bailey margaret

I only just started cutting and I haven't told anyone about it yet.....I don't want people thinking I'm doin it for attention I'm doing it because of stuff that happened with my mum and dad...I'm also doing it because this boy that I like that did like me has apparently been using me and he's been breaking me herz Von saying he loves me but then he went to my best friend...this one guy has made me cry so much and now I'm doing this to my self I don't want to do it but I cant help it. I just don't want people thinking that I'm doing this for attention I don't even want to tell anyone but I don't just want to keep it inside me I need to tell my best friend but I don't want to hurt her because she does cut as well and it really hurt me when she told me she cut and know I do it 😞😢

I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when Du where on oben, nach oben of me
It was like Du controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let Du win

I remember the way Du looked at me
when I sagte NO
It was like Du wanted to Zeigen Du were in control
Du pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
Du covered my mouth
so I gave up & let Du win.

I remember the sounds Du made.
It was like Du enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
oder say it was my fault
I remember everything Du did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess Du win.

Sanctuary


Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the Liebe I was denied

I've tried to find sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise oder will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?

I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise oder will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise oder will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me