I'm not supposed to Liebe you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing Du were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where Du are and what Du do. I'm sorry, i can't help it, I'm so in Liebe with you.

Yes, I Liebe him, I Liebe him Mehr than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on him forever. But I know it's not for the best. so no matter ho much my herz is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I Liebe him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, i can make it through this.

I keep myself busy with things to do, but every time I pause, I still think of you.

I don't want to lose Du but I don't want to use Du just to have someone Von my side.

I keep myself strong so that someday when we meet again, i can keep up with you. But I failed.

I told myself that I don't Liebe Du but I never stopped loving you, I just stopped letting it show.

Now my last breath are slowly fading away. i will smile for you. When I see Du smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss Du the most.

The sky isn't always blue, the sun doesn't always shine, it's alright to fall apart sometimes.

As I started to picture the trees in the storm, the answer began to dawn on me. The baum in the storm don't try to stand up straight and tall and erect. they allow themselves to bend and be blown with the wind. They understand the power of letting go. Those trees and those branches that try too hard to stand up strong and straight are the one that break. now is not the time for Du to be strong, Sakura, oder you, too, will break.

But still I want to let Du know that Du were and will always be my soul. Being the past still my present it's Du whom I will turn to for love.