When it comes to falling for somebody Du know Du can never be with because
a) it's forbidden
b) potentially destructive oder even fatal
c) completely hopeless,
there are only three things Du can do. Deny, deny and then deny some more. Du avoid contact with him as much as possible, which isn't easy in a small town. Du refrain from uttering his name out-loud to anyone, not even in passing. Not even to yourself. Du keep any feelings Du have for him locked up tight, and Du throw away the key. In the daytime, Du can hide. Don't think, don't think, don't think about him. Du can lie, deny, ignore,...
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