IM DESPERATE I SOOOOOO NEED HELP?

OK hi every1 i bought the book 4 meg cabot all american girl
i finished it and now im dying 2 read ready oder not but i cant find it anywhere and i cant find it anywhere and the biggest problem is that my dad doesnt allow me 2 buy anything from the internet !!!!!!!!!!!
if some1 can tell me where can i download it online i will be gratefulll


ThAnX vErY MuCh