Everyday with her was a nightmare. Though his mind told him that he should be here, his herz did not.

He was grateful to her and yes he did Liebe her. But not like that. He had known her forever and she was practically family.

The sister that he had never had, he was now forced to live with as a wife. Where was Train? Where had the life he had invisioned for himself gone?

The crash of the tabelle flying into the Wand was enought to wake her from her sleep. She was used to it Von now. The middle of the night rants was the worry of her mind. She would wonder if maybe someday he might do something he would regret. oder maybe something to hurt himself. She was in a state of constant worry.
She was shocked to see the gun in his hands.....

She called the emergency relief aids and they took him. Took him again to that God forsaken place.

Why? Why couldnt they understand? He wasnt knuts, Just in love. He couldnt bär it anymore. The pain was too much. They didnt let him end his miserable existance and for that, they would pay.

As he lay against the cold iron bars, the voice he so loathed came from the other side of the hall.

"I am truly sorry....Creed..." He turned to face Akidna and the sauer, saure look on his face made her jump. "Creed, I....i just....I wasnt thinking of Du when i told them Du had a problem!"

Damn right she wasnt, what a bitch! The selfishness of the world was another reason. Another reason to leave this world and never come back.

"....But Creed...i have come to make this right," she sagte as she handed the gun throught the iron gates.

Hades.....

The gun that was the light of Train's life, would be the end of his.....

The shot rang out through the blackness of the night as Train realized his Hades.....

.....was missing