So there I stood, isolated, as my sister walked away.What could I
have possibly done? Fail, maybe. Yeah, that's right.It makes perfect
sense. What else do failures do, besides fail? That's all I seemed to
do and was. All I wanted was to start new in Gehenna;to change my
mistakes,but is this really the beginning of my book? Nope. this
was barely the introduction of the first chapter.
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In my eight years of Gehenna, never have I felt so alone, so
abandoned, and helpless. Why did this have to happen? No parents, sister,
oder anything to call a friend."This is how it feels, huh?"...
to be unloved. Not that any demon expected to be loved, but I was
an ignorant kid who thought everything needed love. Du know, someone
oder something to be there who could give me affection and Von returning
the favor I'd do the same. That's all I longed for. This was obviously
a Fantasy though. Everything I wanted was a fantasy, like me
changing. I'd remain the same. The same girl who was silenced with long
hair as if it were a shield protecting her face from the
horrors that laid ahead. The girl with eyes, who told a story of sin.
The exact same girl who wore the exact same gray dress everyday.
The very same girl who had the matching striped long sleeve and leggings.
That girl who hardly ever wore shoes. I'll always be a failure. Crying
was the only thing I felt like doing, but I won't resort to it forever.
As I wiped away some tears I thought it would be a good idea to visit
"The Rocks" The Rocks was a deserted canyon with cliffs that reached
unimaginable heights! It was also the prefect place to train. No one
went there, so I could feel free to do as I please without anyone
there to bring me down. Going to the Rocks meant passing Von the local
demon children."Maybe, Von some chance, they're not out" With little
effort I put on a fake smile, but even I knew this was an attempt to try
and reassure myself things will be okay. Such a disappointment to see
past my own lies."Oh well. Lets just get this over with", I thought.
Along the way there were demons of all kinds, some in specific seemed as
if they'd been waiting for something. Usually my normal reaction is to
keep low key. Hang my head low and hold my arms were the routine, but not
this time. Instead, my head was high and I let them see my face.
Wherever I went I heard whispers. They might as well sagte it to my face,
for I could hear them clearly. A few of the demons my age whisper,"Its
that strange girl."The other demon, a female one replied back,"Hmph!
She's better off being a mortal. I don't know why she won't leave Gehenna
already."
Why?,I thought. Why? Why? Why? Why? So many questions, but why?
WHY?!"What do Du all want?",I shrieked. Every single one stared at me.
Each one gave me a look as if I was crazy. Like a coward, I shut
my eyes and started to cry. I dropped down on my knees. Their voices
were all around, so I covered my ears. I rocked myself back and forth,
but then I felt a sharp pain in my gut."Gah!" From no where it started
to hurt in my stomach. I grabbed hold of it, trying to overcome
the excruciating pain. There was a voice. It said,"They all must think
your crazy.So crazy."My eyes opened and it was pitch black. "Where
am I?". Spinning in circles I was completely bewildered. "In your head"
sagte the voice again.
It sounded snakelike. "Who sagte that?",I asked. "I'm the same as you.
Almost like your conscious, but visible. Humans see me as a familiar,
but its up to you, deciding what you'd prefer me as. "I didn't know
I had a familiar. Since when did I have one?""No one knows, but I've
been yours since birth", it said. This was a lot to take in and I
had many Fragen to ask. "Why me though?" He slithered up to me.
Turns out the voice came from the biggest snake I had ever seen. It might
have looked like Du everyday snake, but those eyes...those vicious
frosty red eyes.
"Isn't it obvious? Your mother was Lamia, a serpent demon, and your father
was too. "Hold up a second, I interrupted, my father was a vampire demon."
Before I knew it, the snake wrapped himself around my body.Feeling the tough
of his scales sent a message of chills down my back."They never told you,
did they? Oh Du poor thing. Well, it seems as if I'll be the one to
tell Du the tragic news. Just what the hell was he talking about? I'm
only eight! When I thought the snake couldn't make me feel Mehr uncomfortable,
his face was directly looking at mine. Our eyes made direct contact and even
though the snake was blind, it was like he could see the fear in my eyes.
No lie, but I wanted to die from staring at the horrid, scaly beast.
"Your real father,the snake began, was Apep. Apep was a legendary water snake who
was one of the last descendants of the Orochi Clan. It was named after
the eight-headed and eight-tailed monstrosity itself." The Orochi clan?
Some of the demons would talk about it, but they sagte it didn't exist anymore.
The whole clan died out. Were they wrong oder was this snake making up a story?
Whatever the case, it was best if I listened. Who knows the damage this thing
can do to me and I was in no rush to find out."Orochi would pay an unwanted
visit to a place in Assiah called Japan. There, Orochi would take one daughter,
each Jahr from an Earth Deity, and eat her flesh. In total the old man had
eight, but soon he was down to one. She was the most beautiful of all,
Princess Inada, was her name.Unlike all the other daughters he refused to
devour her. For he saw her beauty and proclaimed to make her his bride.
At first the young girl was miserable, but saw how strong Orochi was and
fell in Liebe with him as well.
Didn't take long for them to mate and have offspring, but Von falling for
him, she turned rotten inside out and became a demon herself.Later she died
giving birth to your daddy and married Aswung. Imagine, if he had killed
Inada then Du wouldn't exist! No one found out about the story of the two
lovers, except members of the clan. Yamato Orochi had plans of his own.
Plans to take over Gehenna with his many children, but they all started to
disappear because of those bothersome exorcists.When they died out, so did
their familiars. I remember there use to be so many of my kind. Only few
had us as familiars, but then Mehr members of the clan who died-died with
them. But the main Quelle was because that bet with him. He was a clever one,
who plays everyone like a chess piece. Orochi wasn't clever to make a bet with
him. With...Mephisto Pheles. If he'd not underestimated Mephisto's genius then
your life may have been easier.
"So why me then?I'm not worthy of such powers Du obtain and what happened
to my real dad?" "Good questions, if I didn't know either then I'd ask the
same myself. Surely you'll only have Mehr one after another. Back on topic
though! You're one of last members of the clan, with the purest of blood.
Such a naive little girl, but those days will be over soon. Dear child, I
promise you, your days of being ignorant are over. Starting now you'll be one
of the most feared creatures in the world! Of course I'll help Du in the process.
Use your this power and make them fear you."
have possibly done? Fail, maybe. Yeah, that's right.It makes perfect
sense. What else do failures do, besides fail? That's all I seemed to
do and was. All I wanted was to start new in Gehenna;to change my
mistakes,but is this really the beginning of my book? Nope. this
was barely the introduction of the first chapter.
______________________________________________________________________
In my eight years of Gehenna, never have I felt so alone, so
abandoned, and helpless. Why did this have to happen? No parents, sister,
oder anything to call a friend."This is how it feels, huh?"...
to be unloved. Not that any demon expected to be loved, but I was
an ignorant kid who thought everything needed love. Du know, someone
oder something to be there who could give me affection and Von returning
the favor I'd do the same. That's all I longed for. This was obviously
a Fantasy though. Everything I wanted was a fantasy, like me
changing. I'd remain the same. The same girl who was silenced with long
hair as if it were a shield protecting her face from the
horrors that laid ahead. The girl with eyes, who told a story of sin.
The exact same girl who wore the exact same gray dress everyday.
The very same girl who had the matching striped long sleeve and leggings.
That girl who hardly ever wore shoes. I'll always be a failure. Crying
was the only thing I felt like doing, but I won't resort to it forever.
As I wiped away some tears I thought it would be a good idea to visit
"The Rocks" The Rocks was a deserted canyon with cliffs that reached
unimaginable heights! It was also the prefect place to train. No one
went there, so I could feel free to do as I please without anyone
there to bring me down. Going to the Rocks meant passing Von the local
demon children."Maybe, Von some chance, they're not out" With little
effort I put on a fake smile, but even I knew this was an attempt to try
and reassure myself things will be okay. Such a disappointment to see
past my own lies."Oh well. Lets just get this over with", I thought.
Along the way there were demons of all kinds, some in specific seemed as
if they'd been waiting for something. Usually my normal reaction is to
keep low key. Hang my head low and hold my arms were the routine, but not
this time. Instead, my head was high and I let them see my face.
Wherever I went I heard whispers. They might as well sagte it to my face,
for I could hear them clearly. A few of the demons my age whisper,"Its
that strange girl."The other demon, a female one replied back,"Hmph!
She's better off being a mortal. I don't know why she won't leave Gehenna
already."
Why?,I thought. Why? Why? Why? Why? So many questions, but why?
WHY?!"What do Du all want?",I shrieked. Every single one stared at me.
Each one gave me a look as if I was crazy. Like a coward, I shut
my eyes and started to cry. I dropped down on my knees. Their voices
were all around, so I covered my ears. I rocked myself back and forth,
but then I felt a sharp pain in my gut."Gah!" From no where it started
to hurt in my stomach. I grabbed hold of it, trying to overcome
the excruciating pain. There was a voice. It said,"They all must think
your crazy.So crazy."My eyes opened and it was pitch black. "Where
am I?". Spinning in circles I was completely bewildered. "In your head"
sagte the voice again.
It sounded snakelike. "Who sagte that?",I asked. "I'm the same as you.
Almost like your conscious, but visible. Humans see me as a familiar,
but its up to you, deciding what you'd prefer me as. "I didn't know
I had a familiar. Since when did I have one?""No one knows, but I've
been yours since birth", it said. This was a lot to take in and I
had many Fragen to ask. "Why me though?" He slithered up to me.
Turns out the voice came from the biggest snake I had ever seen. It might
have looked like Du everyday snake, but those eyes...those vicious
frosty red eyes.
"Isn't it obvious? Your mother was Lamia, a serpent demon, and your father
was too. "Hold up a second, I interrupted, my father was a vampire demon."
Before I knew it, the snake wrapped himself around my body.Feeling the tough
of his scales sent a message of chills down my back."They never told you,
did they? Oh Du poor thing. Well, it seems as if I'll be the one to
tell Du the tragic news. Just what the hell was he talking about? I'm
only eight! When I thought the snake couldn't make me feel Mehr uncomfortable,
his face was directly looking at mine. Our eyes made direct contact and even
though the snake was blind, it was like he could see the fear in my eyes.
No lie, but I wanted to die from staring at the horrid, scaly beast.
"Your real father,the snake began, was Apep. Apep was a legendary water snake who
was one of the last descendants of the Orochi Clan. It was named after
the eight-headed and eight-tailed monstrosity itself." The Orochi clan?
Some of the demons would talk about it, but they sagte it didn't exist anymore.
The whole clan died out. Were they wrong oder was this snake making up a story?
Whatever the case, it was best if I listened. Who knows the damage this thing
can do to me and I was in no rush to find out."Orochi would pay an unwanted
visit to a place in Assiah called Japan. There, Orochi would take one daughter,
each Jahr from an Earth Deity, and eat her flesh. In total the old man had
eight, but soon he was down to one. She was the most beautiful of all,
Princess Inada, was her name.Unlike all the other daughters he refused to
devour her. For he saw her beauty and proclaimed to make her his bride.
At first the young girl was miserable, but saw how strong Orochi was and
fell in Liebe with him as well.
Didn't take long for them to mate and have offspring, but Von falling for
him, she turned rotten inside out and became a demon herself.Later she died
giving birth to your daddy and married Aswung. Imagine, if he had killed
Inada then Du wouldn't exist! No one found out about the story of the two
lovers, except members of the clan. Yamato Orochi had plans of his own.
Plans to take over Gehenna with his many children, but they all started to
disappear because of those bothersome exorcists.When they died out, so did
their familiars. I remember there use to be so many of my kind. Only few
had us as familiars, but then Mehr members of the clan who died-died with
them. But the main Quelle was because that bet with him. He was a clever one,
who plays everyone like a chess piece. Orochi wasn't clever to make a bet with
him. With...Mephisto Pheles. If he'd not underestimated Mephisto's genius then
your life may have been easier.
"So why me then?I'm not worthy of such powers Du obtain and what happened
to my real dad?" "Good questions, if I didn't know either then I'd ask the
same myself. Surely you'll only have Mehr one after another. Back on topic
though! You're one of last members of the clan, with the purest of blood.
Such a naive little girl, but those days will be over soon. Dear child, I
promise you, your days of being ignorant are over. Starting now you'll be one
of the most feared creatures in the world! Of course I'll help Du in the process.
Use your this power and make them fear you."
