then pulling away from him she stepped back, so that she could reach down between them and close her hand around his erection.
Shocked, House could not Bewegen his breath caught in his lungs. Looking down at his body and seeing her hand wrapped around him drove him over the edge. He was as hard as the floor boards under his feet. Reaching for her he pulled her close. Then lifting her in his arms he turned, taking two steps he pinned her against the bathroom wall. The same Wand he had wanted to pin her against earlier. His hands cupping her backside he pushed himself against her. His rock hard penis finding the opening it was looking for. Lifting her in his powerful arms, his face against her neck, he drove into her. Drove into her as deep as he could go, forcing a long, low husky moan from her. He was harder than he had ever been in his life and he was sunk as deep as he could go inside the woman he adored, the woman he’d tormented his mind and body with for years.
Cuddy watched him as she wrapped her hand around him. He sucked in a sharp breath and then looked down. Suddenly he was moving; pulling her into his arms he lifted her high. Before she knew what he was going to do, she felt cool of the Wand at her back. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she let him lift her, and then she felt him, hard and probing at the entrance of her body. Cupping her backside he held her in his arms, a herz beat later he buried his face in her neck and thrust himself into her. Pushing all the way in, deep as he could go, the pleasure of his first thrust forcing the most erotic moan from her lips.
House could think of nothing but Cuddy. Holding her high in his arms pinned against the Wand of the bathroom, he started to move. Pumping his hips into her, using his arms he lifted her legs high and pressed deeper opening her wider. Cuddy was squirming against him. She had no purchase but for her arms around his neck. He drove his hips into hard and deep. Throwing his head back he tried to catch his breath, to somehow slow the inevitable. But she was having none of it, their bathtub foreplay had left them both dangerously aroused and this was the result.
Cuddy clung to House as he started to move, he was hard and high inside her. Pressed deep he started to move, pumping himself into her over and over again. Wrapping his hands around her thighs he lifted her legs higher opening her incredible body to his. She could do nothing but hold onto him, as he thrust deep and hard, making her twitch against him. Slowing down he pumped rhythmically into her. His head thrown back, his eyes closed. Cuddy would not let him have his way. She was desperate for him, his bathtub fondle leaving her aroused her to the point of begging.
“House, please, please don’t stop!” Her hands in his hair as she pulled his face toward hers, opening his eyes, he looked at her mouth, and then slammed his over hers. Their lips searching and sucking, their tongues tangling and tasting, House groaned a deep masculine groan, “Lisa, I Liebe you, I Liebe you.” Then he felt her body tightening around his. He drove into her as deep as he could, his legs braced wide as his powerful hips pumped hard and fast. Cuddy felt him swell inside her; neither of them was going to last much longer, he was moving inside her like a man possessed, their bodies wet with perspiration. And then she was there, her body shuddering with orgasm, she felt herself tense and squeeze as House still drove into her, then holding himself against her, he came deep and hard. His orgasm shaking his body, arching his back as he gave her everything he had, the force of it almost buckling his knees, leaving his entire body trembling and spent.
Resting his head on her shoulder House held Cuddy pressed against the bathroom wall. His penis still buried inside her, he allowed her to wickeln, wickeln sie her legs around him.
His arms still closed around her. Cuddy rested her head against the wall. They were both gasping for air, neither able to say a word, neither ready nor able to move. Slowly their breathing became less labored, their bodies, although still intimately joined had stopped shuddering and shaking. House had yet to look up at her, his face again hidden against her neck. Cuddy stroked the hair in his neck, Küssen him softly. She could feel his lips and tongue against her skin, he was tasting her. She had no idea what he was thinking oder planning, and until he decided to either put her down, sink to the floor oder carry her to the bed, she was content to hold onto him.
His was exhausted, his leg throbbed like the devil and he could think of nothing but the woman wrapped around him. Jackhammer sex! Bugger!
“Are Du okay?” he murmured against her shoulder, he still had not looked at her.
“No, I’m not okay! Why won’t Du look at me?”
“Did I hurt you?”
“What? No! House, look at me, please.”
House lifted his head and looked into her eyes. “You did not hurt me, what we just did, was enthusiastic sex. Yes, it was a little rough but nobody got hurt. If anyone is hurting right now it is you, your leg must be on fire.”
“You’re sure?”
“Smiling at him she gave him a quick kiss, “yes, I am perfect, Du are a stud, but I am fine!”
“Yes Du are perfect, incredible, sexy and SO hot; I want Du again and again.”
“What?”
“You heard me, now hold on, we are moving to the bedroom, and I need to use my arms.”
“No, put me down, I’ll walk; your leg must be killing you.” Cuddy was wriggling in his arms, her legs loosening around his waist.
“No! Hey either Du do what I asked, oder we stay here in the bathroom.”
“But your leg, Du can’t possible carry me that far, especially not after what we just did.”
“Are Du scared I’ll drop you?”
“Noooo!”
“Okay then, hold on.” With that House turned and using his right arms as support, he managed to get them to the bed. Sitting down on the edge, with Cuddy still wrapped around him, him still inside her, he flopped back on the bed, eyes closed his arms spread wide.
Leaning vorwärts-, nach vorn Cuddy kissed his neck, and his Adams apple. She bit his chin then dropped soft kisses on his nose, his eyes and mouth.
House sagte nothing; he did nothing, just lay there enjoying her mischief. Then she sat up and he felt himself stir inside her. She must have felt it too, because her eyes grew round as saucers.
Looking down at where they were still joined she said; “REALLY AGAIN?”
Opening one eye he grinned at her and answered,” If madam wishes! But I will require payment in advance.”
Frowning she crossed her arms over her chest she asked, “Payment for what?”
“Why for the mind blowing sex of course. My Friends will need the payment to bury my poor battered body!”
“Mind blowing? HA!, I’ll be the judge of that thank you.”
“And Du only have one friend and he would not believe Du if Du told him madam were sat naked and straddled over your hips, your manhood sunk deep.”
House was frowning up at her, his hands now resting on her hips.
Cuddy started to laugh at him; the movements making his “sunken manhood” react in an astonishing way. He was smiling and looked very pleased with himself. Then he grabbed and lifted her, flipping her onto the bed. Diving on oben, nach oben of her he shackled her arms above her head. “Now, what was it Du were saying?”
She was still laughing at him, but now he was Küssen her. Her chin, her jaw, down her neck, down over her chest to her breasts. There he decided to torture her Von rubbing his unshaven jaw against her already sensitive nipples.
“House,” she shrieked, “stop, Du can possibly have the energy to go again!”
“Oh, but madam I do. But only with you!”
Then he let go of her hands and lifted himself over her. Leaning down he kissed her soft and slow. It was a loving kiss, the kind she loved; his mouth earlier so hard and demanding now so gentle and soothing, their lips a little swollen from their Zurück kisses were still sensitive.
Cuddy braced her hands against his chest, letting her fingers trace and touch the muscles he was using to hold himself over her. Her fingers spearing through his chest hair, she loved his chest hair.
Slowly House ended their kiss, pulling away from her their lips clung slightly before parting. Then lying down Weiter to her pulled her into his arms. She lay spooned against his side, her arm and leg thrown over him, her head resting against his shoulder. They were relaxed and happy, House stroking her back with his fingers. Pulling her close against him he asked quietly; “Why do Du keep telling me not to call Du sweetheart, is that what Lucas called you?”
“No, he called me Lisa.”
“Then why?”
She knew it was silly, and that he would not understand why she was jealous, she just was. Closing her eyes she said’ “it’s what Du called Stacy!”
His whole body jerked.
Looking down at her he said, “It’s what I called......how do you, how do Du know what I called Stacy?”
Cuddy sagte nothing just lay quietly against him. She was not sure she wanted him to know just how long she had wanted to be with him. Because she had, she’d wanted him even while he was with Stacy. Hell she had never not wanted him, and it went all the back to Med School. When she had found him again and employed him, he and Stacy were already living together. Cuddy remembered how jealous she had been the first time she saw Stacy and House together. It was glaringly obvious to everyone that Dr House was deeply in Liebe with his girlfriend, and she with him.
Letting out a small sigh she said; “when Du came in with your leg, once we knew what had happened and suggested amputation as an option, all Du kept saying was “sweetheart no.” It did not mater to Du what we said, oder how much she begged it was always the same. Sweetheart I can’t!”
Lifting her chin with his fingers he asked quietly, “You remember what I sagte to Stacy while I was out of my mind with frustration and pain?”
A small smile on her face, she replied; “Yes, I was in the room most of the time, monitoring you.”
Lifting himself up onto his elbow he pulled her close against him. Looking down into her beautiful eyes he asked; “and now Du are worried I might be thinking of her while I am making Liebe to you, just because I call Du sweetheart.”
Before she had the chance to answer he continued. “Look at me; I need Du to hear what I am saying, before we go any further, because I may never have the courage to say it again. I Liebe you; I have for years, God I wish I had told Du sooner. I have not thought about another woman in a very long time. I told Du the last time I was with a woman was almost a Jahr ago. And just so we are clear, I am over Stacy.”
Looking up at him, she suddenly needed to know. She needed to know whom it was that he had been with. He knew what had been going on in her life over the past year, but she knew only what he showed her. She felt threatened Von the unknown and hated the idea that he was with someone else, despite the fact she had been with Lucas.
“Who is she?”
Shocked he looked into her eyes; and then quickly looked away, “Don’t?”
“Please.” Stroking his cheek, she turned his eyes back to hers.
“No!”
“Why not, do Du still see her, do Du miss her, is she someone I know, oder is she one of your hookers?” Cuddy could feel her self going cold, why would he not tell her, “where Du in Liebe with her?”
“No, no, no, no and no!”
“Then why not just tell me?”
“Cuddy, it is over it is in the past, it is of no consequence and has nothing to do with how I feel, have always felt about you.”
“Fine!” she sagte a little hurt that he was so determined to hide this woman.
“Fine, what the hell does that mean?”
“If Du don’t want to talk about it then it’s fine. It is just Du know whom I’ve been with, but Du hide who you’ve been with, stupid as it sounds I feel threatened.” Cuddy looked past him so he could not look into her eyes.
“Really, Du feel threatened?” Then flopping back onto the bett he bent his arms and laced his fingers under his head. “But if Du ever throw this back at me, just remember I never wanted to share this and I am just a man, a man that was in Liebe with a woman, YOU, he thought he would never have.” Taking a deep breath he started to talk, “her name is Lydia, I met her at Mayfield, NO she was neither a patient nor a member of the staff. She visited her sister-in-law who was a patient. We chatted, I teased and flirted with her, we got friendly, played the piano, then one Tag it was Mehr than friendly. One night, after a particularly difficult Tag for both of us, we ended up on a chair in one of the offices. I lifted her over my hips, undid my button and zipper and made Liebe to her, right there on the chair! It was quick and neither of us even got undressed. When it was over I held on to her and cried like a baby. She was the first person I had connected with, I mean really connected with for a very long time, and the first I had connected with as a sober, clean, clear thinking man. I needed her, I wanted her and she obviously felt the same. We shared an intimate moment, and then it was over. It happened just that once. The Weiter Tag I heard that her sister-in-law was being transferred out of the state and that they were relocating. I went to her house and begged her not to leave. Both of us wanted something that could not be. I thought I was in Liebe with her. When she told me she could not stay, I felt like I was going to die. I went back to Mayfield to lick my wounds but ended up spilling the whole story to Nolan. That was when he decided that if I could deal with that kind of hurt and not go to pieces I could go back to my life. I was discharged the Weiter day. I have not heard from her, nor have I seen her since that day, and neither have I tried to find nor contact her.”
As he started to talk, Cuddy rolled onto her side and watched him. It did not go unnoticed Von her that he had pulled back and away from her. She could see the worry on his face. But she really wanted to know. She knew she would hate herself afterward, and most likely be incredibly angry at him, but she needed to know. As she listened to him, she felt herself go hot then cold and realized that she would rather not know after all. But it was too late. He was going to give her every detail. When he stopped talking he closed his eyes and heaved a huge sigh.
Before she knew it she had asked; “sister-in-law, her brothers wife?”
House covered his face with his hands, rubbing his eyes, and answered; “Cuddy, seriously? Shaking his head, “her husbands’ sister, and also her best friend,” then looking at her he asked; “happy now?”
What could she say? He had met a woman, a married woman, whom he had had sex with, then begged to stay with him, whilst he was in rehab. A woman, whom clearly meant Mehr to him than he wanted to let on, a woman Cuddy, now wished she did not know about. Sitting up she bent her legs and circling her arms around them she said; “No, I wish I had just let Du keep that to yourself. I feel worse now that I know, then I did when she was a mystery. She obviously meant; means Mehr to Du than Du are willing to admit, and I think knowing that is worse than not knowing anything at all.”
House lay watching her. She was sitting vorwärts-, nach vorn her knees pulled up against her chest as if needing to protect herself from something. Her beautiful back was bare to his gaze. How had they gotten from wild needy sex against the bathroom Wand to this?
Lifting his hand he ran his index finger down the center of her back, over her spine. He felt her body jerk at his touch. Then deciding it they did not fix this problem right now it was going to break them before they even got started. And if there was one thing House wanted desperately it was Lisa Cuddy. So sitting up he moved himself in behind her and opening his legs he leant forward, wrapping his strong arms around her he pulled her back against his chest. Then moving the pillows he leant back taking her with him. He sagte nothing, just held her in his arms, her head resting against his shoulder. House opened both his hands, palms up, fingers splayed open and waited. As Cuddy reached for his hands, he laced their fingers and sighed his relief.
Then closing his arms around her he sagte quietly; “YOU are the only woman I want. Du are the woman I have needed for longer than I can remember. I have not thought about anyone but Du since I stepped foot back in to the hospital. In fact it has been Du for years, yes I have been intimate with other woman and I may have a history with one oder two of them, I am a man and I did get lonely, but I always came back to YOU. No matter what was going on, I craved you, your body, your attention; I even craved your anger. At least then I knew Du were completely focused on ME!”
Suddenly he could not stop the words, he needed her to know what her being with Lucas had done to him.
“Do Du have any idea what I went through when I found Lucas in your hotel room? Realizing as I stood there that I had Lost Du again, listening to him repeat things I had told you, things only Du and Wilson knew about! Knowing that Du had told him and what that meant. Du told him because Du were serious about him. I wanted to kill him, then I wanted to kill you, then all I could do was think of was how to break Du up. If I’d managed that Du would be furious and hurt, then Du would confront me, which would mean I could be near you, argue with Du and fight with you, worm my way closer until Du forgave me. Slowly I could try and make Du laugh again, see if I could get Du to fall in Liebe with ME. When Du walked in here this morning I was terrified. I did not want to hear anymore about Du and Lucas. Now that I have Du in my arms, I am never letting Du go; I’m in Liebe with Du and whatever happens I am never going away. Lifting his right hand he brought hers to his mouth and kissed first in the palm of her hand, then softly on the beat of her pulse, before returning their hands to her waist.
“I’m sorry; I did not mean to pry. I know Du have been with other women and I have no reason to be jealous, but I am, and there is nothing I can do about it. I hate the thought of Du with another woman. I hate knowing Du touched and kissed them the way Du touch and KISS me. I hate even Mehr knowing they touched you, gave Du pleasure, made Du happy. I supposed I am worried that I’ll be enough oder will Du get bored with just me and want to have what Du had before.” Then taking a shaky breath she continued;”and I’m sorry I betrayed Du to Lucas, I should have known better. Du have never betrayed my confidence about the IVF. I don’t have an excuse all I can say is I’m sorry.”
Easing himself down on the bett so his back was against the pillows, House turned Cuddy in his arms. Once she was facing him, lying between his legs, their naked bodies pressed together, he pulled her up until she was lying completely over him. His arms locked low on her back. Looking into her eyes he said, “You may KISS me now, and know that I’ve always wanted to KISS you.” Slowly Cuddy lowered her lips to his, Küssen him softly. House kissed her back, their mouths gentle, soft and full of love. Their KISS went on and on, their lips, their tongues and even their teeth, drugging their senses until only they existed. Ending the kiss, Cuddy snuggled against his chest. She was happy and she realized that what she thought was Liebe was so much more. They really could make this work; it was obviously something they both wanted. She could be the one to make him happy. Well has happy as he could be. She knew that he was the one! The one man she could not be without. They lay naked in each others arms just enjoying the silence and the togetherness.
“Stay with me tonight.”
“Looking up at him Cuddy said; “I can’t House, I have to go Home to Rachel.”
“Call your mom, ask her to take Rachel.”
“And how do I explain the fact that I have not been Home in almost 36 hours?”
“Lie to her! Tell her Du are needed at the hospital because of the number of patients brought in after the Trenton thing.”
“I can’t, I have to go home, and it’s not fair to Rachel oder Marina. And I have no clean clothing; I’d have to go Home in the morning anyway to get ready for work. “
“Do Du even want to stay with me?”
“Of course I want to stay with you. I want to stay right here where I am, naked on oben, nach oben of Du with your arms wrapped around me.”
“That is exactly what I want.”
“House, don’t spoil it, Du know I have to go home. Not right away but in a little while.”
“I don’t want to sleep alone. I want Du to sleep here in my bed. I know it is selfish, but I don’t want to share Du with anyone. Not yet!”
He was not happy with the idea of her leaving but he understood that she had to go Home to Rachel. So instead of arguing he gave in and they lay snuggling, Küssen and touching. It was Mehr a playful make out than an erotic prelude. They indulged themselves in each other. Their moans floating around the room, the scent of their Liebe making still on their skins, they had made Liebe three times and still could not get enough of each other.
“Come Home with me.”
“What?”
“You heard me, come Home with me. Come and sleep with me in my bed. Make Liebe to me in my bed, and in the morning we can see about dealing with your dusche fantasies!”
“Are Du serious?”
“Yes, I’m serious, why?”
“No reason, just unexpected is all. Is Lucas all moved out? I don’t want to be there if he is going to walk in.”
“Yes, he is all moved out. And my housekeeper was there today, so the bett has fresh linen, incase that was your Weiter question.”
“You are absolutely sure?”
“Yes, House come Home with me, we’ll make Liebe and fall sleep, wrapped in each other in my bed.”
“Make Love! Woman, what do Du think I am, three rounds not enough for you?”
“Tell Du what, pack a bag, come Home with me, I’ll make us dinner, we’ll spend time with the baby, and when we go to bett I promise to let Du sleep!”
“Sounds like a great plan. I’m not sure about the baby part, BUT I want Du to much not to agree, and just so Du know, when we go to bed, I am going to make Du scream!”
“Promise?”
“Count on it!”
Later, a very happy House and a Cuddy managed to untangle themselves from the bett and each other and get dressed. House packed a bag with clothing for the Weiter day, pair of blue jeans, a red t-shirt and a brown long sleeved shirt. He did not bother with a jacke he had left the black on in his office. Pulling on his jeans from earlier he limped across the room to get socks and clean underwear. He grabbed a pair of pajama pants and a spare T-shirt just in case, but he had absolutely no intention of wearing them. Scooping up “Cuddy’s rosa Shirt” he pulled it on. Cuddy handed him his toiletry bag with his toothbrush and deodorant and Ibuprofen. Smiling at each other like naughty teenagers they packed his bag. Cuddy buttoned “her” hemd, shirt over his chest, taking much too long and touching him way too often, making him grab her and KISS her hard. House slipped on a pair of soft brown leather loafers and on the way out of the bedroom, grabbed his gürtel of the tabelle and shoved it into his bag.
In the hall he stopped and opening the closet reached in for a pair of sneakers shoving them in the bag too. Looking around for anything he might have forgotten he spied his mobile phone and keys on the tabelle Weiter to the door. Before closing the hall closet he reached in for a cane. He had a spare. It was the black one with the silver head. The one he used when he wore his tux, but it would have to do until he could get to the tobacconist to get a new one.
Stopping at the door he picked up his phone and keys and turned to Cuddy who was leaning against the piano.
“I’m ready.”
“In that case, let’s go home. Oh, Von the way, when does your cleaning lady come in?”
“Tomorrow and she is going to think I went crazy, between the bathroom and the bedroom.” Then he stopped and looked at her. “Where are my white spitze panties?”
“I have MY white spitze panties on; the other pair is in your bag.”
“I want those panties back, oder else.”
“They are mine!”
“Nooo, they are MINE, and I want them back oder else.”
“Or else what?”
“The first time I pull your panties of at the hospital, you’ll not get them back! And I’ll make sure I get Du early, so you’ll have to walk around all Tag without any panties on.”
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“100 bucks says I would so dare, and what’s Mehr I will be all over Du all Tag until I can make Liebe to Du a Sekunde time. Because knowing Du are naked under your rock is going to turn us both on to no end.”
House opened the apartment door and waited for Cuddy to walk out. Closing and locking the door behind him, he took Cuddy’s hand and they stepped out of the building into the late afternoon sunshine. Cuddy opened the kofferraum, stamm for House to drop in his bag and cane. As she closed it House pulled her into his arms, caging her between his arms and the kofferraum, stamm he held her still with his hips, then lowering his mouth to hers and kissed her. Shocked Cuddy could do nothing but KISS him back. She loved him, she loved his body, his lovemaking, and she most especially loved his mouth. House let her taste his tongue as he tasted hers, his one hand sliding up her back into her hair, the other low on her back pressing her close. Her hands fisting in his hemd, shirt as she pulled him closer. Slowly, tenderly they ended the kiss, unaware of the indulgent smiles they were getting from passers by. Cuddy pushed him away gently whispering; “House, we can’t do that in the street, people are watching us.”
“Why not, all I did was KISS my girl.”
“Get in the car Greg!”
House let out a loud laugh, “Greg is it, why do I get the feeling that that is going to be your tone when Du are annoyed oder irritated. Leaning close he continued; “I’d far rather Du moan my name while we make love.”
Then he quickly moved round to the passenger side and got in, leaving her speechless, Cuddy stood watching him and as he ducked into the car he winked at her.
As they pulled away from the curb outside Houses building, and drove around the corner, neither Cuddy nor House was aware of the man who had been watching them.
Nobody noticed the man standing across the straße in the shadows, his blue eyes bright and burning. He looked like every other student with head phones and Tag pack. Unnoticed he watched Cuddy and House, he watched House pull her into his arms, he watched House KISS her and he watched as she kissed him back, he could not hear what they were saying, but from the expressions on their faces he could tell they were happy, enjoying themselves and each other. Emotion of a kind he had never felt before, making him schlucken hard, but for some reason he was unable to look away. As Cuddy’s car disappeared around the corner, Lucas stepped out of the shadows and of the sidewalk. Not attracting any attention to himself he walked slowly across the straße toward Houses building. Stopping just outside he took a deep breath, then up the stairs to the green door with the letter B displayed. Without hesitation Lucas pulled out the key, opened the door and stepped into the apartment, making sure to close the door behind him.
Removing his headphones he dropped them and his bag on the chair near the door. Then turning around he looked down the hall toward the bedroom. Clenching his jaw he started across the living room toward the kitchen. He could smell them, House and Cuddy. He could smell their lovemaking; the entire apartment was filled with the smell of them. Swallowing hard again, he walked over to the cabinet in the corner near the window, and reaching behind it he removed his bug. Then he moved back into the living room to House’s precious piano, and reaching under it he removed a Sekunde bug. He did the same in the hall, moving Bücher on the oben, nach oben shelf, and then carefully putting them back. He was getting closer to the bedroom with every step he was taking. He did not know if he could stand it, he knew what he was going to find. Taking another deep breath he walked in, the first thing he saw was the bed, and Von the look of it there could be no doubt about what had gone on in that room all day. Worse still, not only did he know exactly what had gone on in that bed, he had heard everything.
Every word from the moment Cuddy had walked into Houses apartment to the moment they walked out together, every whisper, every moan, every sigh, the sounds of their intimacy still echoed loudly in his head. Looking at the bett he could almost imagine them there, Rapunzel – Neu verföhnt in and around each other. Shaking his head, trying to clear his thoughts he walked over to the bed, as he got closer the unmistakable smell of House and Cuddy greeted him like a fist to the stomach. Quickly reaching behind the headboard he ran his fingers under the lip at the back and found the 4th bug.
God how he wished now that he had removed them sooner wished he had had the strength not to torture himself Von listening to them. He had not planned on it, when he had left Cuddy’s house he had driven straight to House’s apartment. Somehow he knew that she would go to him. The man had some kind of hold over her that nothing seemed to be able to break. When he had heard her tell House all she could think of was him, that she loved him, he realized that nothing would ever change that. Not marriage, not moving to another city, Gregory House was Lisa’s vice, he always would be, and as he already knew, House wanted Cuddy desperately.
Walking around the bed, trying not to look at it he headed for the bathroom. Bending down he removed the 5th and final bug from under the wash basin, behind the pipes. Then he quickly made his way back to the living room. Sitting down on the sofa he looked down at his hand, at the 5 small high def bugs. He could not remember why he had even planted them. What had he hoped to learn? It was before House had Lost his mind and before he and Lisa had gotten together. Lucas sat motionless, looking at his hand and as he sat there it all came flooding back. Everything he had heard, every groan, every breathless plea, every word they had spoken he had heard and while they made love, every one of Houses thrusts was like a hot poker going through his chest. She had never made Liebe with him like she made Liebe with House. It was over; she was obviously with the man she had always wanted. He wished he had realized it sooner. He was still in Liebe with her, but there was no way he would get her back. Especially knowing everything he knew now. She belonged to House, she always had.
Getting up Lucas walked over to House’s schreibtisch and found a Schreiben pad and pen, then quickly scribbled a note.
House
Du win.
I wish I had removed these sooner. I had no intention of listening, but the herz and head don’t always want the same things. Du are for some reason the man she has always wanted. Take care of her and Rachel. Lisa loves you, don’t ruin it.
Lucas
Then folding the bugs into the note he slid them into an envelope, sealed it and dropped it on the piano.
Grabbing his bag which held the receiver and his head phones he opened the door and walked out. Pulling it shut behind him he locked it and dropped the key into Houses post box. Then walked out of the building and away from House, Cuddy and the worst pain he had every felt.
This is part four
of my fav huddy moments
starting wid my least fav
and ending with my alltime fav
50.IM THINKING WE SHOULD Bewegen IN TOGETHER
49.CUDDY MOVES IN TO HOUSE'S OFFICE
48.THIS IS YOUR WAY OF ACCEPTING MY APOLGIE
47.HAVE Du SEEN MY BALLS???
46.YOU JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM
45.HOUSE BUYS CUDDY A DESK
44.I SLEEPT WITH LISA CUDDY
43.SENT OF A MAN
42.MORNING AFTER THE FAKE NIGHT BEFORE
41.MERRY Weihnachten CUDDY