I usually got to the theatre over Christmas.But this Jahr it doesn't look like that will be possible.Is there anything Du were looking vorwärts-, nach vorn to doing but won't be able to ?

Tbh, I'm disappointed I can't go through downtown to see the lights and carriage rides this year. But at least everything else will be the same :)

I'll miss going to the Weihnachten markets and taking Fotos of the lights and decorated trees around town.

Ugh, this hits me hard... Well, I didn't have much special plans, but I really hope that the whole corona thing will be away, at least Von Weiter spring/summer.
I just really need to socialize finally, I have been living in this isolation mode, for pretty much my whole life, not only these last months, so this just kills all my chances to get my freedom any sooner...
It's just very hard for me to talk about it. I believe, Von now, my mental health is already in the point of no turning back. It's getting worse, both physically and mentally. I need people, lots of people, events, adventures, peace, freedom. I believe in this mode of living, Von spring I'll already be completely destroyed.

But on a Mehr neutral note, I would really want to attend Tarja Weihnachten Zeigen this December, for the first time in Latvia, Du know... But 1) I'm sure it'll be cancelled due to corona mess 2) it's in Riga - almost 100 kilometres away and nobody will take me there.
It would be a nice beginning to get out in public for me though. Du know the peaceful and x-masy vibe those shows have. So different from the loud, crowded concerst she usually has (however I wouldn't mind attending one like that too, someday when I slowly get rid of my social anxiety)
Anyway, I still can watch Videos of Zurück years shows in Moscow and stuff...This one is so cute and heartwarming, and the little Naomi... <3 But it's not the Zeigen itself, it's the event and getting out of home, being among people, doing Something!

I usually enjoyed the Weihnachten parade at my hometown, but I'm sure that will be cancelled.