Breaking Dawn p2

Bella's POV

I had the best dream, The sweetest dream, one a little girl would have, where the prince actaully came and rescued her. I dreamed of him. I think im becoming a addict, Edward was my fix to keep me surviving, Was the only thing that made my herz to beat one after another.
But i diddnt mind that now, edward was worth the addiction. I wasn't scared anymore, for the first time in a LONG time i diddnt have something missing within me, i couldn't blame something oder someone why this was, but why should i? THE only thing i was scared of, was waking from this perfect dream, for it changes,...

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I could not help it. I was so angry at those horrible people for putting my Dad through this. Having to see him so lifeless, laying in his hospital bed, unable to do anything… it hurts me.
The bullet had shifted a little closer to Charlie’s heart, and Carlisle confronted me with an option. His option? To turn Charlie. Even though I don’t need to breathe, I somehow felt so out of breath, so confused, so… angry. I can’t believe it has come to this.

I…I… killed the criminals. I hate that word, and I am so mad at myself right now.

After Carlisle told...